The 5 of Coins, Ace of Wands, and the 3 of Swords

Saturday, May 31st, 2014.  The year is quickly approaching the halfway mark and I’m in decent place in life with a solid grasp of the present and a decent foothold into the future I’m creating for myself.  A future that I desire and that I no longer feel guilty or ashamed about.  My life is mine to live.

I slept well, sleeping with a miniature deck of Tarot Cards and Chakra Stones under my pillow.  I awoke around 5:50am but tried my best to fall back to sleep without success finally getting out of bed at 6:22am.  I don’t mind early starts to my day only if I do not have to rush through the morning such as I find myself doing during the work week.  Bu this is only temporary, my future is unfolding as I wish it and soon I’ll be much more my own person and living my life plain and simply for ME!

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “5 of Coins: Hard Times.  Material difficulties.  Lack of money.  People in adversity helping each other.”

If we’ve allowed ourselves to become too reliant on others on our lives we can often be left wanting in life.  If this sounds like the case, then it’s high time to take responsibility for your life as well as become more self-reliant and less materialistically dependent.  Materialism breeds dependence on things that do nothing to serve our greater good.  Sooth your soul, your Spirit by becoming you and being more responsible for yourself.

Attending to the suggestion from the “Ace of Wands: A creative inspiration. The beginning of a project or venture.” may help.

Bring your creative thoughts and ideas into action.  Opportunities for success at this time are strong and positive.  Taking action, putting things into action can often be the hardest hurdle to overcome.  Put pen to paper and do some study and research and put plans in action.  Set yourself goals and realistic timelines and take baby steps if you have to get to where you want to be.

However, you must guard against “3 of Swords: The Wreckage.  Feeling heavy-hearted after an emotional storm.  Feeling hurt or betrayed.”

Emotions can run high when we are trying to find ourselves, trying to bring opportunities into reality by acting on our creative thoughts and ideas, or simply becoming more self-reliant and responsible.  Oftentimes is our own self made feelings of shame and guilt that hold us back.  Change is not always clean and easy but keeping this in mind can help us steer through any difficult emotions we encounter along the way to independence, freedom, and liberation.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

XX Beyond Judgement and Liberating One's Self

Friday, May 30th, 2014.  Another decent night of solid sleep until about an hour before the alarm.  I’m not feeling too bad with a lack of quality sleep for the last but before the alarm either so I guess I can get through on about six hours of sleep per night.  I even spent a good amount of time with Spirit and Tarot before really awaking and getting out of bed and this makes a big difference in how I feel during the day so I’m glad I get this in before starting my day.  I do this type of thing again at lunch too!

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XX Beyond Judgement: Self-acceptance must come before liberation.  Freedom from others’ expectations. Trying to make conditions better for others.  Altruism.  Pride. Self-acceptance.”

I think I’ve finally broken through some blockages and hidden thoughts and patterns of behaviour that have been seriously holding me back and keeping me from living my purpose in the physical plane.  I’ve finally liberated myself by accepting myself for who I am and not being ashamed about it.  I’m a good person and I like most people that share this planet with do make mistakes and I accept that, acknowledge the mistakes and move on from them, lesson learned.  I’m really making progress in living my life for me and everyone out there needs to do the same.

This is not being selfish either as when we are true to ourselves this is when can be of greatest benefit and help to others.  We are living our lives truthfully and in being truthful we open ourselves up to the great and magnificent energy of Spirit and with Spirit in our lives that’s when we can help others most.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The 10 of Cups and Celebrating a Breakthrough

Thursday, May 29, 2014.  I slept through the night but awoke before the alarm.  I didn’t mind though and I just let my thoughts go wherever they wanted to go as I did my best to commune with Tarot and Spirit.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “10 of Cups: The Ideal.  Your secret dreams.  Attainment. Unrealistic, wishful thinking.”

Since I’ve finally broken free of my past and all that has been holding me back I’m more comfortable and accepting my life as it is today knowing without a shadow of a doubt that I’ve come upon a career that suits my purpose in life.  And I’m happy to be moving toward my new career one day at a time so that I may grow into my career as well as grow my newfound business.

This has all come about as I came more in tune with and trusting of my intuition and inner voice that has been struggling for the past several decades to get me into this type of career.  Many years have may passed by but it’s not too late and I’ve got a lot to offer as well as a lot to learn.

Tarot is a wonderful gift and a wonderful way to self-analyze and find news to self-improvement.  Such a wonderful resource as the cards don’t lie and show us our true selves, if only we are willing to see the messages the cards send to us.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The 9 of Swords and Awaking to What the Problem Is

Wednesday, May 28th, 2014.  I slept alright but awoke at least an hour before the alarm and tossed and turned until the alarm sounded.  Getting out of bed revealed that I slept in an awkward position as I have a kink in my neck and it is 12 hours later.

I did take time for Spirit as I lay awake the odd time throughout the night and as I tossed and turned.  Realizations were made that I confirmed with further reflection on today’s visiting Tarot card while I ate lunch today.  With that being said, Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “9 of Swords: Unquiet Dreams.  Stress.  Worries.  Mental tapes which play over and over.”

Something is amiss and without thinking about it I’m guessing that it has something to do with me not moving forward with my own plans and my own story.  I have yet to truly become the author of my own life.  I need to give serious thought and time to my goals and get things moving as immediately as I can or I’ll be sitting six months from still wishing and wanting to change my life.  I’ve got to make a stand for myself and my life.

I appreciate the job I have and the income I earn but it is unfulfilling and only makes me look forward to the weekends.  I need to feel passion for what I do and there is a career out there that discovered the other day that has my name written all over it.  This is the career I must pursue as it ties in very nicely with my desire to be living life on the road as well as with my other profession that of being a professional Tarot Consultant and Spiritualist.

Thank you Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The 4 of Swords and Taking Some to Assess

Tuesday, May 27th, 2014.  I had a lousy sleep last night and I was dragging all morning, making mistakes at work that I should have caught before I made them.  My phone rang around midnight and after that I did not sleep soundly at all—awaking every hour on the hour so it seemed.  Then I had a very vivid dream where I was talking with someone on a bus or train I thought was someone I worked with in the past but when he moved to the seat behind it was blend of three different people in my life-an office manager, a roommate, and my partner.  He appeared to be in costume and was wearing a lot of stage make-up and had a moustache and goatee.  In the midst of this dream the alarm sounded.

