5 of Swords

Boxing Day, at least in Canada and the United Kingdom.  A huge shopping day for the bargain hunters.

I slept poorly last night as I was awake every hour from midnight until 2 and then awake from 2 until 4am then awoke at 6:44am and decided to get out of bed and do the check-in for our flights to Boston.  What a process that is.  The airline has many fees associated for things that I think should be standard operating or customer service practices.  Our seats are confirmed but not fixed and may change before the flight.  If I wanted to have guaranteed seats for each of us that is an extra $75 per person.  Our checked baggage is $56.  We were sitting in different rows of the plane with one us being seated in what is called “economy plus”, a $44 seat, no thank you to that.  So we are checked-in but still have to go through a check-in process at the airport.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “5 of Swords: The Tennis Game.  Being overly competitive.  A game which gets out of hand.  A pattern of always needing to win, or to lose.”  I’m like this in most areas of my life.  It’s purely a subconscious thing that pops out every once in awhile because I have a strong dislike of winning or losing situations whether it’s a game or a simple conversation that gets out of hand.  I’m going to change that about myself right now.  Let it be.  Zen.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Brightest Blessings

I suppose I should start off and say Merry Christmas to all or better yet Brightest Blessings to all.  Slept quite well last night considering the unending throbbing pain that came and went in around my knee.  I awoke once or twice however quickly fell back into sleep mode with nary a thought entering my mind.  Nary has an inkling of a dream come to mind now come to think about it.  I seemed to be filled with much peace and love throughout the night though.  A faint memory of people milling about is now in my mind, a dream or a distant memory or a new thought.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “10 of Coins: History.  A knowledge of and an appreciation for history.  Seeing your concerns in a larger context.  Seeing your life as a story; who is the author.”  We watched a CNN documentary, I guess one might call it about the early Christians and I believe while watching I was contextualizing my life in reference to this interpretation of the early Christians and the beginnings of churches.  I’m not sure where I’m going with this as my thoughts are now lost and I am at a loss for words.  I guess the important thing for me to remember is that I need to always maintain control of my life and the recorded history of my life.  I need to live and author my own life and story and live my life for me.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Creativity

Christmas Eve.  We had a quiet day yesterday really.  We did not do a whole lot of anything but we did go out and do some shopping for food and then a last minute gift for a friend who is coming over for dinner and fun tomorrow.  We hit Price Smart Foods on Marine Drive in Burnaby for our usual then we took the train down toward Commercial Drive to hit DeSerres for our gift, then Commercial Drive for a bit of cheese – Manchega and Myzithra picked up from Santa Barbara Market.  Oh, and we had coffee and Continental Coffee before coming back home.

With it being Christmas Eve, I lit some Frankincense and Myrrh incense before working with Tarot.  Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “Guide of Wands: Feeling possessed by a creative project or inspiration.  Being inspired to help others.  Doing what's right."  I was thinking about the RV, and traveling and working from my RV more specifically last night and upon awaking this morning.  Not sure where I'm going with this however I feel that my "presence" in life needs to be mobile so what better way than to be mobile than traveling in a RV, a motorhome?  I need to get on with "my life" and do what I am needed to be doing in life.  I got to get moving.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Faith

We had what I’ll term a “busy day”.  Mid morning we met my brother, aunt, and two uncles for breakfast/brunch around 11am.  We sat at the Knight and Day Restaurant at King George Blvd and 96th in Surrey until 2pm eating, visiting, and chatting and having way too much coffee.  We made it home and relaxed until our next scheduled event between 6:30 and 7pm at Taverna Greka here in New Westminster to join 12 or 13 others for dinner and to celebrate our friends 39th birthday.  Both food and company were great.  We left this event around 9:30, maybe 10pm.  We made it to bed around 11:30pm after relaxing a bit after our long five minute walk home.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XV Self-Hatred: The trap to avoid for all minorities.  Unconsciously accepting societal norms.  Low self-esteem.” 

I must always strive to be myself and not become part of the societal flock that is blind to the fallacies of the life they/we all lead.  I must believe in myself and my desire to be a craft’s person and a totally self-employed, self-sufficient individual living my life my own way and not by or according to another person's standards or expectations.  I say this because our birthday friend showed everyone the card I made him and the card and I received rave reviews.  I have talent and I must have faith in myself and what I can and desire to do.  I’m an RVer, craft’s person, ventriloquist, spiritualist, writer and traveler.

Thank you Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Knowing Oneself

I know I was dreaming last night however do you think I can remember anything of them?  I vaguely recall dreaming about an acquaintance we know or so I think, could be a total stranger, even myself for all I know.  Answers, answers, answers seem to be the word to describe this dream though.  This is the overall impression I have of my sleep last night.  And as I was thinking about the last statement the thought that came to my mind is one of me looking within myself and exploring every nook and cranny that makes me up as a human being.  It was like tearing something apart in order to get a look inside to see what makes it tick, like a clock or watch, perfect analogy.  I was looking within myself to see what makes me tick.

With that being said, Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card dropped from the deck as I was shuffling, “II The Intuitive: To be true to oneself, one must know oneself.  Looking within for answers.  Meditation. Intuition.  Exploring that which is normally hidden.”  What I remember of my dreams quite accurately reflect today’s Tarot Card and if I combine this with what I read and take from my horoscope I need to look at the larger picture of what I want life to be and just let it be.  I apparently cannot allow myself to get too hung up on the details and simply go for it.  Things will work out with me simply doing, instead of fretting.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Merry Yule and a Joyous Winter Solstice

Merry Yule and a Joyous Winter Solstice to all.

The 21st of December has arrived and we are all apparently still here, still alive and well, at least for the most part.  Dreams of Spirit, RVs and Tarot Cards seemed to be what I remember about my sleep over the past couple of nights.  Spirit is strong and reverberating throughout my body and surroundings.  Spirit is indeed alive and well for those who are willing to acknowledge Spirits presence in and about their own lives.  Spirit is and there is no denying it.

