Reading an article in Sage Woman magazine prompted me to use the Shaman Tarot this morning and as I was working with the cards, doing a three card spread filled my mind.
Spirit Is and today's Shaman Tarot Energy is:
All three cards come the Major Arcana, powerful forces at work here. Something to take note of.
Card For the Day: "XII Initiation: The sacrifice of a part of oneself in favour of the world of the spirits. Necessary moments of pause. Reflection. A new vision of things."
A time for stillness and reflection, with mind, body, and spirit open to receive a new vision of things. A new vision of things as in how to deal with a current hiccup (control of finances/debt) in life that we may be dealing before we can or feel we can move on.
Attend to This: "XVIII The Moon of Illusion: The world under the waters, the dark parallel reality. The realm of the unconscious. Illusions and uncertainties. Ambiguity. The world of dreams. Visions."
We must keep our minds in check and be on the lookout for illusions masquerading as true visions as it is a bit of an ambiguous day in terms of the energy swirling about us. Our dreams could off a glint of what actions we need to take or who or where can go for help and/or advice.
What to Look Out For: "0 The Sacred Fool: He who is touched by the spirits. The traveller of the spiritual world. Freedom. The melting away of material ties. Flowing."
True visions and real and much needed advice from people, nature, spirit or even books and magazines can lead to doorways and/or new paths to freedom gained through the relinquishing of material ties. Letting go of our physical possessions as in breaking free of the power they hold over us, the power we gave them leads us to a new way of being that allows to flow freely through this world as well as the world of spirits. Such freedom to flow and travel in such a way strengthens our communication with spirits that empowers us to become much greater than what we think we can be, becoming much greater than ourselves.
Thank You Spirit.
Gatherings, parties, lots of people, many conversations taking place are what I remember from my sleep last night. Oh, and waiting for something to be ready for a woman that seemed to have some importance amongst all these other people.
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is and I am “IX The Hermit: To fully understand something, sometimes you must escape it. Gaining perspective. Solitude. Study.”
Gaining perspective is what I suggested to do yesterday when the "8 of Swords" dropped by for a visit and here we are being asked to gain even more perspective. And why not? Each day is unique and full of new energy that we have to interact with so perspective is everything. I might being having an aha moment here...hhhmmm..."To fully understand something, sometimes you must escape it" eh? What do I need to or what should I escape, is the question...and I likely already know the answer if it's what I need to do. Study is also top of mind for me so I must get more serious about and do it with the mindset of a student studying in a college or university. With highlighter, pen, and notebook in hand I need to get reading and get working on my studies...spirit, tarot, mystical realms, intuition, psychic sight, counselling and so on. All inter-related I must say.
I must say though that for me it is great to be alone on occasion as a bit of solitude can do wonders for the soul.
Thank You Spirit.
Cannot remember my dreams as even when I was aware that I was dreaming the dreams were very vague and blurry. Groups of people is all that I can remember.
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is and I am the "8 of Swords: The Crowded Subway. Restriction. Being trapped by your own biases and prejudices. Feeling lonely in a crowd.”
Feeling alone and like you don't belong? Asking yourself if this is the world you really you live? And is it really so bad? I would suggest that it's time for you to find perspective and your place in a world that seems so at odds with you! You can do this by engaging with Spirit, allowing Spirit to guide and help you find ways to become an important and integral part of this world that we all get to share.
Thank You Spirit.
Odd dreams last night one of which had separate scenes yet seemed to be connected. I had the car in the shop and not the usual place but at the local Ford dealer. For some reason I had to or picked up the car for some reason and parked it on a road that didn't appear to be all that far away but was a muddy dirt and gravel road where the sides were heaped with a mixture of mud and snow. I parked the car facing uphill and then found myself walking up the side of the muddy road and stepped in puddle of mud with my black shoes. This is where I saw a person that I used to see every day when I took transit and worked at another job. He was with a friend and was carrying a dog. They walked onto a hiking trail. I then found myself walking up what I imagined was a piece of art but then I jumped off of it and back onto the road which suddenly transformed itself into a city street. I was looking for my partner and a friend or perhaps an acquaintance of ours. In another snippet of a dream I was once again talking if only to myself, giving a lecture perhaps, a travelling lecture as I felt like I was on a journey of sorts.