I awoke and got on with my day.  Oh, I’m also trying to do some chakra work as I fall asleep, last night working with my base chakra.  I also upon awaking somewhat throughout the night commune with Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “4 of Swords: Napping Between Rehearsals.  Resting and gathering strength for the next phase.  A vacation or “time out”.”

I know that the underlying message of this card is that I’m still being hemmed in and stopped from moving forward because of my past. I need to dissolve my past and move beyond it.  At the same time I need to find and/or create “me” space.  I need some serious alone and contemplation time.

I also discovered upon further reading and reflection about the “4 of Swords” that my research about a certain yet to be revealed career path is “right on the money”.  As I read about the “4 of Swords” I knew in an instant that tightening up my plans for the not so distant future by incorporating some training around this career path that speaks so loudly to me will fulfill my purpose and allow me to realize my goals, dreams, and aspirations.

As I read about this career thoughts about a late summer/early fall vacation came to mind in the sense that the vacation was my down time between the job I have now and my new career as a Tarot Professional and all the potential that this career opens up before me.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The 6 of Coins and Seeing Two Sides to Loss and Gain and Catching an Opportunity

Monday, May 26th, 2014.  I slept quite well until about 5am from which I dozed off and on, tossing and turning until the alarm sounded at 6am.  Upon awaking we got out of bed and got with the day.  I communed with Spirit and Tarot quickly as is usual during the work week.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “6 of Coins: Dependence.  Resentment because of financial dependence on another.  Charity.  An unequal relationship.”

Gain and loss are intertwined and upon reflection on the “6 of Coins” I understand this fully even realizing that even though I am thankful that I have a well paying full time job I may be giving up more than I realize in order to enjoy the financial comfort that this job brings me.  As I worked out at the gym this evening I also realized that being hired at this job has open my eyes, mind, and spirit to new possibilities I may have not otherwise seen or realized were in front of me.  An opportunity that I will be taking advantage of as it will only strengthen my ability to earn an income while on the road.
So this job as thankful for it as I am is only now a stepping stone to better things ahead.  I was anxious about how tied to this job I would have to be but now I see that it is not necessarily as long-term for me as I was thinking it to be.  Each day I have new insights into my future I have that much more ease at my job.  Each day on the job becomes easier to handle and manage as I see it bring my future more into focus as the days tick by.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

XVIII The Moon and Seeking the Truth Through Intuition and Honesty of Self

Sunday, May 25th, 2014.  We didn’t a heck of a whole lot yesterday but did manage to run a couple of errands, do our weekly grocery shopping go to dinner with friends.  The day was full and satisfying even though we were not engaged in a lot of different activities.

We got home late though and were crawling into bed somewhere between midnight and 1:00am and I awoke and got out of bed around 6:30am.  Couldn’t sleep a lick more and I’m okay with this as I feel great and really appreciate the alone time I have.  Yesterday during my time alone in the morning I worked and communed with Spirit and Tarot and worked on the redevelopment of my website.  I have an existing website that I will be changing completely-name, content, and all.  More to come on this later but it is a change to a website and direction I feel better suits my desires and aspirations.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XVIII The Moon: Sexuality pulls us into a different, non-rational world which is sometimes frightening, always creative.  A sense of mystery.  Creative ideas which gestate in the subconscious.  Sexuality or sex.”

I need to believe in myself more and especially in the sense of purpose I have.  I need to trust my intuition more and ensure that I am in touch with my intuition more than simply tapping into my imagination.  I need to be honest and truthful with myself with that will keep in check with reality.  However, I must not allow doubt to creep into my life as far my future is concerned as the direction I aspire to take is I intuitively the best direction for me based on my dreams and subtle hints I see in my daily life and routine.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

VIII Justice, the Sage of Swords and the Youth of Cups

Saturday, May 24th, 2014.  A nice early start to the morning awaking at the time I’m usually wanting to continue sleep but I guess that’s because it’s during the work week and I awaking to go to work.  Weekends are a time when I do like to awake early so I have more alone time, time to simply “be”.  This morning I lit a candle and incense and spent time in the candle flame, connecting with the great spiritual energy that connects and interconnects us all to each other and to all things.

My thoughts became clearer and my understanding of my life and situation make more sense and I know for sure where I need to be going in life.  I won’t get there right away as I do have obligations to fulfill such as debt repayment but that is all that really stands in my way.  I’m mature and ready enough to move forward on my own and in the desired way I wish to go.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card in a three card spread is “VIII Justice: Even today, gays can be the victims of “justice”.  An unfair judgment.  Being too judgemental or righteous.  Feeling restricted by others’ expectations.”

As it is so often difficult to do one can never really leave his or her past behind them especially mistakes they have made that may be hampering the fulfillment of their dreams and desires.  This is where I find myself today.  However, drawing this card really drives home the point of how important it is to acknowledge and accepts ones mistakes but more importantly one must transcend and move beyond them in order to be free of them.  Easy to say but harder to do but I will as we all should, do my best to finally break free of the errors of my ways and just put one foot in front of the other and walk away from the past that no longer has any value or importance in my life except what I’ve from it.

This is further supported by the second supporting card this day, the “Sage of Swords: Making a mature, informed decision.  Being too judgmental.  Mediating a dispute.”

I’ve created a plan for myself, a timeline and I’ll need to must up all of the strength and courage to see myself through to the end of this plan and timeline if I expect to enjoy the “fruits of my labour”, if you will.  I must meet my financial obligations and then I’ll be freer to do the things I most desire to do.  I’m doing some of this now, working with Tarot, enjoying my hobby and planning continuing along with my plans to live a more mobile and nomadic life.

As I work to move beyond my past, by being less harsh and less critical of myself and more particularly so with others I will be taken up by the emotions represented by the “Youth of Cups: Youthful emotions.  Daydreaming.  Shyness.”