Today’s visiting Tarot Cards are “XX Beyond Judgement: Self-acceptance must come before liberation.  Freedom from others expectations.  Trying to make conditions better for others.  Pride.  Self-acceptance.” and the “Man of Swords: A rational, scientific approach.  A thorough investigation.”  I believe that in order for me to overcome feeling the need to worry about and fit into others expectations of me I need to do thorough research into how I can gain liberation and freedom through self-acceptance.  This means looking within myself and dealing with anything dark and ugly that may be lurking in the dark shadows and far recesses of my mind.  I need to find myself inside of myself in order to be liberated and free.

Thank You Spirit and again Merry Yule to all.

Blessed Be.

Overnight Shopping Trip to Seattle

On a snowy Wednesday morning, the 19th of December we set off for our overnight trip to Seattle.  As we drove the snow became heavy and thick and we were questioning ourselves as to whether or not we should continue on with our journey.  The roads were empty so onward we went.  As we neared the border and customs the snow let up and it became somewhat dry.

We quickly crossed the border and were truly on our way down to Seattle.  As we approached Everett, the rain started and got heavier the closer we got to Seattle and so did the traffic that was moving at a snails pace.  But we made real good time as it only took us about two and a half hours to make the trip.  We arrived at the hotel very early, about five or six hours before check-in however they let us check-in early.

Seattle was wet for our visit but we still did our best to enjoy ourselves and our shopping which we did and completed all in one place - Pike Place Market.  I discovered Tenzing Momo where I picked up a book, magazine and some great incense.  My partner made purchases at Ed Newbold, Wildlife Artist and Raven's Nest Treasure.

Spirit Is and:

December 19, 2012 - Wednesday's Tarot Card of the Day is the "2 of Swords".
December 20, 2012 - Thursday's Tarot Card of the Day is the "4 of Coins". 

Wednesday's dinner was had at the El Borracho Taqueria y Cantina.  We had our Thursday breakfast at Starbucks just around the corner from our hotel, Hotel Vintage Park before heading back home in the rain, ah such is winter in the Pacific Northwest.

Blessed Be.

A Two Tarot Card Day

Had a decent night’s sleep, did awake for a pee but fell right back to sleep again and awoke at about 6am.  Did my usual morning routine before sitting down with Tarot.

Spirit is and today is a two Tarot Card day.  Today’s two visiting Tarot Cards are the “Youth of Swords: Curiosity.  Research.  Computers, e-mail.  Immature communication.  Spying (or "hacking") and the 9 of Cups: Serendipity.  Satisfaction.  Everything is going well.”  These two cards almost seem to be in conflict however at the same time they work well together for me today.  As I am curious by nature and for the most part things are going quite well, could be better but patience as things are in a state of change right now. 

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Comfort

May the Spirits be well.

I had a rather sleepless night last night and awoke with a few new areas/joints/bones that bother me, where I may also have a slight bit of pain.  I could have probably slept more if I simply let myself go however I was getting tired of being in bed and sleeping for a bit, then awaking, then sleeping, then awaking so getting out of bed seemed like the best option.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “3 of Cups: A Good Time.  Happy, comfortable times together.  Quiet enjoyment.  Celebration."  I can always handle this kind of energy or atmosphere in my/our home or if I go and visit someone or somewhere else. 

Thank You Spirit. 

Blessed Be.

Sleepless Night But I'm Still Happy This Morning

I had a bit of a sleepless night as I allowed my mind to wander and frivolous thoughts rule my head.  Instead of just "being" I instead focused on these thoughts and gave them power to take sleep away from me and keep me awake for a couple of hours after I simply got up to go pee.

However, Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card leaped from the deck while I was shuffling it and is the “3 of Wands: Leaving the nest.  Seeing progress.  Something or someone you have nurtured must now strike out on their own."  What could this “something” be that I may have nurtured and now needs to strike out on its own?  Or even the “someone”?  Could this “someone” be my partner?  Or me?  The “something” confuses me but I’ll do a little research and see what I can find out.

Hang on a minute while I do that, okay?

Okay, I’m back and back with a better understanding of my visitor, the “3 of Wands”.  Perhaps, my creative talents, specifically in making handcrafted greeting cards will offer me much more success, more success down the road, than what I am seeing in this moment.  Greater success awaits me.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Directing Passions

I had a decent night’s sleep but did not sleep through the night as I did the previous four or five nights but I feel well rested and awoke around 6:30am.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XI Strength: Directing your passions, rather than suppressing them, is the key. Finding healthy outlets for powerful energies."  If I truly heed this advice I will find much success and happiness in life so I will try my darndest to heed this advice and direct my passions into making cards, being Spiritual, practicing and performing ventriloquism, and traveling and writing, especially writing from a ??? perspective.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Love and Compassion

I had another beautiful night’s sleep again.  I don’t think I moved through the night as I was still lying on my back when I awoke and looked the clock, 6:38am.  I decided to get up but not before I moved a little and closed my eyes.  Opened my eyes again, still 6:38, then maybe when I first looked it was 6:36.  I got myself up and out of bed and the water going for mug of instant coffee and the espresso maker filled and ready to go when someone else gets out of bed and we have breakfast.

I only vaguely recall a little of my dreams last and in the one I more vividly remember, barely is where someone pointed out that I needed to wipe my mouth with my napkin and where I remember taking some time to look at the napkin and what I wiped from the corners of my mouth.  In another vague memory of a dream I feel more than remember that it was spiritual in nature, that I was amongst, for lack of a better description, heavenly beings, a very peaceful, serene, and loving environment.

Thank You Spirit and Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “Guide of Cups: Messages from the heart.  Altruism.”  I feel quite loving and caring this morning.  I was starting to feel a little different last night as I was reading the introduction of the Gnostic Bible on Google Books as this book contained information that although at times was confusing, evoked from me new thoughts and ideas that floated around in my heart and mind.  Quite interesting.  Then this morning I awake feeling full of love and caring and compassion.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

XVIII The Moon

Another good night’s sleep with active or maybe just one active dream.  What was that dream about again?  I remember being in some residence other than our own and going upstairs to use the bathroom when someone else came out of another bedroom to do the same thing.  Perhaps, my Dad?  My partner's brother?  Boston?  I cannot be sure as the hallway was dark and the person was covered by shadow.  I’m sure I was having another dream of sorts maybe even connected to what I just described but it has been filed away somewhere in my subconscious mind for now.  Was it related to me making cards or was it somehow linked to travel, my RV?  Hhhmmm. . .

