I slept well until around 2am where I awoke in a start and was awake as I could be. I used the bathroom, had a drink of water and then lay in bed with my thoughts, thoughts about purchasing my RV, of how much work is needed on my RV, why I should not have purchased my RV, and on, and o these thoughts went. Soon these thoughts became dreams and here I am again awake with regrets but hope all at the same time. I want to fix her up but again I’m stuck with how to do all of this in secret and how to get up and say to my partner “Hey there. I want to move into my RV and start traveling. See ya later.”
It needs to be done. I need to march to the beat of my own drum as does my partner. We need this, him more than me as I’ll likely struggle to survive where he will blossom and become all that he deserves to become when I’m not in his life holding him back from his grandeur.
Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the ““5 of Cups: The Aftermath. Regret over past actions.”
Thank You Spirit!
Blessed Be.
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