A sense of wonder, being lost in thoughts and ideas, being more flirtatious, a little bit more creative in my day-to-day activities this day.  Just a bit more free in thought and behaviour today.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The Guide of Swords and Working with Spirit for the Good of All

Friday, May 23rd, 2014.  Another early wake-up likely another 30 minutes or so before the alarm.  But I’m okay with it as I’m becoming more adept at falling asleep a little bit during these last few minutes of sleep.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “Guide of Swords: A wider perspective.  Altruistic thoughts.  Messages from the higher self.”

My goal is to do that which is right for all concerned and how this applies to my desire to bring Tarot to those willing to explore Tarot’s mysteries and revelations is that I want to do it all through the power, direction, guidance and love of Spirit.  I want to offer a Tarot service that is based on love, compassion, and caring, a deep rooted sense of the magnitude of the messages that Tarot can bring to those willing to listen.

Spirit is my guide and I know full well that I need to get moving forward with my ideas and plans so I can put the presence of Spirit in my life to good use for the benefit of all.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The Youth of Swords and Taking Up the Challenge to See the Truth and Move Forward

Thursday, May 22nd, 2014.  I slept better last night but awoke early and thankfully fell back to sleep rather quickly and slept well for the thirty minutes that slowly ticked by before the alarm sounded.  Very nice.  I’m still finding difficult though to adjust to my work schedule.  I’m not liking the lack of time in the morning however awaking earlier is not something I wish to do but in time who knows.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “Youth of Swords: Curiosity.  Research.  Computers, e-mail.  Immature communication.  Spying (or "hacking").”

I must use my curiosity to move forward with my dreams and goals however I must also ensure that I always open my eyes to truth and acknowledge that truth no matter how painful it may be or to comprehend.  This will allow me to steer clear of emotional fears that can get in the way of our own success or that can drag us backward rather than propel us forward and in the direction we need to go.  We must all endeavor to keep ourselves open to the spirit of learning, open and positive communication, and objective thinking.  Spirit must be our guiding force.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The Ace of Wands and Harnessing the Creative and Active Energy of This Card

Wednesday, May 21st, 2014.  I had an inadequate night’s sleep and kind of felt it today as I went about my work day but I held firm and paid close attention to everything I did.  Incredibly, since I’ve slowed down in my work I seem to be getting more done, more quickly.  Trying to work fast did nothing but slow me down and create a large pile of mistakes that had to be corrected.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “Ace of Wands: A creative inspiration. The beginning of a project or venture.”
The “Ace of Wands” is a great reminder for me to take advantage of the creative and active energy that is about me to move forward and move forward quickly with my plans to develop a new website based on my desired spiritual enterprise.  And on that note I’ve got another word document open so I can make a few changes to what I wish my website to look like.  Excellent, let’s get going and work with energy that the “Ace of Wands” brings with it.

Got some ideas lurking in the back of your mind?  Well it’s time to put pen to paper and get them written down into firm plans so your hands and feet and get moving on making it all come to life.  Get those ideas out of your mind and into reality.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

XII The Hanged Man and Turning Away From Something

Tuesday, May 20th, 2014.  I slept rather well last night and was awake at about 5am.  I didn’t want to get out of bed so I simply rolled over and dozed off and on until the alarm sounded at 6am.

I think I rested well as I did a little bit of Chakra alignment and cleansing last night.  As soon as I picked up a piece of red jasper to work with my base chakra a reddish energy was swirling about and a few minutes later even before thinking about moving to my Spleen and picking up the orange carnelian, swirling orange energy was swirling about this location.  And so it was for the remainder of my Chakras.  I surprised myself at how able I was to visualize, see, and feel the energy changing around each separate Chakra and then my whole spiritual being.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XII The Hanged Man: Living in the moment.  Being fully absorbed in the present.  Nonattachment to goals.  Seeing things from a new angle.”

It was not until I was eating lunch and doing a little more reflection and reading on this card that I realized I need to turn away from and give up on my desires for a spell as I’m spending too much energy on dreaming about my future instead of focusing on the present moment and my job.  I have done this off and on over the past couple of weeks and it seems to make a difference so I going to it with a renewed fervor.  I need to focus on work and do a good job and fulfill the obligations given to me by my employer.

I have my dreams and goals and desires and I did plant a seed and narrowed my focus such that the cosmos is putting things in place for my dreams to come to fruition.  Acceptance, acknowledgement, faith, belief, and knowledge fill me with such optimism to know this to be true.  I’ll work on the weekend to get some changes made to my website and make it more reflective of my dreams and desires.  This will only strengthen my resolve to move forward and make strident steps to keep moving forward.

The atmosphere and energy at work felt a bit odd today and everyone seemed to be in a state of chaos as they got on with their day.  I felt out of sorts until after lunch as this is when I reflected on “XII The Hanged Man” and had a better understanding of what his appearance menat for me today.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The 4 of Wands and Breaking Free and Living and Celebrating Our Own Lives

Monday, May 19th, 2014.  We had a relatively quiet day yesterday.  After a quick trip to restock groceries we stayed home and completed a few chores.  I mostly focused on my hobby and assisted when needed, truth be told.  Kitchen clean-up duties can only be handled by a single person in such a small kitchen as ours.  I took care of lunch and dinner so there was a trade-off of sorts.

Then we headed out for an afternoon coffee and a quick stroll along the quay before a pit-stop at a hardware store for a small tub of dry wall compound so I could take care of the beginning stages of the pursuit of my hobby.  The evening was simply quiet and relaxed, just enjoying the time we had available to us this May long weekend.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card, again from the Rider Deck is the “4 of Wands”.

Time to break free of self-imposed chains, of trying to live up to others’ expectations, cut loose and live and celebrate life for me.  Let’s break free of past mistakes and troubles and move forward to happier and healthier times.  Let’s all celebrate our own individual lives knowing that we live and experience life through Spirit, through the wonderful power and guidance of Spirit.