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XVIII The Moon: Sexuality pulls us into a different, non-rational world which is sometimes frightening, always creative.  A sense of mystery.  Creative ideas which gestate in the subconscious.  Sexuality or sex".  What can I make of ‘The Moon’?  Well creativity was in abundance yesterday as I was contemplating card designs from a couple of stamped images that I was working with so that fits.  A sense of mystery also was percolating in the air yesterday and even today as a dream I remember having that I can no longer describe with words but can only rather feel at the moment has for some reason mysteriously slipped into the netherworld.

I love the Moon.  Seeing the Moon in the sky especially a Full Moon is breathtaking, energizing, wisdom giving, soul lifting, and spiritually revitalizing.  

The Moon is.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The Hockey Game

I slept fairly well last night but appeared to be having a lucid dream regarding a hedgehog that turned into a dog as he began to pee on the bed of either my sister or ‘C’, a friend of mine.  I suppose it would more likely be 'C' as I think he is the person who has expressed an interest i having a hedgehog for a pet.  This dream stretched on endlessly or so I thought.

Then I awoke a little after the dream and drifted in and out of sleep until sometime between 5 and 6, when I initially looked at the time on the clock I think it was 5:28 or 5:38 but I stayed in bed for a little before getting up.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card fell out of the deck while I was in the shuffling process, the “5 of Wands: Hockey Game.  The project meets resistance.  Testing one's ideas against others.  An enjoyable struggle.  Competition in the marketplace". 

This may be related to my card making enterprise, my study of Wicca, the RV, or even my relationship.  All four feel like they are somehow in the mix when I look at this card.  Making cards is not a struggle but I often compare my cards to others; studying Wicca and getting the RV back together and on the road are enjoyable struggles but getting the RV up to snuff has been going on for too long, and studying Wicca is just a lifelong process that will never cease but I do need to start practicing my faith now; and then my relationship is perhaps facing competition in the marketplace in some regard, don’t know how but this is just an inkling I have that is there hiding in the shadows, just out of sight.  I have no idea what this means but that's the thought I'm having.  Weird. . .

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

A Rational and Scientific Approach

I had another great night’s sleep.  Another weird dream and I’m not sure who was involved however I was trying to use a bathroom perhaps at my Mom and Dad’s old place or maybe it was on a train but the door would not latch properly and as I was struggling to lock the door a woman tried to come in claiming to have to really go.  She quite a beautiful black woman.  I eventually convinced her that I was not giving up the bathroom until I used it and she disappeared into the doorway across the hall and I successfully locked the door and did my own bathroom business.

As I was paging through “Sage Woman” magazine I was scanning through the books they recommend at the back of the magazine and one particular title caught my attention and I do not think that this is the first time I’ve been stopped and made to think about this book.  It is “The Path of a Christian Witch".  I just may need to purchase it as it makes sense to me as well to accept Jesus of Nazareth and Mary of Magdala as my God and Goddess.  A while back as  was communing with the Gods, Jesus' name parsed my lips as eventually did Mary's and I've been pondering this since then.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “Man of Swords: A rational, scientific approach.  A thorough investigation.”  I think this is for me to look at my future in this regard as I do want to have a life in an RV however I am on shay financial ground right now and am quite secure where I am however dissatisfied I may be living a stationary life right now it may be the best solution for the immediate future.  As is looking for a part-time job.  I think I could handle three days a week but no more as I am quite happy now with my crafting.  I’m in a good place, experiencing a bit of “Zen” really and I quite like it and do not want it to stop.

Thank You Spirit!

Blessed Be.

Belief and Faith

I slept very well last night so well in fact that I slept right through the night.  I was having weird but good dreams I guess involving our friends and neighbours downstairs. Then I started awaking and the dream faded into nothingness.

We have been experiencing a slight bug problem for th|e past several weeks and may have discovered why last night when after dinner and a shower I started cleaning out another cupboard that seemed to be housing quite a few bugs.  I discovered their breeding ground and home in a box of “red River” cereal.  At first when I peered inside the box I just noticed that the cereal was clumpy but then movement – aaahhh bugs.  So we emptied the cupboard entirely and washed it down leaving everything out overnight.  I put the things away and have not seen any bugs this morning.   Maybe they’ve taken up residence somewhere else.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “7 of Wands: Fighting the wind.  A quixotic struggle.  Winning against the odds.  Confrontation.”  I need to hold my head up, high, my courage strong, my will never-ending and my desire ever strengthening so I can overcome this ‘quixotic’ struggle once and for all.  I need to believe and have faith that I am succeeding, that my dream is alive and well and I’m living it this very moment.  My home is my RV most of the time and this home I’m in now is my refuge, my fortress, my security blanket when times get tough and I need to feel my partner next to me.

Thank you Spirit.

Blessed Be

Expectations

I enjoyed most of the day by myself yesterday as my partner was busy at his workplace marking final exams.  I really enjoyed “My” time and hope to have more in the coming days, weeks, months, and years.  I really do value “aloneness” these days and perhaps a relationship is just not the right thing for at this time.  I enjoy life with my partner for the most part and we have created a beautiful and comfortable home together however something is lacking.  I need more freedom than a stationary home offers and having an RV and all of my possessions with me wherever I go is very appealing and desirable to me.  I need to do it more than I want to do it.

I even made a quick visit to my mobile house on wheels yesterday and thoroughly enjoyed the experience of just being in my RV and not even doing any type of work or organization.  I love my RV.  Oh, when I opened up her door and peered inside I was surprised again at how spacious she looks without the dinette.  My decision to create a work space is the right one.  I was fretting about that the other night and now I have been shown that it is the right thing to do.  And she is dry inside.  I could find no noticeable water leaks during my quick look around the once leaky areas of the RV.  Whew!  Of course, I still have another ‘dead’ battery to contend with.  Stupid, I say leaving the lights on like that.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “VIII Justice: Even today, gays can be the victims of "justice".  An unfair judgement.  Being too judgmental or righteous.  Feeling restricted by others' expectations.”   Yes, I’m still suffering from trying to live up to or meet other people’s expectations of how I should “work” or at least look for work and what I’m supposed to do in life.