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is and I am "I The Magician: To live fully, one must create a life, not merely react to it. Creativity. Ability. Making something happen.”
Creativity and creative energy and power are running high today so it's time to get creating the life you most desire. Interestingly, as I was driving today I was struck with the thought I'm still quite where I need to be in really knowing my true desires...I'm getting closer and am very close, standing at the threshold but not quite ready to cross it. Then images of RV's and travelling filled my mind. I've always want to write and travel and this is not at all much different than wanting to be a Spiritual Guidance Counsellor or Tarot Card Reader at all. In fact, I'm writing right this very moment, right now!
My writing and interpreting of Tarot is my creativity. Being spiritual, seeking guidance through spirit and tarot, writing a blog, having a website as well as advertising materials such as business cards and car door magnets is creating a life...my lie and I'm living it right now, in the here and now, at the this very present moment. How lucky am I. I am truly blessed.
So for the most part I've created and am living the majority of the way I want to live my life but need to come up with more powerful ways and energy and directing it with precision focus to be true to my most passionate desires and that is to earn a living from what I'm doing right this very minute, blogging and talking about today's Tarot Energy. Further expanded to include Tarot Card Reading for clients, spiritual guidance for those who seek it out and writing about the world of spirit, tarot and the mystical realms through my eyes and maybe capture a photo and video or two along the way.
Thank You Spirit.
A group of people filled my mind as I slept and at some point I was walking back and forth talking in a classroom, I suppose but then I found myself walking on a trail in a forest, a lovely forest so full of life and energy that I forgot where I was and simply took it all in...life was everywhere, and it was amazing to see, feel, hear, and be a part of. I was not an intruder or an outsider, I was a part of the forest and all the activities going on there.
Then as the serenading alarm neared I practised meditating and lost myself in the purity of existence...
...Spirit is and today's Tarot Energy is and I am the “Ace of Swords: An idea. Starting to develop a plan or strategy”
...hhhmmm...I'm a little bit perplexed by this “Ace of Swords" as I'm hoping that I'm not merely spinning my wheels and going nowhere fast because my goal is simple, quit my current job and dedicate myself full-time to assisting people with their spiritual needs through spiritual guidance counselling and tarot card readings. However, a new idea might not be a bad thing either so I'll just fill my mind with the passions I have of helping people and us my willpower to get it out there in the energetic realm and bring it all into existence with the help of all that pure energy out there ready and willing to help me...no more debts and everyday spent offering my assistance to those who need a little bit help in the world of spirit.
Thank You Spirit.
I thought I'd remember my dreams last night but those memories have escaped me...oh, they came back. I was dealing with clients and shooting videos I do believe...oh, they've slipped away again...I do know that upon awaking not long before the alarm I felt quite happy with myself. I'm positive that I was feeling good about the dreams I had...being debt free, teaching, talking, and interacting with a variety of people as I had Tarot Cards in hand and my newfangled hat on my head...my very own creation...I think I felt very free and unencumbered by anything.
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is and I am the “5 of Cups: The Aftermath. Regret over past actions.”
Regret is an opportunity for learning and is not something that we should dwell on. We need to accept what happened and do what we can to make things better if it's within our power to do so then move on. Such a time as this should also be used for introspection, reflection, and making a commitment to do our due diligence and think, plan, prepare, decipher and whatever else we can to make our decision-making efforts easier. Have we thought of everything and are we prepared for whatever consequences that may come as result of our actions--good or bad. Think long and hard before we speak or act is advice we all need to heed.
Thank You Spirit.
Dreams about the birthday party we attended last night, specifically around the discussion we were having about movies and if I remember correctly Tarot Cards were also drifting through the air, if not in my mind only.