Our dreams are real and nothing to be ashamed of and most of our dreams are achievable if we put forth the necessary energy and mindset to accomplish them.  We must not simply believe that we can do it we must also know we can do it.  One step at a time and celebrate each and every step we take as it brings us closer to being true to ourselves.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The 2 of Swords and Aceepting Our Emotions and Feelings

Sunday, May 18th, 2014.  We had a great day yesterday.  We met up with a friend and headed over to south Surrey so I could pick up a couple of things before we made it to our real destination White Rock.  We were expecting a cloudy and showery day but as we strolled along the seaside promenade the clouds gave way to sunshine.  We people and train watched as railway line runs along the waterfront creating a unique controversial feature for the city.  I loved it as the two freights rumbled by at different times.

We hit “Charlie don’t Surf” giving the restaurant another chance.  During a previous visit to this place with another friend we left because after we were seated at our table server after server ignored us even though they were serving another table in the same room.  Surprisingly, they made it up to us redeeming themselves with great service and great food.  So, we’ll definitely think about visiting this establishment again the next time we find ourselves in the picturesque city of White Rock.

Last night before crawling into bed I happened to glance at another Tarot book to read about “II The High Priestess” and the key phrase that stood out for me was “…this card points to a lack of inner knowledge and problems arising from a failure to follow paths one knows intuitively to be right.  In some circumstances, this may lead to unfulfilled potential or suppressed emotions.” Tarot, Harper Collins, Glasgow, 2005, page 87.

This really struck me as being totally where I stand today.  My intuition is strongly pointing me in a certain direction and has been for years but I’m ignoring this message, this inner knowing and in fact turning away from knowing what I need to do in my life in order feel a sense of purpose and accomplishment.

Also, as I read and thought about this images came to mind of how I can earn an income while on the road and this tied into a short news piece that covered a local rodeo and then comments from the news anchor, weather person, and sportscaster about rodeos, fairs, and other little community events and celebrations.  I also had several dreams about attending fairs as a vendor.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card, again from the Rider Deck, is the “2 of Swords”.  The “2 of Swords” reminds to pay more attention to my emotions and feelings whereby I acknowledge and accept them for what they are.  Denial is unhealthy and unproductive.  Additionally, I must be more open, opening myself up to my partner what my relationship has to offer me as well as what I truly have to offer it.  I must remove any and all barriers in my life in order to flourish in life.  I have much to offer but first I must accept my feeling, emotions, and also trust my intuition.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

II The High Priestess and Answers Revealed

Saturday, May 17th, 2014.  What wonderful morning.  Last night my head hit the pillow and then the next thing I know I awake and it’s around 5:20am.  The early morning dawn is slowly brightening the day.  I try my best to stay in bed and find more sleep but the morning was calling me and I decided to heed its call.

I struggled to stay awake from about 9:00 to almost 11:00pm when we crawled into bed.  I might have to give into sleep and hit the bed around 10:00pm moving forward as it is such a struggle and so unreasonable for me to try and keep my sleep pattern the same.  Although, for me awaking at 6:00am is difficult it is the situation I find myself in with my current job and is unlikely to change over the next 18-24 months.  7:00am is a far more natural time for me to awake these days but I have a two year plan to become debt free and self-employed and I must stick to it and follow through so I truly make my life more my own and rely solely on myself for my financial well-being.

Thank You Spirit.

I decided to work with my Rider Tarot Deck this morning and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “II The High Priestess”.

It is time to close our eyes and ears to the outer world for a spell so we delve into our minds and memories and find the answers we seek.  Do any past conversations or activities stand out?  Does something from the past have more significance for you today than it did back then?

Perhaps, if you are burning incense and have a candle a lit you can close your eyes and allow the smoking incense to carry you to the memory you need to find.  Or let your eyes focus upon the candle flame and allow it to evoke meaningful images in your mind’s eye.  Or as you go about your day keep yourself open to the possibilities of revelation—you just never know what may trigger a memory and hence the answer we seek or didn't know we were looking for or the knowledge we need to know.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The 10 of Cups and Opening Ourselves to Positive Energy

Friday, May 16th, 2014.  I awoke about twenty minutes before the alarm but fell asleep for a few minutes more.  I wanted to stay in bed and sleep longer but alas it’s a work day.  I also awoke with more of a sore throat than I had going to bed so I knew a cold is trying to find a home in me for a few days.  I took some over the counter medication to relieve the symptoms however it’s only temporary relief.

I quickly worked and communed with Spirit and Tarot and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “10 of Cups: The Ideal.  Your secret dreams.  Attainment. Unrealistic, wishful thinking.”

A more positive energy has come into my life and permeates every atom of my being.  This week started off a bit rough but has ended with it being an error free week as far as I can tell.  And I’m feeling more comfortable with the job and with the company.  As a result I’m sleeping better and I am finding more time both waking and sleeping to live a spiritual life and adopt a more spiritual career as I take baby steps at becoming a self-employed Spiritualist.  Spiritualist covers a wide range of spiritual endeavors on my part-Tarot, metaphysics, mystical research, candle magic, etc.

The “10 of Cups” evokes images of living comfortably with your dreams and aspirations as you celebrate the present and look toward the future life you envision for yourself.  A positive energy is always there but we must adapt, change, adjust, and discover it as it always is and always has been.   And when we open ourselves to working cooperatively and in harmony with the world around us and with Spirit and welcome change and keep ourselves flexible positive energy comes our way and makes its presence known.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The 6 of Swords and Coming To Calmer Waters

Thursday, May 15th, 2014.  Last night was another night of good sleep and vivid work related as well as personal dreams.  I like the spiritual life I live in my dreams.  Last night I was in a van conversion and working my magic with a Tarot Card spread for someone who contacted me online.  Very cool!

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “6 of Swords: Peaceful Recovery.  Serenity and the passage of time help to heal wounds.  Stormy emotions are given time to subside, allowing a plan for a solution.”

I find myself in calmer waters.  The last couple of days have been relatively good ones and I’m having a better outlook on life and what my future holds for me.  I have ideas, dreams, goals, and desires for sure but I was missing the passion for them and I’ve finally found it.  I even feel more passionate and comfortable about my work.  I made decisions on my own today that were good decisions and I did so without worry that I was doing something wrong.