I can no longer fit into this mold and need to strike out on my own.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Mish Mash of Thoughts

I slept well until around 2am where I awoke in a start and was awake as I could be.  I used the bathroom, had a drink of water and then lay in bed with my thoughts, thoughts about purchasing my RV, of how much work is needed on my RV, why I should not have purchased my RV, and on, and o these thoughts went.  Soon these thoughts became dreams and here I am again awake with regrets but hope all at the same time.  I want to fix her up but again I’m stuck with how to do all of this in secret and how to get up and say to my partner “Hey there.  I want to move into my RV and start traveling.  See ya later.”

It needs to be done.  I need to march to the beat of my own drum as does my partner.  We need this, him more than me as I’ll likely struggle to survive where he will blossom and become all that he deserves to become when I’m not in his life holding him back from his grandeur.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the ““5 of Cups: The Aftermath.  Regret over past actions.”

Thank You Spirit!

Blessed Be.

Help

I slept okay last night.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “5 of Coins: Hard Times.  Material difficulties.  Lack of money.  People helping each other.”  Yes, this is so true today as being unemployed yet self-employed does not produce a lot of income for oneself and so my partner is making up the shortfall in my income needed to cover my and a little bit of our living expenses, the car included.  

But I forge ahead knowing that I can do this if I just give it a real hard try.  I can create th elife I want, live part-time, sometimes full-time in a RV crafting and Tarot Carding my way through a journey I've been longing to take.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Perspective

I slept fairly well however I awoke around 4am again to go pee then the alarm sounded far to early at 6:30am.  I stayed in bed hoping to be sleepy enough to fall back to a doze but it didn’t happen so I got out of bed around 6:40.

Spirit is and today’s visiting card is the “2 of Swords: Meditation.  Closing your eyes to outer circumstances in order to gain perspective or to avoid a decision.  Refusing to act".  I think I am refusing to act in some areas of my life and this is slowly but surely changing.  I’m learning much more in the last few weeks than I’ve probably learned in years.  I’m discovering myself and who I am and what I want and desire out of life.  True wants and desires because of my discovery of myself.  I’m fascinated by what I am learning about me and who I am and what and how other people see me.  This is an amazing experience and is only going to get better. 

I was fearful at first as sometimes the darkness we fear is real however in my case they were only mere shadows and nothing to traumatic or devastating.  Learning about ourselves should be something we all endeavor to do as it is not only eye opening but life changing since we learn things about ourselves that maybe make us change directions or turn around and head back in the direction we came from.

Amazing!

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Balance

I slept well until about 4am, when I got back to bed from going pee, I guess I was too mentally alert or something so I did not fall back to sleep quickly.  After minutes went by my knees started to hurt something fierce so I lay in bed not able to sleep as I started to focus o the pain instead of ignoring it. 

Maybe I’m doing that during the day, focusing too much on the pain and not everything else such as Spirit.

Finally, after days or weeks maybe even longer I caught a glimpse of the Moon this morning and isn’t she a sight for sore, tired eyes.  What beauty and strong reminder to focus more on Spirit and Spiritual Celebrations such as the Sabbats and esbats.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “2 of Cups: The Dialogue.  A balanced relationship.  Being able to see things from the other’s perspective.”  Yes, my eyes are often closed to what others think especially when it comes to their opinions of my life and what I need to do with my life.  I can see things from their perspective I often do not acknowledge of their opinion even if I may be in somewhat agreement with it.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Daydreaming?

I slept well.  Don’t remember any sort of dreams I may have had but I’m sure something was happening in my mind as I slept as it sure feels like it was active.  I awoke feeling like I had a busy night yet I remember nothing of it nor was I awake and worrying but I feel mentally busy already and I just awoke.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “Youth of Cups: Youthful emotions.  Daydreaming.  Shyness.”  I’m feeling a little bit like this as I was mentally off in the distance as I was wrapping up my most recent Christmas Greeting Card Order, thinking about being camped in a wintry meadow, just a touch of snow and cold enough to keep it around for awhile. 

How nice.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Regrets?

I seem to have slept okay.  I awoke early but that’s fine with me.  I was having a strange dream regarding my crafting I think.  My stamping was life size so it seemed.  Or at least this is what I’m recalling now.  It was an odd dream though as I was surprised by what I was seeing and it appeared to be related to my craft work.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “5 of Cups: The Aftermath.  Regret over past actions.”  The appearance of the 5 of Cups is throwing me for a loop as it is not the card I was expecting to see not that I thought I knew which card was going to appear but the 5 of Cups surprises me.  However today’s card is the 5 of Cups and I know it will reveal more to me as this day progresses.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Judgement and Self-Righteousness

I slept quite well through the night although I did awake several times just because.  I have no ideas as to why I opened my eyes or I drifted in and out of sleep but I did.   Maybe it is because the bed is no longer all that comfortable.

 Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “VIII Justice: Even today, gays can be the victims of "justice".  An unfair judgement.  Being too judgmental or righteous.  Feeling restricted by others' expectations.”   

Yes, I’m still under that trap of trying to please everyone else but myself.  I want to behave and do things to appease others, to not rock the boat however it is costing my sanity, my dreams, goals, and aspirations, if even had any to begin with.  And yes, I can be self-righteous and more judgmental than I care to be but I conscious of this and am always struggling to keep these in check.  Such is my life today.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

A Repeat Visitor This Week

Thirty more days and another year is over.  I’m not yet in my RV but I will be soon.  I need to make a change, a drastic change in my life or changes will take place that are beyond my control.  Maybe they already are.  I cannot allow myself to continue to go along with the rest of the herd, maintain the status quo.  I have to get on with my life, not the life of everyone else.  Brian Gore, George Leher, Howard and Linda Payne, and Rae Crothers need to be my examples.  They’ve laid out a rough course to help others get out of the starting gate and I need to get going.

