Sunday, May 4th, 2014. Another great gift of life to celebrate as I awake to this rainy day. Yesterday was a fine day of running errands, doing chores, and enjoying ourselves—each of us spending time with our favourite hobby/pastime. I have overcome my past and am much more able to enjoy the present with a glean in my eye as I look toward my future.
Thank You Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “7 of Coins: Chores. Resting after a job well done. Contemplating life's cycles and changes. Planning your next move. Clearing out what's unnecessary in your life to make way for something new.”
Am I at a crossroads? Is where I want to go the right direction for me or do I need to learn a bit more before I can change course and become my own employer?
I’m working for someone else and I’m also satisfying other people’s needs, expectations, and wants of me and this I think is where I am going wrong and is my biggest problem. I’m not doing enough to stand up for myself as work toward my own future satisfaction thus fulfilling my deepest and longest held passions.
I am grateful for my current job though as in addition to the decent wage I earn I am learning valuable lessons, lessons learned unfortunately, through making stupid and foolish mistakes. But I accept responsibility for what I’ve done and move on. What’s done is done and is best left to the past as the lessons have been learned. Also relevant here is that I have the talents and skills that are needed for this job and all of my family and friends see this so why am I not acting like I have what they see in me? I have the ability to do the job so I need to just do it. The only difference are the products involved, nothing more-service and customer care are as they have been in previous jobs so I simply need to relax and focus on the positives here—I know what I’m doing.
ATTEND TO THIS: “3 of Coins: A child’s room. Creating a positive environment for someone. Work done for the pleasure of it.”
One aspect of this card that stands out for me is the possibility that I need to be more of an individualist in order to find satisfaction in life and this I have realized is a recurring theme with the daily Tarot Cards. This is so true as I been so busy over the past thirty years trying to satisfy the status quo that I’ve ignored my own wants, needs, and desires simply spinning my wheels and going nowhere fast. This has to change…
For now I will remain a team player and build up the business for the employer I am currently working for but I will also build up my spiritual skills, talents, and abilities so that I can strike out on my own and become a self-employed spiritual professional. I will create, build, and market my website that I hope will attract much interest and demand for my presence so that I can travel around North America and fulfill people’s true spiritual needs and aspirations. This is where my heart is.
LOOK OUT FOR THIS: “Youth of Cups: Youthful emotions. Daydreaming. Shyness.”
I need to trust my intuition more. Another recurrence in my Daily Tarot Cards. Also I need to put more thought into my relationship, find creative ways to keep it fresh, romantic, and intimate. The appearance of this card ties in nicely with the “3 of Coins” where creating a positive environment can do just that—refresh, renew, and rebuild those early feelings of love and intimacy.
So I need to think about myself and my needs a little bit more while taking the lessons learned from working for others and applying to my desire for and eventual self-employment not making the same mistakes is a valuable lesson to learn before embarking on a career where I’m relying solely on myself for my income.
Lighthearted romance and intimacy can freshen up my relationship and even open up new creative doors for me so I need to get acting and get my life in order, the order in which I’d like it to be.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
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