This has got me thinking realistically about my plans and how to move forward comfortably with them.  Since I’m more comfortable at the workplace I’m more apt to enjoy the job enough to continue working at it while I develop my personal career and get it going.  I then can grow my personal employment without giving up a stable income.  As well, if I can control my urges and impulses I’ll likely buy a van conversion sometime in the fall.  I’d like one to use this summer but that could be pushing it as I’m still adjusting to my income level as well as trying to pay down my debt so I shouldn’t burden myself with more.  Not yet

So the “6 of Swords” is here today to let us know that we calmer times are ahead if not already here for some of us and if we take it one step and one day at a time we’re likely to come through this rough patch relatively unscathed.  As it is with most things our approach to life and reactions to difficult circumstances, experiences, and trials and tribulations can make a huge difference in how we get through them and move forward in life.

I am thankful for the gift of life for yet another day and look forward to the days ahead.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

VI The Lovers and Celebrating Differences and Building on What Brings Us Together

Wednesday, May 14th, 2014.  I had a decent night’s sleep dreaming again about Tarot, spirituality, metaphysics, and mystical research.  I’m quite enjoying my nightly sleep these last few days as I feel much closer to Spirit than I ever have.  I feel more alive and confident in my spirituality and in moving forward with a spiritual career, a self-employed spiritualist.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “VI The Lovers: A relationship is always a mingling of differences.  A powerful relationship.  Seeing both sides of an issue.  Flexibility.”

I’m a decent person and although I’m in a loving and committed relationship and we do a lot together we are also separate individuals and must encourage and celebrate our differences, likes and dislikes, and our respective hobbies as well our unique dreams, goals, desires, and ambitions.  We must all realize that a relationship is the coming together of two individuals and this should be celebrated however we must keep in mind and never make our goal to change the other person unless we ourselves also change.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The Man of Coins and Being Dependable Without Ignoring Other Opportunities

Tuesday, May 13th, 2014.  Another night of seemingly odd dreams yet I’m sure they all have significance of some sort or another.  I saw an image of live and dead mice on a carpeted area in the woods or maybe in someone’s home.  Not sure who was there with me though, could have been my sister or my partner, not really sure.  I dreamt of being engaged in mystical and paranormal research and doing many a card of the day spread via Skype.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “Man of Coins: Responsible and hard-working. Reliable. Dependable.”

Am I trying to be too focused on my job that I’m closing my eyes and spirit to opportunities that can lead to better things?  I’m immersed in my work however I have no attachment or passion for what I’m doing.  Something is lacking and I think it is the closed work environment that I find myself working in.  It is a strictly employer and employee business and there is no room for nor is it wanted to have working or interpersonal relationships with fellow employees.  I’m supposed to be there to work not socialize.  I’ve never really done that at any job but this one has quite the cold environment to it.  I do like the work and job though and it is getting easier ever day but maybe this is merely a stepping stone but one where I need to give it my all and put in a solid effort and get into the products and services provided by my employer so I look like a stellar employee.

However, my dreams are also opening doors for me as I’ve accepted my dreams, desires, and goals as real, valid and achievable and nothing to be ashamed of and this is helping move forward in the development and attainment of a more independent life.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The 8 of Coins and Being More Self Aware and Mastering Skills

Monday, May 12, 2014.  I slept quite well last night and slept pretty soundly all the way until the alarm.  I’m very happy about that.  I had interesting dreams and mental flashes as I slept some about work but the majority about Tarot, Tarot Readings, my flourishing spiritual enterprise mostly Tarot Readings and my many clients.

Thank You Spirit.

I think I had a decent work day although it kind of became odd as I felt out of sorts as my brain was in a non-functioning mood it would seem.  I double-checked my work and everything looked okay but I still left work behind feeling as if I forgot to do something relatively important.  I guess I will find out if that’s the case tomorrow.  I came home, hit the gym, and feel great.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “8 of Coins: The Factory.  Skill and mastery.  Tedious, repetitive labor.  Slow and methodical progress.”

I need to be more self-aware however I also need to master my skills in Tarot and spirituality as well do my best to be very thorough, organized and focused at work.  My work life is more repetitive and tedious than I like but I must master the position of order desk representative and then apply those skills to my self-employment when I get my personal sorted out and better organized.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The Youth of Wands and Accepting One's Goals, Dreams, and Desires

Sunday, May 11th, 2014.  We had a great day yesterday.  I had the car serviced and we cleaned and prepped the house and got dinner for a visit from our friends.  Dinner was fantastic and seeing the friends again and conversing with them made the hours fly by quickly and before we all knew it the clock was hitting the midnight hour.  We departed with hugs an “see ya laters” and then the quick clean-up was on before we slipped into bed as the clock was approaching 1:00am.

I slept well and awoke with a new sense of confidence in life and in myself.  I accept my dreams, goals and desires as being valid and achievable and that there is nothing wrong in my wanting to attain them and live my life in the way I most desire to live it.  I accept and know that not only are my goals, dreams, and desires valid they are mine to achieve as the cosmos is right here with me providing me with all of the love and support I need to make them happen.

This morning I’ve already put pen to paper to start mapping out how I can move forward and build a solid foundation on which I can base my goals, dreams, and desires so they are on solid ground on which to build my new Spiritual and Intuitive Career.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “Youth of Wands: Focusing attention on something.  Reaching for a goal from a possibly unsteady foundation.”

I have what it takes to realize my dreams I simply need to build a solid foundation on which to base them.  I have the drive, determination, optimism, and knowledge to live and work a very spiritual and intuitive life but I need to work on and develop a solid plan to follow and realize my dreams that are valid and real and worthy of pursuing.  I accept them and having nothing to be ashamed about in wanting to realize them in this lifetime and in the most immediate way possible.  I ask for the assistance of Spirit and know that help is what I’m getting as I write this.  The wheels are turning and my dreams, goals, and desires are realized.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The 4 of Coins and Heeding It's Call

Saturday, May 10th, 2014.  The weekend is here to enjoy.  I slept in and awoke feeling absolutely wonderful seeing that the time was 7:37am and not 5:30 or even 6:00am.  Finally, a really good night’s rest found me.