Mid-afternoon we were celebrating the life of a friend who passed away a week before Christmas. It was a nice affair and I was brought to tears as several people mentioned my brother and his selfless act of taking care of this much loved woman for eleven months as she transitioned from this life into the next, he essentially put his life on hold.
We also had lunch on Commercial Drive at Havana, quite enjoyed lunch, we strolled along the drive shopping for a birthday card and gift for our friend and revisiting a store so I could further contemplate the purchase of a piece of art, which I did, metalwork that features nine crows. This was at the Doctor Vigari Gallery.
And between the one celebration and the next we stopped off at Park Royal to grab a coffee and pastry at Eve, cute eatery tucked away in Simons and then to grab some savoury finger food for the birthday party.
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is and I am the “7 of Wands: Fighting the wind. A Quixotic struggle. Winning against the odds. Confrontation.”
As this current moon wanes and disappears before becoming a New Moon again so too does my current job end so that I can then start fresh with my new spiritual career as Spiritual Guidance Counsellor and Tarot Card Reader, acting as an intermediary for the grand Spirit of life. My quixotic struggle is mostly with myself and accepting myself for who I am as well as accepting the gifts of blessings of Spirit in my life such as the need to embark on this spiritual career. And so this how I am winning against the odds for now instead of betting against myself I betting for myself and willing, able, and capable of handling the spiritual career that Spirit is bestowing upon me this day.
Thank You Spirit.
Another night of such deep and sound sleep that I again do not remember having a single dream however as I awoke this morning feeling that I spent the night in the spiritual realms, the world of Spirit. As I relaxed into a meditative state this morning with candles alit and incense smoking I entered a state of purity, of utter stillness, and simply was. I no longer heard myself breathing or the sounds of the morning, I was nowhere and everywhere but not in the physical sense. My existence moved beyond my physical body and my mind expanded into infinity and beyond.
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is and I am “X The Wheel of Life: If life on the rim makes you dizzy, move to the centre. Awareness of the cycles of life. Equanimity. A change in fortunes. Guidance from your future or past self.”
Meditation filled my mind as I immersed and lost myself in “X The Wheel of Life". As I gave to the energy of this card, images “II The Intuitive" and thoughts of meditation filled my mind as the phrase "move to the centre" filled my ears. Slow down and you will find stillness and a roadmap of sorts that offers a smoother path through life. Continue to give yourself over to and be guided by Spirit. As the incense rises and wafts through the air let yourself do the same, open yourself up and let world around you fill you up with the natural spirit and energy that is waiting for you to experience as it wants to experience you.
Thank You Spirit.
Not remembering my dreams as of late is beginning to annoy me. Although, I think my dreams are all spiritual in nature.
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is and I am “II The Intuitive: To be true to oneself, one must know oneself. Looking within for answers. Meditation. Intuition. Exploring that which is normally hidden.”
Digging deeper within myself to get an even closer look at Who I am so I am more knowledgeable about myself and how I fit into this world. Meditation is a good way forward. I need to know more about myself and what really makes me tick. And perhaps discover more about what my passions are and where I can take myself with these new discoveries I'm making.
We need to close our eyes for a moment and take a good look at ourselves from the inside out. We really need to dig deeper.
Thank You Spirit.
Elusive dreams once again however I feel that whatever dreams I was having they were favourable to me and my desire to be a spiritual person through and through from job and career to my personal and social life.
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is and I am "XI Strength: Directing your passions, rather than suppressing them, is the key. Finding healthy outlets for powerful energies.”
My initial thoughts: focus, control, intent, goal oriented, purpose driven, determined, putting our high levels if not excessive energies to good use to produce the results that we most desire.
Thank You Spirit.
Memories of any dreams I had are being elusive. I don't have any recollection of what the subject matter of any dream may have been...nothing, absolutely nothing comes to mind. However, having said that I awoke happy but was not happy about having to head out to the job. Happiness that is coming from my inner self, happiness driven by the knowledge, wisdom, and belief that I've had bestowed upon the gifts of being a Spiritual Guidance Counsellor and Tarot Card Reader and these will be front and centre as 2017 gets into full swing, no room for a job as this spiritual career I've been given is in full bloom.
