Tuesday, May 6th, 2014. So I awoke again early this morning fearing nothing but mistakes at work haunting me as I got with my day of processing orders. My fear partially realized when a glaring mistake was pointed out to me this morning. I’m trying to be and thinking that I’m being so careful yet a mistake comes and slaps me on the face. So today before leaving work behind me I double and triple checked every single order that came across my desk today. One of my bosses was more lighthearted about the mistake than I was so I felt even worse.
I’m giving myself another week to improve and if I do not experience a problem free remainder of the week and into the next I will fire myself from the job. I feel that it’s high time that I am doing my job mistake free and if I cannot do this I do not deserve to have such a decent job as this one and should open the door to someone more capable and deserving than myself.
I do feel somewhat better now that I’ve got all of this off my chest and have to give my sincerest and most heartfelt thanks to Spirit for this.
Thank You Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “9 of Wands: Don’t mess with me. Defensiveness. Putting up barriers to avoid intimacy.”
I must be humble, admit my mistakes and strive to do better by learning from what I do wrong and how I can improve and move forward making my job easier and improving the energy and atmosphere of the company I work for and their relationship with their customers. I can be assertive sure but I must temper my tendency to speak before I think and speak calmly yet determinedly so that I am diplomatic in all that I say and do. I must learn to move beyond my anger and anxiety over past mistakes and wrongs and focus on improving my life as well as my personal and working relationships.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
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