I got up and did my usual morning routine before working and communing with Spirit and Tarot.  I paid special thanks to the power of Spirit in my life and for coming to my aid yesterday and helping to rescue the day.  As I reflected on the power of Spirit in my life and how much I trust in, believe, and know the power of Spirit and Tarot I became awash in the presence of both.  A sense of renewal and a new lease on life came over me.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “4 of Coins: The Lighting Director.  A position of power.  Wanting to control how others perceive things.”

The “4 of Coins” is making quite a few appearances this year and so I take it as me needing to learn and adjust my ways regarding the message this card brings.  So I reach out in Spirit to all those I encounter.  I open myself to different viewpoints and accept and respect that everyone is entitled to their own opinion.  As part of my Tarot duties I must ensure that when reading, consulting, or interpreting the cards for another that I am relying on the presence of Spirit and Intuition to guide my words and not my own opinions or viewpoints.

The “4 of Coins” in a sense is asking us to give up or relinquish control or possession over others whether it be tangible or intangible, we must respect others freedoms and in fact encourage their freedoms in this world.  Encourage them to be comfortable with expressing themselves without worry or fear.  We can never have nor should we think we think or act like we have power over another.  Let go of our possessiveness and let’s all be willing to share and compromise, within reason of course but this must always be through the power of Spirit.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

IX The Hermit and Pressing Pause on Life to be Alone for a Moment

Friday, May 9th, 2014.  Not only has the work day come to a close but the day itself has us looking to bedtime.  I awoke in panic around 4am with the realization that I forgot to log-off the computer at work so no back-up occurred.  However, I made it to work and was able to make light of it and turn it into a more positive situation than a critical reminder to log-off before going home.  The morning was good though and I broke through some raw ugly emotions as I worked with Tarot and communed with Spirit.  I headed off to work in a down trodden state but the day came to happy laughter filled close.
I took my time entering all of the orders of the day and double and triple-checked my work thankfully finding it mistake free.  I double checked my milk count and made what I believe to be an adequate milk order.  I seemed to have awakened a better part of myself either through force or realization but boy do I feel much better than I have for the last couple of weeks.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “IX The Hermit: To fully understand something, sometimes you must escape it.  Gaining perspective.  Solitude.  Study.”

When “IX The Hermit” appeared this morning I realized that I likely do need a good dose of alone time as well as real and significant inner healing and I think the healing part has come in a full  dose today as I feel lighter, more carefree, and much loved.  The solitude will have to come later if it’s physical solitude that I’m in need of however in the meantime, I can find solitude and serenity through a good deal of meditation as we all can.  The biggest challenge today is to turn off and tune-out technology for a spell.  We seem to think we need 24/7 communication with the rest of the world but in reality we don’t.

So if you are finding yourself spinning your wheels or in what seems to be a constant frantic state or a more than busy and overly hectic life then it’s likely time you took a break from the breakneck speed of the world we live in today.  Push the “pause” button for a moment and tune-in to your inner world or better yet tune-in to nature and let Spirit and the natural energy of this world feed your soul and refresh and replenish your spirit.  Leave your phone and tablet in the car or at home and give yourself an uninterrupted dose of natural solitude in your favourite park or natural space that is far enough away from the city that you can not only escape the city but the energy that it exudes.

Go ahead be hermit for a day.  The world will be waiting for you when you get back and don’t forget to press “play” when you get back.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The 3 of Swords and Overcoming the Glumness I Feel

Thursday, May 8th, 2014.  So the morning started off well and then when I arrived at work a few loud voices and foul language were being strewn about.  I wanted to vomit listening to it.  Then the day fell into a good flow and I was feeling pretty darned good about the progress I’m making in cross referencing my work and making fewer and fewer errors then I discovered a mistake—oh, oh, another “VOID” that I’ll get grief over.  Not bad but must strive to be more careful.
Then the driver’s start arriving and one of then discovered an invoice for the right company but wrong location and wrong product—angry words came my way when I was walking out the door as I tried to apologize and recognize the serious mistake and have taken corrective action so it won’t happen again but it fell on deaf ears.  I made the mistake, accept it and will take corrective action however, I’m on notice and on thin ice.  I have no idea how or why I made such a mistake but it happened.

I feel absolutely terrible about all of this as I used to be so good at data entry and seldom saw an error in my many years of doing it and even as recent as last year, I made one mistake at a temporary job I had.  These mistakes really puzzle me and as hard as I try they keep coming and I’m not sure what to make of it or what I can do to become a mistake free employee.

Something is amiss here and I need to find out what it is!

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “3 of Swords: The Wreckage.  Feeling heavy-hearted after an emotional storm.  Feeling hurt or betrayed.”

When I first saw the “3 of Swords” this morning I was surprised however this evening it all makes sense why the “3 of Swords” is here today.  I feel like crap because of the stupidity of the mistakes I’m making.  I guess recognition of this is a good step in making improvements or eliminating them altogether or minimizing their frequency.

Tomorrow is a new day and I’ll face it and whatever comes my way.  I’ve been given many a chance at this new job and completely understand the disappointment and upset that my employers feel.  I feel exactly the way they do and if I was the employer facing an employee like myself I’d have already fired myself.

So this card must not get me down and I cannot get hung up on the negativity of how I feel because of my actions.  I must strive to do better and put more faith in myself and keep strong in Spirit.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The Youth of Coins and Work Toward a Healthy Future

Wednesday, May 7th, 2014.  Another early wake-up this morning as I opened my eyes a good thirty minutes before the alarm.  But the morning was more relaxed feeling than usual and the work day went well.  I double checked and cross-referenced my work twice so hopefully, all is well with the deliveries tomorrow.  I’m becoming more relaxed with the job but still feel apprehensive and a little bit uncomfortable going to work each day.  It’s not so much the job as it me and I hope my apprehension and discomfort will wane with time.  I’m doing my best and this is all I can do knowing that Spirit is with me and supporting me all the way.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “Youth of Coins: Focusing on the physical.  Beginning a regimen.  Matters relating to nutrition and exercise.”