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is and I am “XVI Revelation: While it is usually best to tell the truth about yourself to those who are close to you, it can be a painful experience. A necessary destruction of the status quo. Having to tell someone an unwelcome truth. A new idea which upsets others.”
Being totally honest and true to ourselves can bring us freedom, relief, a clean slate but may be upsetting and disheartening to others. It'd be good to find a way to make it more uplifting, more palatable if at all possible. But these things sometimes just have to be said, there is no way around, no need to beat around the bush either. But if spoken from the depths of our being, from our spirit to theirs and with much love then perhaps the fallout can be mitigated or lessened to a great degree.
Thank You Spirit.
Dreaming about seeing a tabby cat through the window of a store, perhaps an antique store or maybe some old new age store somewhere I might have been visiting. I was looking from a couple of floors up. Off to the side of that window I noticed a bunch of people sleeping on the street, one of whom caught my attention as he or she was sleeping under a piece of cardboard that was leaning up this person's legs which were resting on something a couple of feet up the wall. It was very bright out but appeared to be morning hours.
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is and I am the “2 of Cups: The Dialogue. A balanced relationship. Being able to see things from the other’s perspective.”
My reflections of the “2 of Cups" are coming together as/with yourself, understanding your own diversity, coming to terms with your duality and contradictions, balance, equilibrium. I find this card fitting today as I'm always eager to look at and within myself and make new discoveries of who I am and what makes me tick. And one thing that comes out is that I can be full of contradictions such as being fascinated by science and technology but also with the spiritual world, things unseen, different dimensions, the unseen energy and power of the cosmos and Spirit, the paranormal, psychic abilities and seeing spirits on occasion.
And since I'm able to understand myself I'm getting better at understanding others, especially my partner. When we get a handle on ourselves and understand all of our internal conflicts and contradictions then we should be better able and capable to understand such things in others and thus be in a better position and more able to understand and communicate with our loved ones.
Thank You Spirit.
We had a really great weekend. I experimented with a couple of new recipes one of which came from Global BC's Weekend Morning News and the other from the calendar we picked up from Windsor Quality Meats on Main Street. On Saturday I whipped up a coconut curry sauce that I added prawns to and we had that over some white rice--absolutely delicious. And last night I made a Hungarian Beef Goulash--a perfect meal for a cold winter's day and it made up for the lacklustre dish I had when we met some friends for brunch.
Last night Stanley the Crow entered my dreams. He appeared more than once as the night ticked by as I was also dreaming about working with clients and fulfilling my most cherished goal(s).
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is and I am the “Ace of Swords: An idea. Starting to develop a plan or strategy”
Ideas, plans, strategies and a way to accomplish things comes together this day. Cosmic energy is working on your behalf. Grab a hold of it before your ego gets in the way and blocks this wondrous flow of energy into your life. Seize the opportunity and go after those things that can be quickly achieved and create a more powerful energy that can bring your longer term goals into view so that they can be more easily attained.
Thank You Spirit.
Mostly a quiet and homey day for us. We did go out and do our grocery run after lunch and had our afternoon coffee after that. For me it was a nice easy and perfect weekend day.
Spirit Is and today's Gay Tarot Energy is and I am the “Sage of Swords: Making a mature, informed decision. Being too judgmental. Mediating a dispute.”
My initial thoughts as I immersed myself into the “Sage of Swords" are: impartiality, objectivity, reasoning, focused, deliberate, logical, impartial, wise counsel. These thoughts are easily the influence of this card this day for we may be called upon to act as wise counsel where our impartiality can bring two parties together through reasoned discussions and agreeable compromise. Give way to Spirit so we are not subject to being judgemental or closed-minded.
Thank You Spirit.
I can't recall having any in dreams, in fact I don't even remember dreaming. It was a night of simply being asleep then awake and did awake and fall back to sleep several times.