I slept rather well last night.  I think I had a dream regarding my Tarot Cards, another possibly concerning animals and then one about Simmons Mattress Gallery, a former employer of mine.  I did get up to go pee and quickly fell back to sleep upon returning to bed.  However my eyes opened again around 6am a little earlier than I expected to awake but here I am none-the-less.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card, a repeat visitor from earlier in the week, is “XIII Death: Endings are beginnings.  A phase of life is over.  Allowing time to mourn.  A part of yourself has outlived its usefulness.”  As I explained at the beginning of today’s entry change is coming in my life one way or another so I had better be prepared.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

3 of Cups

I slept right through the night.  I’m so happy with this.  I awoke early and have some quiet time to myself that I cherish so much.  I cannot wait to move into mobile home, my RV.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “3 of Cups: A Good Time.  Happy, comfortable times together.  Quiet enjoyment.  Celebration."  I think that this is more about me, myself, and I more than about me and another person as I enjoy time to myself it seems more than I enjoy time with other people.  Hence my desire of life in an RV and on a homestead.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

10 of Swords?

I did not sleep all that well last night.  I’m sure I was having thoughts that kept me awake however I am at a loss as to what they may be as I do not remember them.  Perhaps, they were subconscious thoughts that will eventually percolate to the surface and make themselves known to me but for now I simply know that I awoke many times and failed to get a real good night’s rest.

However, Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “10 of Swords: You Choose the Script.  You can choose to plug yourself into a negative viewpoint, or to unplug yourself from one.  The end of a bad situation.  Hysterical overreaction."  For now I am at a loss as to why the ’10 of Swords’ is visiting today but he is here and is here for a reason so I’ll not let it bother me so much as meditate and allow the energy of card fill me with the reason or reasons behind its message.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

9 of Wands

I fell asleep quickly as usual and even got up to go pee in the middle of the night that happens more often than not and I awoke briefly again maybe an hour or so before the alarm.  I awoke twice with lying on my back with my right leg bent at the knee.  I wonder if this is a subconscious movement to alleviate pressure on my back?

Spirit is and in quickly working with Tarot, today’s visiting Tarot card is the ”9 of Wands: Don’t Mess With Me.  Defensiveness.  Putting up barriers to avoid intimacy.”  

Maybe I am putting up barriers to avoid being intimate. I never thought is was I who was the one doing this but maybe I’ve been looking at the wrong person and should instead be looking at the man in the mirror.  I do need to find more of my groove as I need to feel more love and happiness than I am now and I think I am the only one who can fill my need of these.

Thank You Spirit!

Blessed Be.

IV The Emperor

I slept well last night even with getting up to go pee sleep quickly enveloped me once I returned to bed.  I awoke briefly again but have no idea as to when that was as I wanted to sleep more and more sleep came until about 7:08am.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “IV The Emperor: Sometimes one must be a benevolent despot.  Organization.  Taking charge.  An authority figure.  Utilizing discipline to provide a structure for creativity.”  This is exactly what I a doing to myself in order to finish my 100 card order by the end of this week.  I told my customers I should have their orders to them in two weeks and I need to keep to that statement or promise.  And in relation to yesterday’s card I need to focus on my work and creativity as well as my Spirit, my physical desires need to be put on hold for the time being.

Thank You Spirit!

Blessed Be.

XIII Death

Spirit is strong, real, and very present this morning and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XIII Death: Endings are beginnings.  A phase of life is over.  Allowing time to mourn.  A part of yourself has outlived its usefulness.”  “Death” last appeared I think on November 9th and is now making another appearance today.  As well, Spirit’s presence is quite strong, does this allude to an impending physical death?  Or is this simply a notice that I need to let go of and shed the dark and ugly side of myself, get rid of the negative emotions and energy and allow the love and positive light to shine through again?  More will come to me as the day progresses. . .

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Spirit Is

Thank You Spirit.  We hosted another successful dinner, hosting five friends who politely ate and complemented us on the meal we prepared of spicy meatloaf, mashed potatoes with bacon, green onion, sour cream, and butter, and a salad.  For dessert we had raisin bread pudding with a warm amaretto sauce.  And after our guests went to their respective homes, we clean house and got into bed somewhere between 12:30 and 1am.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XVII The Star: Spirit is real.  Hope. Serenity.  Clarity.  Having faith in an underlying or overlying spirit.  A dream becomes real.”  I’ve was thinking about this card yesterday but more to the point I’ve been quite focused on Spirit these last several days, that and the fact I am, we are Spirit encompassing physical bodies.  

Thank You Spirit!

Blessed Be.

Moving On

I'm sleeping very well these days and I think it has to do with the contentedness I feel in and about life, about my life.  I'm comfortable with what myself and the path that I want to now lead in life.  I am slowly turning toward the journey I want to be n i life and ready and willing to take the next step necessary to make it all happen.  Timing is everything they say and the time for me to fully embark on this journey is not now but soon.  I get a sense that I need to tie up a few loose ends first.

Spirit is and today's visiting Tarot Card is the "3 of Wands" and things are ready to set free to set out on their own.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Taking the Next Step

Often when we desire something or are in pursuit of our dreams and goals we get to a point where the next step is likely the hardest one we'll have to take.  I think I'm kind of at this point in my pursuit of my own dreams and goals.  A fear of loss and security are holding me back from just doing what needs to be done to see my dreams and goals to come to fruition.

I've been chasing this significant dream of mine for years, the goal has always been the same but fear has always kept me back.  Have I reached a turning point?  Perhaps?  But only time will tell what I make of this realization I am having this morning.

Spirit is Great and today's visiting Tarot Card is the "4 of Coins".  I need to move on in and with my life and let others think what they may.  I need my life to be by own for once.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Just Because

I've been doing a lot of crafting over the past several days and my spiritual energy is soaring.  I'm taking more time to enjoy my bedside altar of sorts each and every day and notice that life is a whole lot smoother these days.

Spirit is the visiting Tarot Cards the last two days are:

Tuesday, November 20th - 8 of Coins
Wednesday, November 21st - Guide of Coins

These two cards are quite the reflection of what is going on in my life these days and are perfect reminders that no matter what, life is good.

