The 3 of Swords and Overcoming the Glumness I Feel

Thursday, May 8th, 2014.  So the morning started off well and then when I arrived at work a few loud voices and foul language were being strewn about.  I wanted to vomit listening to it.  Then the day fell into a good flow and I was feeling pretty darned good about the progress I’m making in cross referencing my work and making fewer and fewer errors then I discovered a mistake—oh, oh, another “VOID” that I’ll get grief over.  Not bad but must strive to be more careful.
Then the driver’s start arriving and one of then discovered an invoice for the right company but wrong location and wrong product—angry words came my way when I was walking out the door as I tried to apologize and recognize the serious mistake and have taken corrective action so it won’t happen again but it fell on deaf ears.  I made the mistake, accept it and will take corrective action however, I’m on notice and on thin ice.  I have no idea how or why I made such a mistake but it happened.

I feel absolutely terrible about all of this as I used to be so good at data entry and seldom saw an error in my many years of doing it and even as recent as last year, I made one mistake at a temporary job I had.  These mistakes really puzzle me and as hard as I try they keep coming and I’m not sure what to make of it or what I can do to become a mistake free employee.

Something is amiss here and I need to find out what it is!

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “3 of Swords: The Wreckage.  Feeling heavy-hearted after an emotional storm.  Feeling hurt or betrayed.”

When I first saw the “3 of Swords” this morning I was surprised however this evening it all makes sense why the “3 of Swords” is here today.  I feel like crap because of the stupidity of the mistakes I’m making.  I guess recognition of this is a good step in making improvements or eliminating them altogether or minimizing their frequency.

Tomorrow is a new day and I’ll face it and whatever comes my way.  I’ve been given many a chance at this new job and completely understand the disappointment and upset that my employers feel.  I feel exactly the way they do and if I was the employer facing an employee like myself I’d have already fired myself.

So this card must not get me down and I cannot get hung up on the negativity of how I feel because of my actions.  I must strive to do better and put more faith in myself and keep strong in Spirit.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.