Friday, May 2nd, 2014. As I expected today was a bit of a tough day at work made even worse by a migraine that stayed with me for most of the day. On top of the migraine I knew I’d get grief over the doubling up of the milk products order I inadvertently placed yesterday. I have no idea what I was thinking but I accepted responsibility for the error and tried to move on. However, there is this incessant electrical humming and buzzing noise that is driving me up the wall that started earlier this week. It seems to be at a frequency that drives me batty. I’m really disturbed by it. Other than this the day has been relatively good, I suppose. I awoke around 4am and dozed off and on until the alarm.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “V The Priest: The best way to help others is to help them make their own decisions. Wisdom. Advice. A ceremony or ritual.”
I think I’m clinging too much to the past and blocking change I my life. A possible way of changing this is to surrender myself to the will and guidance of Spirit through meditation, ceremony, and ritual. I need to especially meditate and use candles in order to find a path on which I can leave the past behind me and move forward to the future I’ve wanted to live for many years. It can only happen by leaving the past behind me by really learning from the mistakes I’ve and making the changes necessary to get to where I want to be.
I see glimpses of the future that is waiting for me but I need to find my away around the obstacles of fear, worry, and anxiety so I catch up to my future that is waiting for me before it forever leaves me behind.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
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