I awoke and meditated for about 5-7 minutes, nothing heavy duty but long enough to satisfy my need to seriously meditate. I became the burning flame of the candles, the rising smoke of the incense the trunk, branches and needles to Rowana, the pine tree taking up residence on the dining room table. I said her name is Rowena but it is not, she has corrected me several times...thanks Rowana for clarifying your name for me. I became the Tarot Decks and Tarot Cards set upon the table. Which deck will end up in my hands?
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is and I am the “9 of Coins: Rewards. Enjoying the fruits of your labour. Well-deserved enjoyment.”
My initial thoughts about the “9 of Coins" are: satisfaction, reward, contentment, knowing that you worked hard to get where you are and are celebrating your achievements, being at peace with yourself. We're connected with Spirit and the infinite energy of the cosmos that has helped propel us to where we are, so we should celebrate that Spirit is in our lives and has made it possible for us to be able to be celebrate today.
Thank You Spirit.
Weird dreams last night. Having a gathering of people, maybe for lunch, I only recognized a couple of people. Then if I remember correctly I think I was walking around in what I'll call my Wizard Oron attire and appeared to be waiting for and then interacting with different people regarding their personality and character cards. I was smiling and having a good time with the people in my midst.
And as the day on the job I'm in the process of leaving ticked on by my thoughts reminded me of why I desire to leave the job. Reasons such as behaving as a bit of a hypocrite, going against my principles, supporting people who are really looking out for themselves but doing little things here and there to try to make up for important areas where they are seriously lacking such as in how to treat people and what it means to be a good employer. But I've been changing myself and doing less of going against my principles as well as being less of a hypocrite. Can't change my past behaviour but at least I'm changing what I'm doing in the present.
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is and I am the "Initiate of Chalices: The suit of Chalices and its corresponding element, Water, is feminine and emotionally nurturing, so a woman with long flowing brown hair represents this Initiate. She wears a blue robe with a light blue stole and two necklaces. She holds a lovely chalice, preparing to hand it to her priestess for ritual use. Nearby a deer and fawn watch her curiously. This Initiate can be someone concerned with her own heart or the emotional needs of others. She may neglect her own needs for those of others or obsess about her own feelings as well strength and support in a time of need."
An apt description of my feelings today and most days really. I do tend to have a high level of concern for the well-being of others especially their spiritual well-being as I feel that if we are well grounded spiritually then our lives tend to be richer and easier to handle and contend with than they otherwise would be.
At the same time however, I sometimes focus too much on my own feelings thus paying less attention to how people are feeling almost to the point of ignoring their need for a little TLC. And on occasion I must admit as much as I am embarrassed to do so that I've allowed my feelings to trump the more important emotional needs of others such as those of my partner and then regretting it later. Only to be reminded of this by the appearance of the "6 of Swords".
We must strive to find a healthy balance between our own needs and the needs of others. If we find that we are bit stronger emotionally than those around perhaps then we should focus more attention on them so that they can with support from us find emotional peace and contentment. And a good way to do this is to help them strengthen their connection with Spirit so that they become more well grounded and emotionally secure in their lives. As Spirit is where turn when we need to bring emotional peace and contentment and restore that healthy balance in the day-to-day living in our own lives.
Thank You Spirit.
Much better sleep last night and awoke slightly about thirty seconds before the alarm even turning over and pretty much going back to sleep. I added the Golden Dawn Tarot Deck to the goodies I have under my pillow--amethyst, labradorite, dumortierite, iolite, shaman stone, citrine, jade, a loonie and my business cards so perhaps my sleep is reflective of that.
Spirit Is and today's Shaman Tarot Energy is the "Queen of Drums, Mother Bear: A person who loves simple things. Protection, jealousy, excessive caution."
Simple is good, it frees up energy that can be focused on creating a more loving and positive environment for one's self as well as others. It's also good to be protective of family and friends and cautious too however we must guard against unwarranted jealousy and being overly cautious. Being protective does not being stifling and smothering. Being cautious is more often about well thought out plans and ideas, decisions and courses of actions. As well as being able to deal with and handle as best we can things that turn sideways on us.