Spirit is.

Blessed Be.

Busy But Great Weekend

It's been a busy weekend as we had a dinner with friends on Friday, met friends again on Saturday for lunch and the Eastside Culture Crawl and I'm busy making handcrafted cards from orders placed during our Friday night dinner.

The culture crawl was a great experience this time around.  Years back we tried to follow it but we ended up hating it because it was raining and only seemed to be in people's homes spread through the east side of the city.  This year we tagged along with friends and discovered that it is also housed in several larger reclaimed industrial buildings and that turned it into a great experience for us.  We only walked through one building, four floors of one building and we had our fill of art.  Great to see so much variety but it was enough to see for one day.

Making cards for me is a great way to wile away the day and I've been going since Friday night and am loving it.  Thankfully, I do not have too many different styles to make so I can replicate the cards fairly easily and on top of this it is proving to be great therapy both mentally and spiritually speaking so I'm more than glad to being doing this.

Spirit is and the visiting Tarot cards for the past couple of days are:

Sunday, November 18th - Youth of Swords

 and today is "V The Priest", meaning that I need to spend more time making cards as well as meditating so I can cleanse my mind, soul, and spirit and see my future more clearly.

Thank you Spirit.

Blessed Be

Sage of Coins

Yesterday was an awesome day because my partner had co-workers over for dinner and by the time dinner was over and they headed out the door to their respective homes I had orders for almost one hundred handcrafted Christmas Cards.  I’m flabbergasted and honoured by their appreciation of my efforts and quite humbled to receive such a large order of cards from as few as five people.  Now I have to get to work and make all of these cards.  They also love the name of my little enterprise, "Odds n Ends Scraps and Crafts".  Finally, I get to earn a bit of income from something I love to do, love to do just because.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “Sage of Coins: Working with resources rather trying to control them.  A mature appreciation of the natural world.  Patience."  I get a sense that I need to work more with trying to communicate with Spirit and Tarot than trying to get them to communicate with me.  They are already talking to and with me, it is I who am not hearing what they are saying.  I have a blockage that comes and goes and is more often in the way than out so I need to meditate and relax and truly let Spirit, Tarot, and Magick into my life so I can become a better person as well as the person I am meant to be.  And as part of this I must give up some control to them so they can provide me with much direction and advice and steer me onto the path I must be on in this life in order to live the life of my dreams.

Thanks for stopping by.

Blessed Be.

Sleepless Night and Enjoying the Work I Do

Last night was one of little sleep however I am enjoying the work I'm doing at my crafting table.  I'm making quite a few handcrafted cards and in discovering the cards I've already made I discover that my work is better than what I imagine it to be.  I'm quite critical of my abilities and the cards I make however I'm always complimented on how talented I am i making cards and making them come to life.

Spirit is and today's visiting Tarot Card is the "9 of Coins" and is reflective of the feelings I awoke to this morning.  I'm happy and content to make cards and sell them as I can.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Swords

Wednesday, November 14, 2012.  I just awoke not long ago.  I opened my eyes and noticed how bright it was and thought to myself “that’s odd, so bright, so early”.  Then I looked at the time and it isn’t early, it was 7:44am.  I slept like a baby, slept very well last night, nothing awoke me, no thoughts or worries were circling around in my mind and this is a good thing.

I believe I broke through some issues and blockages I’ve been having and am now truly turning that corner that has been just out of my grasp for so long.  However there is still a lot of work for me to do in order to truly be a better person inside and out as today’s visiting Tarot Card is telling me.  Today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “8 of Swords: The Crowded Subway.  Restriction.  Being trapped by your own biases and prejudices.  Feeling lonely in a crowd."  I need to overcome, to transcend these biases and prejudices that are trapping me, imprisoning me in my own self-imposed prison and move on in life.  For years now I’ve just been spinning my wheels doing a whole lot of nothing and it needs to stop.  It’s time for me to move on and forward and this movement starts today.  Well maybe it started last night but today’s message is clear, I still have biases and prejudices that I must work through in order to truly live and be the author of my own life.

Thursday, November 15, 2012.  Another good night’s sleep.  I awoke after 7am again.  Woohoo! 

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot card is the “4 of Swords: Napping between rehearsals.  Resting and gathering strength for the next phase.  A vacation or “time out”.”  I’m a bit confused by this however the day has some time left for me to garner the exact message of this card today.  Perhaps, I’m going to start something new next week or I’m about to embark upon some major work, projects, or travel.  I did visit my home this morning, the RV that is and I took a long Edith and Eugene Tokalot.  I snapped a few photos of them sitting in the RV.  Oh, and I started the installation of the new water hose for the fresh water tank.

Now I’m trying to make handcrafted cards, write this, and drink a mug of coffee.  The cards are coming along nicely and I do appreciate my work.  It is far from perfect but that is the way I want it to be and I hope customers will appreciate the imperfections too!

Spirit is.

Blessed Be.

Confusion and Doubt

Last night as I was trying to relax by reading the many blogs I read as well as catch up on one of the few shows I watch I had an anxiety attack.  For the rest of the evening, I guess over about two hours I was doubting myself and my life, that I had wasted the last twenty odd years of my life trying to fit into a mold that I know is just no longer something I can do.  I went to bed questioning my worth in life as I was wondering if I had any real ambitions or desires.  Going to work five days a week at a "regular" job and working for someone else simply rubs me the wrong way yet this is the direction I'm being pushed into again.

I've been "between" jobs, if you will for a month and sitting on the sofa being lazy is something I cannot simply do so I've been working on my handcrafted cards and doing house chores and preparing meals and desserts for my partner and I.  So not working is not something I can handle well so I'm planning to make cards and sell them.

Not so fast my partner is telling me and then during lunch with my brother as well as my partner I have them telling me that it is foolish for me to think I can make and sell cards and make a living at it.  I know that!  I just want to try my hand at for awhile to see where it goes but do I get any support in this regard?  Not a chance.  I'm told to get a real job.

So I'm in bed and almost miserable however I just leave the question hanging about what I should do with my future and fall asleep. . .