So I must start moving forward with my realistic plans for my new website and the launch of a new career in spirituality.  I will do some review of my plans this evening and then maybe submit it for review by the website company I’m dealing with and get that going as soon as possible.  I’ll also continue keeping fit and healthy by regular exercise and good menu planning so my meals are healthy and nutritious.  I need to get going with all of this so I can get my career going as quickly as possible.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The 9 of Wands and Learning to Tone It Down!

Tuesday, May 6th, 2014.  So I awoke again early this morning fearing nothing but mistakes at work haunting me as I got with my day of processing orders.  My fear partially realized when a glaring mistake was pointed out to me this morning.  I’m trying to be and thinking that I’m being so careful yet a mistake comes and slaps me on the face.  So today before leaving work behind me I double and triple checked every single order that came across my desk today.  One of my bosses was more lighthearted about the mistake than I was so I felt even worse.

I’m giving myself another week to improve and if I do not experience a problem free remainder of the week and into the next I will fire myself from the job.  I feel that it’s high time that I am doing my job mistake free and if I cannot do this I do not deserve to have such a decent job as this one and should open the door to someone more capable and deserving than myself.

I do feel somewhat better now that I’ve got all of this off my chest and have to give my sincerest and most heartfelt thanks to Spirit for this.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “9 of Wands: Don’t mess with me.  Defensiveness.  Putting up barriers to avoid intimacy.”

I must be humble, admit my mistakes and strive to do better by learning from what I do wrong and how I can improve and move forward making my job easier and improving the energy and atmosphere of the company I work for and their relationship with their customers.  I can be assertive sure but I must temper my tendency to speak before I think and speak calmly yet determinedly so that I am diplomatic in all that I say and do.  I must learn to move beyond my anger and anxiety over past mistakes and wrongs and focus on improving my life as well as my personal and working relationships.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The 2 of Wands and Doing What I Caan to Embrace My Calling

Monday, May 5th, 2014.  I’m finally becoming more truly in tune with the universe, with Spirit and the world around me.  I’m becoming more harmonious with the great force of energy that connects us all and an air, a sense of co-operation fills my soul.

I slept on and off last night and awoke a couple of times, disturbed by thoughts and worries but this is becoming less and less as I embrace Spirit as I drift off to dreamland.  Oftentimes, I go to sleep with thoughts of Tarot and of being a Professional Tarot Consultant fill my mind.  I am embracing my spiritual desires and my spiritual drive to travel and share my sense of spirituality with the rest of the great continent we call home.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “2 of Wands: Confidence. Being the king of your castle. Preparing the ground for a new venture. The dawn of an adventure.”

I am doing a much better job of appreciating and acknowledging my connection to and with Spirit and the strength that this gives to me.  I raise one hand to the heavens to receive this great source of divine energy as I lower the other hand to ground myself to the great earth we get to call home.  My goal is now simple and straight forward—I am a spiritual nomad and I drive the roads of North America helping others through teaching them how to awaken their spirit and to awaken themselves to recognize and accept Spirit that is, was, and always will be.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

The 7 of Coins, 3 of Coins, and Youth of Cups - Lessons Learned

Sunday, May 4th, 2014.  Another great gift of life to celebrate as I awake to this rainy day.  Yesterday was a fine day of running errands, doing chores, and enjoying ourselves—each of us spending time with our favourite hobby/pastime.  I have overcome my past and am much more able to enjoy the present with a glean in my eye as I look toward my future.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “7 of Coins: Chores.  Resting after a job well done.  Contemplating life's cycles and changes.  Planning your next move.  Clearing out what's unnecessary in your life to make way for something new.”

Am I at a crossroads?  Is where I want to go the right direction for me or do I need to learn a bit more before I can change course and become my own employer?

I’m working for someone else and I’m also satisfying other people’s needs, expectations, and wants of me and this I think is where I am going wrong and is my biggest problem.  I’m not doing enough to stand up for myself as work toward my own future satisfaction thus fulfilling my deepest and longest held passions.

I am grateful for my current job though as in addition to the decent wage I earn I am learning valuable lessons, lessons learned unfortunately, through making stupid and foolish mistakes.  But I accept responsibility for what I’ve done and move on.  What’s done is done and is best left to the past as the lessons have been learned.  Also relevant here is that I have the talents and skills that are needed for this job and all of my family and friends see this so why am I not acting like I have what they see in me?  I have the ability to do the job so I need to just do it.  The only difference are the products involved, nothing more-service and customer care are as they have been in previous jobs so I simply need to relax and focus on the positives here—I know what I’m doing.

ATTEND TO THIS: “3 of Coins: A child’s room.  Creating a positive environment for someone.  Work done for the pleasure of it.”

One aspect of this card that stands out for me is the possibility that I need to be more of an individualist in order to find satisfaction in life and this I have realized is a recurring theme with the daily Tarot Cards.  This is so true as I been so busy over the past thirty years trying to satisfy the status quo that I’ve ignored my own wants, needs, and desires simply spinning my wheels and going nowhere fast.  This has to change…

For now I will remain a team player and build up the business for the employer I am currently working for but I will also build up my spiritual skills, talents, and abilities so that I can strike out on my own and become a self-employed spiritual professional.  I will create, build, and market my website that I hope will attract much interest and demand for my presence so that I can travel around North America and fulfill people’s true spiritual needs and aspirations.  This is where my heart is.

LOOK OUT FOR THIS: “Youth of Cups: Youthful emotions.  Daydreaming.  Shyness.”

I need to trust my intuition more.  Another recurrence in my Daily Tarot Cards.  Also I need to put more thought into my relationship, find creative ways to keep it fresh, romantic, and intimate.  The appearance of this card ties in nicely with the “3 of Coins” where creating a positive environment can do just that—refresh, renew, and rebuild those early feelings of love and intimacy.

So I need to think about myself and my needs a little bit more while taking the lessons learned from working for others and applying to my desire for and eventual self-employment not making the same mistakes is a valuable lesson to learn before embarking on a career where I’m relying solely on myself for my income.

Lighthearted romance and intimacy can freshen up my relationship and even open up new creative doors for me so I need to get acting and get my life in order, the order in which I’d like it to be.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

VIII Justice, 5 of Wands, 7 of Wands - What a combination of cards!

