I The Magician and Being Accountable and Making Your Life Your Own

Thursday, March 6th, 2014.  I slept very well last night and slept in until the alarm rudely rang and woke us up.  Kidding!  The alarm sounded at it was time to get on with our day.  I still have a job after all and this even after have a very frank conversation with my sales manager yesterday.  I was never awake long enough over night to work and commune with Spirit so I did it as I went about my morning routine.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “I The Magician: To live fully, one must create a life, not merely react to it.  Creativity.   Ability.  Making something happen.”

I am making life what I want it to be.  I have to take a detour or two and put up with a few bumps along the way but I getting it, getting my life in order and living it my own way.  It’s taken me many years but at least I’ve got the message and am going about making changes so the life I’m living is my own and I solely the one accountable and responsible for the life I am leading today.

For instance back in 2006 I impulsively purchased a motorhome that I’ve never taken out on the road.  She is now 26 years old and through my wishful thinking and head in the cloud ways I’ve made changes to her that give her zero resale value and although I like the changes and the way she looks her age and lack of engine maintenance are making her too much of a risk to take out on the road.  This is especially true if I plan to live in her on a fairly full time basis.  But I know and realize this and I take responsibility for my actions.  I may be wrong and if I get a chance I’ll have her looked at but realistically speaking a newer van conversion is likely a better choice for me along with a small tow-able.

So we must learn, adapt, adjust, be responsible and not be afraid of making changes and moving beyond the errors of our ways and mistakes that we have made.  We must live in the present and know and work toward the future we desire knowing that we can and will live that life if we move forward responsibly and in tune with Spirit, Nature, and ourselves.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.      

Creativity

Christmas Eve.  We had a quiet day yesterday really.  We did not do a whole lot of anything but we did go out and do some shopping for food and then a last minute gift for a friend who is coming over for dinner and fun tomorrow.  We hit Price Smart Foods on Marine Drive in Burnaby for our usual then we took the train down toward Commercial Drive to hit DeSerres for our gift, then Commercial Drive for a bit of cheese – Manchega and Myzithra picked up from Santa Barbara Market.  Oh, and we had coffee and Continental Coffee before coming back home.

With it being Christmas Eve, I lit some Frankincense and Myrrh incense before working with Tarot.  Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “Guide of Wands: Feeling possessed by a creative project or inspiration.  Being inspired to help others.  Doing what's right."  I was thinking about the RV, and traveling and working from my RV more specifically last night and upon awaking this morning.  Not sure where I'm going with this however I feel that my "presence" in life needs to be mobile so what better way than to be mobile than traveling in a RV, a motorhome?  I need to get on with "my life" and do what I am needed to be doing in life.  I got to get moving.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Guide of Cups

What a tough night of sleep we had.  Neither my partner nor I could stay asleep last night, we tossed and turned throughout the night.  I even slept in until the alarm awoke me and luckily I caught myself falling asleep again so I quickly hustled out of bed before sleep once again overtook me.

My reams were all over the map, the most prominent one being about my RV, my motorhome and how I was giving her a wash but then somehow forgot her keys at home.  Other dreams and thoughts revolved around love, being in love falling in love, loving both myself and my partner.  I also gave some dream time to what I'll be doing once my job comes to an end either at the end of this month or at some point in September.  It's been some time since I've been unemployed.  And as happened six years ago, this job is also coming to an end because the office is being closed and everything handled out of Toronto.  I do not like being unemployed so I then turned my thoughts and dreams to my crafts - cards, bracelets, and masquerade ball masks.  I need to keep in mind all of the job opportunities that are before me.  Upon awaking my thoughts were on becoming a Spiritual Guide of sorts, a Spiritualist offering direction and guidance but no opinions or advice instead trying to open doors and assist others in finding the answers they seek, themselves.

Today's visiting Tarot card is the "Guide of Cups" and is a reflection of where my thoughts and dreams were last night and where my thoughts still are percolating and deciphering what my future may hold for me.  Maybe I will become a Tarot Card Reader, traveling the bi-ways and highways of North America assisting people decipher their lives while on the road.