The 'Youth of Wands' and Solidifying my Foundation

Thursday. June 9, 2016.  Many dreams again last night, so many dreams and I really need to start a dream journal as I've forgotten most of them.  So a journal will come to bed with me and I must do my best to awake and record my dreams.

Spirit is and today's Tarot Energy is the “Youth of Wands: Focusing attention on something.  Reaching for a goal from a possibly unsteady foundation.”

Yes, I am focusing attention on something and that is how I can help others by being me and living and working all things spiritual as I've always wanted to do, likely for longer than I know.  The foundation I'm is not particularly unsteady but more likely shifting as my mind races a lot and I waffle a lot about which direction I should take or whether or not I should get another job rather than create the life I want.  

However, I think the foundation I'm on is finally solidifying as I've really decided to take the risk of living and working a spiritual life for I know Spirit has my back and I will always have what I need, I never need doubt this ever again!

Anyone willing to wager $2500 on me with little to chance for a financial return on your investment?

Thank You Spirit.

Namaste.

'XVIII The Moon' and a Non-Rational World

Monday, March 21st, 2016.  Slept very well last night and had an odd dream or two one of which involved a boat chase of sorts.  I was on what I can only describe as what looked like a mini cruise ship but more of a touring boat with many passengers.  We were not so much being chased as we were just getting in the way by trying to protect people onshore or on a boat on the port or left side of the ship that were being target by a military boat.  We were willing to sacrifice ourselves in order to protect those people.  Our boat appeared to go under water but then resurfaced or so I think and then one boat or the other ran aground sort of...then I awoke.

I somewhat drifted back to sleep and this dream was coming back to the surface but then the alarm began its serenade.  Drat!

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is “XVIII The Moon: Sexuality pulls us into a different, non-rational world which is sometimes frightening, always creative.  A sense of mystery.  Creative ideas which gestate in the subconscious.  Sexuality or sex.”

"... pulls us into a different, non-rational world which is sometimes frightening, always creative."  I must admit that I do not in the least bit find the non-rational world frightening.  Quite the opposite as a good part of me likes to spend time in that world especially when I'm alone with Spirit, Nature, and Tarot.  I really like to push my boundaries of thinking, thought, and ideas.  I really like these words related to non-rational: odd, peculiar, strange, surreal, unusual, weird.

And creativity always ebbs and flows in and out of my life pretty much on a daily basis.  Many things can stir and get my creative juices flowing.  I guess in many respects I can classify myself as an ideas person because many ideas float through my mind and even my dreams and subconscious mind.  I really should jot them down.  Never know when ne crazy idea might come in handy.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

XI Strength

So yesterday was a bit of a damp day and although the paperwork I was carrying from door-to-door did get wet it survived, the many downpours we walked through.  The days are long as we split the day in two with a three hour gap between the shifts.  By the time I get home, eat, and shower, it’s pretty much bedtime.  Only a few more shifts to go and we should be done with enumeration.

Just before awaking I was dreaming about towing a trailer with my RV, or at least thinking about whether or not the RV could handle the extra load.  In the end it looks like I got good advice about the RVs engine and ended up towing a small trailer for some reason.  Why I’d want to tow a trailer is unknown to me but hey it was only a dream after all.  Or was it?

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XI Strength: Directing your passions, rather than suppressing them, is the key.  Finding healthy outlets for powerful energies.”

I must search for and find the key to using the energies I have in very positive ways.  I need to find out how to access and use wisely this vast powerhouse of energy in the most uplifting, loving, and constructive ways possible so that I become a better person as well as bring about love, peace, and compassion to my surroundings and the people in my life.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Doors, Thesholds, Transformations, Walking into and with the Light

Happy Imbolc/Imbolg.

What a beautiful morning we have here in New Westminster.  The sun is shining and brightening the ever increasing foggy day as the fog rolls in and covers the blue sky and half Moon as she recedes to welcome the blazing sun into the day.  Frost covers the rooftops nearby however the air has a certain warmth to it.  Perhaps, Spring is not too far away, maybe just around the corner.  But for now my neighbourhood is being hidden away by the pea soup thick fog that is enveloping all of the buildings around us, the sun is out there I know but he is losing ground to the fog on this morning.

Thank You Spirit.