Saturday, May 3rd, 2014.  One of the best days of week when one works a Monday to Friday job however Fridays are also good because it’s the last day of the work week and you look forward to the weekend.

My job is going well for the most part other than making some poor decisions when it comes to ordering milk but other than that, it’s a downright very good job to have and for now I think I need to keep it.  Yes, I’m not doing what I’d like to be doing but I’m working on that.  I also know that I need to do a better job of focusing on work as well as my personal life so I need to strike a balance between trying to enjoy my hobby(ies) as well as continuing to strengthen my relationship and work ethic and efforts.

First and foremost I know that I am spiritualist and this is truly my deepest passion.  Working with Tarot, being a Tarot Professional is the career I most desire to have.  Ventriloquism is a hobby as I do not see myself as an entertainer in that regard, not in the least bit.  Making cards has been fun and a great experience but to be honest it’s not where my heart is.  Model railroading has been a longing I have since as far back as I can remember, from my very first train set, maybe when I was seven years old.  So this is what I’m working on when I can.

However, my spirituality must be at the top of my priority list when it comes to the personal time I have.  For instance, today as I wait as my partner gets a haircut/style I will work with Spirit and Tarot and take note of the experience.  Travel also seems to be linked to my spiritual endeavors, I just can’t deny this desire to travel and not simply travel for the sake of traveling but traveling with and for Spirit.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “VIII Justice: Even today, gays can be the victims of “justice”.  An unfair judgment.  Being too judgemental or righteous.  Feeling restricted by others’ expectations.”

I accept responsibility for my life, my actions, and my decisions however the past is the past and must be left and remain behind me.  It is what it is and it’s time for me to move on and really live my life.  I’ve made mistakes and I accept that but they are done and over with and no longer need haunt me as I allow them to do.  This is time for change, not simply words and platitudes but time for real hard changes to take place.

It’s likely to be a bit of a rough ride but I’ve got to move my focus and my mind forward and look at the present and into the future with a realistic attitude and mindset.  The present and the future are all that I can change and so this is where my focus now shifts to.

ATTEND TO THIS: the “5 of Wands: The Hockey Game.  The project meets resistance.  Testing one’s ideas against others.  An enjoyable struggle.  Competition in the marketplace.”

I’ve been battling myself and beating myself up for a long time regarding my past mistakes and poor decisions in addition to trying too hard to please my new employer while at the same time being fearful of making mistakes.  Instead of believing in myself, my skills and talents I allowed myself to be driven by the fear of not knowing and failing in my efforts at this new job.  I was working from a negative instead of a positive viewpoint.  I am talented and skillful and this should be and is now my new focus.  Focusing on my strengths and abilities instead of my past mistakes and operating on the basis of fear.

EMOTIONS/FEELINGS THAT MIGHT ARISE: the “7 of Wands: Fighting the wind.  A Quixotic struggle.  Winning against the odds.  Confrontation.”

Instead of being in harmony and working co-operatively with the divine forces at my side I’ve been battling them instead with doubt, fear, and lack of direction and focus.  I’ve been on the losing side of the equation because of my actions or lack thereof.  Last night was a rough night for me as focused on my mistake instead of focusing on my improvements and accomplishments at the workplace.  I am definitely more focused but can do better.  I need to relax more and not fear the clock or crunch time of making the orders—easy enough to do as it really is not a difficult process.  I’ again operated here on the basis of fear instead of my ability to do the job right.  Operating from a negative viewpoint only brings negativity, this should be no surprise.  So what’s done is done and today is the only Saturday, May 3rd, 2014 that I will have so today is my focus with a quick glance at what tomorrow may bring now that I’m co-operating more and working in harmony with the positive energy that is on my side waiting to help me achieve success.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

V The Priest, Leaving the Past Behind to Catch Up with the Future

Friday, May 2nd, 2014.  As I expected today was a bit of a tough day at work made even worse by a migraine that stayed with me for most of the day.  On top of the migraine I knew I’d get grief over the doubling up of the milk products order I inadvertently placed yesterday.  I have no idea what I was thinking but I accepted responsibility for the error and tried to move on.  However, there is this incessant electrical humming and buzzing noise that is driving me up the wall that started earlier this week.  It seems to be at a frequency that drives me batty.  I’m really disturbed by it.  Other than this the day has been relatively good, I suppose.  I awoke around 4am and dozed off and on until the alarm.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “V The Priest: The best way to help others is to help them make their own decisions.  Wisdom.  Advice.  A ceremony or ritual.”

I think I’m clinging too much to the past and blocking change I my life.  A possible way of changing this is to surrender myself to the will and guidance of Spirit through meditation, ceremony, and ritual.  I need to especially meditate and use candles in order to find a path on which I can leave the past behind me and move forward to the future I’ve wanted to live for many years.  It can only happen by leaving the past behind me by really learning from the mistakes I’ve and making the changes necessary to get to where I want to be.

I see glimpses of the future that is waiting for me but I need to find my away around the obstacles of fear, worry, and anxiety so I catch up to my future that is waiting for me before it forever leaves me behind.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

2 of Cups and Being Love But Allowing Each Other to be Free

Thursday, May 1st, 2014.  I had a great night’s sleep and this led to what I believe was a great work day.  I made a milk order that after all of the product for tomorrow was picked, is much larger than we need but it is what it is and I have to live with it and take the heat if it proves to be too much for the owners’ liking.

We’ve had two glorious days of summer weather and this is the 1st of May but as we live in a wet climate tomorrow brings cooler temperatures and some rain.  But I enjoyed the weather as much as I could by eating lunch in the car and relaxing reading about my favourite hobby, model railroading.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “2 of Cups: The Dialogue.  A balanced relationship.  Being able to see things from the other’s perspective.”

This is a reminder to be fully immersed in your relationship if you are in one and to be open and welcoming to the possibility of one.  However, do not get so immersed in a relationship that you lose your individuality.  Relationships are a bond of two people, two hearts, and two spirits but there must be room for each to also have his or her space and a respect of that space.  Be in love and sure of your bond but leave room for the two of you to breathe, to have your own identities, and your own lives apart from each other.  Complement one another but do not smother each other, be in love and let each other also be free.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.