This morning I awake feeling pretty good and I just relax and simply "be" with Spirit.  Then once I'm out of bed I work with Tarot, and up come two cards out of the deck.  As soon as I see these cards I'm filled with answers, joy, knowing, confident, and optimistic.  Today's visiting Tarot Cards are the "10 of Coins" and "V The Priest".

Meditation, Spiritual practice, controlling my own life are the keys to my future, to the future I want and I must never forget this.  I am the author of my own life!

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Weekend Away

May the Spirits be Well.

On Friday we hopped on the ferry for a quick weekend get-a-way to Victoria.  We stayed at the Marriott on Humboldt right near the Inner Harbour, what a great location.  We could walk everywhere.

Shortly after our arrival we found ourselves taking a quick tour of the BC Legislature and then walking into downtown Victoria.  I love the feel of the city.  We eventually had our fill for the first few hours in the city so we headed back to our room to rest a little before freshening up and heading out to dinner.  But on our way back to the hotel we cam across Dark Horse Books, what great little bookstore.  The proprietor really fit the space and energy of her little business.  I wanted to return again before the weekend was out but we never made it back.

On Saturday, we stopped in at Triple Spiral Metaphysical Gifts where I browsed and only walked away with a new 2013 calendar.  This is another great little store with an abundance of beautiful energy and it's location cannot be beat, Fan Tan Alley.

Another place we loved is Murchie's. The place is always busy and seems designed to keep you there for hours on end enjoying your beverage and food of choice and the company you're with.  We spent an hour or more just enjoying the relaxing atmosphere and our time together.

By late Saturday though we were a bit bored and spent a good part of the late afternoon and evening in our room before heading out for dinner and drinks at The Ledge Lounge.

Saturday, November 10th - X The Wheel of Life
Sunday, November 11th - 8 of Cups

These two cards are the perfect reflection of the weekend thus far.  I really felt a desire to just retreat into my own space and just “be” and move on to a new journey in life, just head on down the highway and let the directions I go be decided on a whim.

and today's visiting Tarot Card is the "Man of Wands".

Well I can honestly say that my personal situation is always unstable and when in the RV perhaps dangerous however, “The Establishment” is not something I like to associate myself with but perhaps I’m more “establishment” than I think.  Yuck!

Spirit is.

Blessed Be

What the Heck?

I must have been dreaming over the past several days because I could swear that I've blogged many days since the 3rd but that is the last post I see.  What was I doing if I didn't actually write the posts that I thought I wrote since the 3rd?

So since my last post I have not worked a single day for the new employer that hired me.  I called the local office in my area and they seemed surprised, confused and not at all interested in what I was telling them.  I called and managed to talk with the contact person who's name I'd been given but he stated that he was not the person in charge of new hires or their training and would email the parties responsible and they'd call me the next day.  Well, the week is coming to a close and I called on Monday, should have heard something on Tuesday and Friday is just a sleep away.  I'll call the human resources department of this company and see what if anything I can learn or get going in regards to my employment with this company.  I have a feeling that I'll be moving onto other opportunities.

I gotta have faith in myself, my dreams, and my goals.

Since last Friday these are the Tarot cards that have visited me:

Sunday, November 4th - XI Strength
Monday, November 5th - 3 of Swords
Tuesday, November 6th - Man of Swords
Wednesday, November 7th - III The Protector

and today's visiting Tarot card is the "4 of Swords" and yes I'm resting up and taking a time out this weekend.  We're going to visit Victoria on Vancouver Island.  This will be a nice little mini vacation so I can recharge and revive my faith in myself and my plans for the future.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Gainfully Employed But. . .

. . .it feels so wrong.

I like the company that I found employment with however being employed in this way or in such a manner feels wrong to me.  A certain part of me is happy as I am fullfilling the expectations of others but another part of me feels like I'm selling myself short by not following or fully pursuing my dreams.

This morning as I looked for and found my watercolour pencils and tested out a few colours I was filled with happiness and joy in knowing that this was me, this is what I enjoy doing yet I'm trying yet again to satisfy the expectations of others at the expense of dashing my dreams yet again.

Don't get me wrong though, I understand the need to be employed however I wish that employment to be for myself, me employing me and not having earn my keep through working for someone else, as in this case, a corporation.  It is a great company but again I'm not working for myself and again am putting my dreams on hold to satisfy others.

With that being said, I see this employment as temporary as I cannot fathom putting my dreams on hold for another three or four years in order to meet the expectations of others.  And in addition, the Tarot cards I've been visited by over the past months point to the need for me to have the courage to move forward for myself and yet here I am folding under the expectations and needs of others.  I need to rebuild my courage and stand up for myself and my needs and deal with the consequences as they come.  My needs have to be my priority.

It's so difficult to talk with anybody as everybody seems to be tied into telling me what I need and should be doing and that my dreams are unrealistic and it's better to look for work and do that instead of following my dreams.  I believe in my talents and abilities however my faith and trust in myself dwindles when others challenge and badger me into following the rest of the herd.  I need to have faith in myself and the courage to live my life for me.  I really need to be the author of my own life.

HELP!

Yesterday's visiting Tarot card is the "Man of Cups" and today's is "II The Intuitive".

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Movement and New Beginnings

The last couple of days have been quite good to me.  Oh, a belated Happy Samhain wish to you all or if it suits you better a belated Happy Halloween.  Spirit is.

Yesterday's visiting Tarot card is the "8 of Wands" and what a decent day it was.  I accomplished a lot and I do believe that I was hired by a courier company yesterday as I was asked to come in for orientation tomorrow.  Also, I accomplished a few things at the RV yesterday as well and made some decisions to make my life in the RV a little easier.

Today's visiting Tarot card is "XIII Death" and new beginnings are at my doorstep and the energy emanating around and through is super charged, strong, and very positive and loving.

Blessed Be.

Fireworks in the Wee Hours

I was slept quite well last night although I awoke several times, one time being when some yahoo or yahoos decided to let a few fireworks off.  At least I thought they were fireworks as I heard the booms and saw the flashes of light.