My dreams were filled with Spirit Familiars, a Spirit Guide and Doors, Thresholds, Transformations, and Walking into and with the Light.  I had a brief conversation with my Spirit Guide as we played in the snow.  I’m not sure what neighbourhood we were in however I guess I was waiting for a bus of sorts, a bus that my Dad and brother were driving to come and pick me up.  They did not take a direct route most likely so my Spirit Guide could introduce himself and let me know how to communicate with him.  But I was very excited and half awoke up and the dream fizzled out.  At least, I know who he is and somewhat how I can communicate with him.  As I headed off to bed half asleep, my Spirit Familiars were making their presence felt.  I realized I had a turtle come to me one night, as I was in a half awake and in a dreamlike stupor, the other day as I was out for a walk, what I believe was a sparrow landed on a railing and looked into my eyes, and years ago, I was drawn to a plush toy, I guess you can call him, my pet rat, I’ve had resting on my headboard for years.  Thank You Spirit.

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “0 The Fool: Accepting and exploring one's sexual identity is a journey of self-discovery.  Beginning a new and exciting venture.  Going beyond the limits of social convention.  A nonconformist."  I’ve been awakened and some knowledge and wisdom has been gleaned to me now I must rise to the occasion and incorporate it into my life and make changes that will allow me to flourish and take off in ways and directions I never thought possible.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

2 of Swords

We had an enjoyable day yesterday as we headed downtown on transit in a fog so thick that it seemed to cut us off from the rest of the world.  We walked along Vancouver’s False Creek for a spell before heading into the downtown core, more specifically, the Westend so we could have lunch.  We ate at what is our frequent place for lunch, the Fountainhead Pub.  After lunch we just walked around downtown enjoying the day.

I slept quite well last night despite my dream(s).  Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “2 of Swords: Meditation.  Closing your eyes to outer circumstances in order to gain perspective or to avoid a decision.  Refusing to act".  The Collins gem book write up on this card suggests finding equilibrium or compromise between two opposing forces such as between heart and mind or inner and outer.  I’m perplexed by this card.  Maybe the message is clear and to be taken quite literally in the sense that I need to close my eyes and meditate as well as to open them to reality, reality that is staring me in the face yet I force myself not to see it.  I think what it is, is that I need to find compromise between the life I’m living and the life I want t live.  I think I just gained some great understanding of this in the last few seconds.  I can have the life I want but to get it I must finish or bring to completion, bring it to a satisfying end before and in order for me to move on with or to write my own future.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Knowing Oneself

I know I was dreaming last night however do you think I can remember anything of them?  I vaguely recall dreaming about an acquaintance we know or so I think, could be a total stranger, even myself for all I know.  Answers, answers, answers seem to be the word to describe this dream though.  This is the overall impression I have of my sleep last night.  And as I was thinking about the last statement the thought that came to my mind is one of me looking within myself and exploring every nook and cranny that makes me up as a human being.  It was like tearing something apart in order to get a look inside to see what makes it tick, like a clock or watch, perfect analogy.  I was looking within myself to see what makes me tick.

With that being said, Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card dropped from the deck as I was shuffling, “II The Intuitive: To be true to oneself, one must know oneself.  Looking within for answers.  Meditation. Intuition.  Exploring that which is normally hidden.”  What I remember of my dreams quite accurately reflect today’s Tarot Card and if I combine this with what I read and take from my horoscope I need to look at the larger picture of what I want life to be and just let it be.  I apparently cannot allow myself to get too hung up on the details and simply go for it.  Things will work out with me simply doing, instead of fretting.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

XVIII The Moon

Another good night’s sleep with active or maybe just one active dream.  What was that dream about again?  I remember being in some residence other than our own and going upstairs to use the bathroom when someone else came out of another bedroom to do the same thing.  Perhaps, my Dad?  My partner's brother?  Boston?  I cannot be sure as the hallway was dark and the person was covered by shadow.  I’m sure I was having another dream of sorts maybe even connected to what I just described but it has been filed away somewhere in my subconscious mind for now.  Was it related to me making cards or was it somehow linked to travel, my RV?  Hhhmmm. . .

Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XVIII The Moon: Sexuality pulls us into a different, non-rational world which is sometimes frightening, always creative.  A sense of mystery.  Creative ideas which gestate in the subconscious.  Sexuality or sex".  What can I make of ‘The Moon’?  Well creativity was in abundance yesterday as I was contemplating card designs from a couple of stamped images that I was working with so that fits.  A sense of mystery also was percolating in the air yesterday and even today as a dream I remember having that I can no longer describe with words but can only rather feel at the moment has for some reason mysteriously slipped into the netherworld.

I love the Moon.  Seeing the Moon in the sky especially a Full Moon is breathtaking, energizing, wisdom giving, soul lifting, and spiritually revitalizing.  

The Moon is.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.