Thank You Spirit.
Not unexpectedly, I had a poor night of sleep as today was a new work day and I tend to sleep only about half to three quarters of the night and then toss and turn the rest of the time. Over the two four day weekends I had, I slept right through the nights and even slept in the odd day. I expect this to change though as I become more engaged and identify with my true purpose and authentic self. I've seen several markers around me letting me know that my goals are coming to fruition.
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is the “3 of Wands: Leaving the nest. Seeing progress. Something or someone you have nurtured must now strike out on their own.”
I hear this “3 of Wands" telling us that our intentions dreamed by us, given to Spirit with sincere hearts have come to life, are maturing and are ready to blossom. Our goals being realized.
Thank You Spirit.
Our weekend trip to Victoria has come and gone and we're back home. I've gained new knowledge, wisdom, and power knowing without a shadow of a doubt that I'm on the right path as Spirit Guide and Tarot Card Reader.
Whether it was the weekend get-a-way, visiting Sooke Potholes Regional Park and witnessing the awesome beauty and power of the Sooke River and being reminded of our connection with nature or being visited by Crow who landed on the top of the car in what I think is a dream or the spiritual and magical power contained in the pages of Sage Woman magazine or the book Spells of Blood and Kin or the power and energy of Tarot as a card is revealed each day or by the power of thoughts and dreams, I am changed this day, having reached for something greater than myself.
Friday, December 23, Shaman, 5 of Stones.
Saturday, December 24, Gay, Ace of Swords.
Sunday, December 25, Pagan, XIII Death.
Monday, December 26, Pagan, 0 The Fool.
We were pulling up to the ferry terminal in Swartz Bay yesterday at about ten minutes before the 4pm sailing, too late for that sailing I thought to myself and way too early for our reserved 5pm sailing however the booth attendant gave us the option to make our way to the 4pm sailing so we took her up on her offer. Arriving home an hour earlier was a welcomed blessing and our local Boston Pizza was our choice for dinner.
We had time to continue our relaxation and enjoy the quiet time we had. Sleep was great and having no alarm to wake up to makes this day even better. Spirit Is and today's Pagan Tarot Energy is the "Eight of Swords: Our Witch is faced with a difficult situation indeed. Blindfolded and tied up, she is surrounded by a circle of swords. Her coven mates surround the outside of the situation - they are there for support but not for direct help. She is imprisoned and must find her own way out. The exit is unblocked and right in front of her, but she has no way of knowing that. You may be feeling alone and powerless. While this is a situation you must face alone, your loved ones are with you in spirit and will help whenever and however they can. Most importantly, your way out is not difficult. Continue walking confidently on your path and it will take you straight to freedom."
With the "Eight of Swords" confirming that we "Continue walking confidently on your path and it will take you straight to freedom" is a continuation of the Fool's advice yesterday for us to "reach for something greater than ourselves". This a firm reminder that the path we are on is the correct one for each of us and that we must never let our confidence be shaken by another for this is who we are meant to be and is the fulfilment of our purpose in life.
Thank You Spirit.
The alarm interrupted odd but curious dreams I was having. I was in no way ready to leave my dreams but awake I was and getting up is what I had to do...and now I cannot remember one of the dreams...drat!
Spirit Is and today's Shaman Tarot Energy is the "King of Stones, Spirit of the Pure Waters: A jovial man with an innate talent for business and opportunities. Unorthodox ideas, negotiations."
"Unorthodox ideas" seem to win the day for me as I reflect on this "King of Stones". Curious...hhhmmm...I had an unorthodox idea last evening...I'll take this as a confirmation of that idea. And unorthodox ideas can give new meaning and life to negotiations...so allow yourself to feel a little empowered if you're thinking outside the box at the moment for such thinking might very well lead you to better and brighter things. Is it time to go for it?
Thank You Spirit.