I awoke again around 7am and decided to get out of bed.  Spirit is strong today and today's visiting Tarot card is the "Guide of Swords".  Over night I sensed a growing knowledge of how my future will impact others and what I need to do so I benefit others during my transition into making crafts for a living as well as transitioning into a mobile, working lifestyle.

Spirit is.

Blessed Be.

Repeating Card of the Day???

Sunday, October 28, 2012.  I slept quite well even with awaking a couple of times.  I think I could have slept longer if I just turned over and relaxed but I instead decided to and did get out of bed.  Last night as I was using the bathroom sometime around 8pm I noticed the towels were swaying or swinging back and forth and my immediate thought was Spirit, then perhaps a strong wind, or a small earthquake.  As it turns out an earthquake struck off the northern coast of the province at a magnitude of 7.7.  Were the swinging towels a result of this or Spirit or perhaps even both?

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot card is a repeat visitor and his message is very important, the “7 of Wands: Fighting the wind.  A quixotic struggle.  Winning against the odds.  Confrontation.”  I must not give up and I really need to muster up the courage to do what is needed of me, of myself in order to push forward with my dreams however foolish or unrealistic they may appear to be.  They are my dreams, they are tangible, real dreams and I’ve wanted to live out these dreams for a very long time so I mustn’t give up on them or myself.  I can do this.  I am doing this.  I did it!


Thank You Spirit.

Monday, October 29, 2012.  I pretty much slept right through the night, only briefly awaking once when my partner got out of bed and another earlier in my sleep cycle.  I never even had to use the bathroom.  I could have probably slept longer but it was almost 7am so I decide to get up and out of bed.

We had a nice visit with a friend yesterday afternoon and evening and dinner was very good.  It’s a recipe out of the “Memories of Cuba” cookbook that is a combination or ham, bacon, garlic, onion, corn, green pepper, cabbage, and tomatoes either whole, diced or in sauce form.  All of these are combined with salt, pepper, and cooking sherry.  We served it over rice instead of cooking the rice with the rest of the ingredients.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot card is again, the “7 of Wands: Fighting the wind.  A quixotic struggle.  Winning against the odds.  Confrontation.”  I have to commit myself 110% to the pursuit and realization of my dreams and goals.  My solutions to any problems must be well thought out and committed to in a way that the solution is well executed and done to the best of my abilities.  I must strive for dare I say perfection.  Here I am thinking both about my remodel and repairs to the RV as well as when making my cards and other crafts.  I must be fully involved and paying attention to the tasks at hand, no thought of other things when I must and should be working on one thing at a time.

Thank You Spirit.

I hope I am understanding the importance of the "7 of Wands" appearing now three days in a row and 4 out of the last seven days however I'd like to ask for others, your insight into this just in case I'm missing something.  Your advice, suggestions and what not are greatly appreciated and I sincerely thank you for your comments.

Blessed Be.

Developing More Courage

I had an odd night of sleep, awaking several times and even staying awake for about an hour or so before communing with Spirit and thus quickly falling back to sleep.

Today's visiting Tarot card is the "7 of Wands".  I must march forward with courage and conviction, that this is what I am meant to do, what I need to do and what I am doing.  I’m an RVing craft’s person and ventriloquist and I blog about my life of being each of these.  Oh and one thing I mustn’t forget is that I’m also a model railroader and. . .

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Enjoying the Highs of My Life

I had a great night's sleep, slept right until the alarm, awoke about two minutes before it sounded.  It felt great to open my eyes that close to 6:30am instead of at 4:45 or 5:30.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot card is “VII The Chariot: Among the highs and lows of life, make sure you enjoy the highs.  At the top of one's game.  Seizing an opportunity.  Having everything under control (barely)".  I’m surprised to see this card however he is very much welcome and a nice reminder that that for the most part I have control of my life and that I have it under control most of the time.  Also though, he is reminding me to enjoy this “high” time in my life so I’ll do my best to do just that.

Thank You Spirit!

Blessed Be.

Hiccups

Spirit is and today’s (October 24th) visiting Tarot card is the “6 of Swords: Peaceful Recovery.  Serenity and the passage of time help to heal wounds.  Stormy emotions are given time to subside, allowing a plan for a solution to emerge.”  I have stormy emotions quite often and really need to focus on getting my emotions under control.  I also believe that I need to give more time to Spirit through meditation and contemplation.  I need to simply “BE”.

Today’s (October 25th) visiting Tarot card fell away from the deck as they all seem to do these days and today’s card is the “10 of Wands: The Burden.  Responsibilities.  Obligations.  Overcommitting yourself.  Realizing that burdens are a part of life.”  I’m surprised by this card today and when I look at the image on the card I see travel, not easy travel but travel none-the-less.  I have much I want to do but I’m trying to organize myself in some way so I am working on my cards more than anything else while at the same trying to get my RV home up and running so she is ready to go when I feel the urge to strike out on my own which is always with me in one way or another. 

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Ideals and Success

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot card is a repeat visitor from just a few days ago, the “7 of Wands.

The appearance of this card three times in the last few days gives me pause for thought.  Am I being too idealistic and unrealistic in my pursuit of an RVing and independent lifestyle (making handcrafted greeting cards and selling them on the road)?  Is this idea of mine to set off on the road unachievable?  Or is it that even though I’m more of an idealist than a realist that I will succeed in my pursuit of life, travel, and work in and from an RV?  The card features a struggle but also winning against the odds but not without confrontation.  This confrontation may only be within myself or it may be with family and friends or just a confrontation with societal pressures and my desires.

Either way I feel it is important for me to forward with the pursuit of my dreams and aspirations with this reminder that I need to be realistic about the struggles ahead and that the road may not be easy but at the same time the road is passable and continues on well into the future.

Thank you Spirit.




Blessed Be.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot card is “XXI The World: Life can be a heavy burden or a joyful one, it is mostly up to you.  Transcending your circumstances by changing them, or accepting what can’t be changed.”  Wow, this is a pretty darned direct reply to the concerns I’ve been having about my future plans and goals.  I need to get more spiritual for one and move forward.  I can, will, am transcending and changing my circumstances as well as accepting that that which cannot be changed.

Thank you Spirit.

Blessed Be.