Happy Last Day of January 2013. A month into the new year already. Had a so-so day yesterday. I managed to study a little bit and took a quick walk around the block otherwise I spent the day indoors. I’m a bit of a state of confusion about my life these days. I thought I had decisions made but then new thoughts have popped up that make me question what I want to bring with me on my journey of life going forward.
I get a sense that a few things in my life are holding me back and this is what is causing doubt in my mind. I get a good sense that my RV figures prominently in the direction I’m going however the idea of bringing along my handcrafted card supplies so I can make cards along the way is what came up in mind as the question “Do I really want to do this?
This question then brought me into our den where I spent time looking at my side and what it would be like if I go rid of all of my card making supplies and how clean and fresh my side would look like. I like making cards and all but the supplies needed to make my beautiful cards take up a lot of space and would weigh down my RV and rob me of the very little space I have to use in my tiny RV. So with that being said, I think I’ve come up with a plan. I’ll venture out in my RV with my beads, masks, and spool-knitting, light and easy to store, and they all will take up very little space. Problem solved. Card making will stay at home for now.
Thank You Spirit.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card is a repeat visitor from Tuesday, “XIV Temperance: Mix things up a little. Combining separate elements to create something new. Moderation (not too much of each flavour). Flexibility.” If I’m right about this, I think I kind of got the message now. Exercise, eating right, Spirituality, Part time travel, Part time work, Part time play, and control over my life. All of this can be a part of my life if I simply listen to my higher self and this is what I intend to do each and every day moving forward, close my mouth, turn off my mind and listen. . .
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
2 of Coins
Yesterday was wash for me in terms of studying as I was so tired from not sleeping well through the night that I could hardly think. I was even too tired to fall back to sleep so I groggily slogged through the day.
We did however manage to make a couple of trips to Creative Home Furnishings to pick up our occasional tables that we ordered in late November or early December. Custom made pieces built in Chilliwack, BC. They look really good. Just what our living room needed to make it whole and complete.
Today I am feeling refreshed and raring to go and am eager to dive back into my studies of Wicca and Tarot. I’m feeling a great energy about me today and so will make good use of the present moment and accept the gift of knowledge being bestowed upon me by the Goddess and God. Thank you Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “2 of Coins: Tai Chi. Flexibility. “Going with the flow”. Living in tune with your environment.” And to do this I must follow my instincts, my intuition a s to what is the right direction for my life and what I should keep in my life and what I must discard in order to move on, move ahead and allow me create the life I want as well as to write my own story, the story of my life.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
We did however manage to make a couple of trips to Creative Home Furnishings to pick up our occasional tables that we ordered in late November or early December. Custom made pieces built in Chilliwack, BC. They look really good. Just what our living room needed to make it whole and complete.
Today I am feeling refreshed and raring to go and am eager to dive back into my studies of Wicca and Tarot. I’m feeling a great energy about me today and so will make good use of the present moment and accept the gift of knowledge being bestowed upon me by the Goddess and God. Thank you Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “2 of Coins: Tai Chi. Flexibility. “Going with the flow”. Living in tune with your environment.” And to do this I must follow my instincts, my intuition a s to what is the right direction for my life and what I should keep in my life and what I must discard in order to move on, move ahead and allow me create the life I want as well as to write my own story, the story of my life.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
XIV Temperance
Yesterday was a bit of weird strange day. I’m not sure what was afoot however I was never quite with all through the day. I studied for a very short time, cleaned house, had lunch, saw the doctor, came back home and time just kept escaping me and before I knew it we were entertaining a friend and then it was midnight when we were going to bed. I slept very poorly last night and even though I’ve been up for a little less than two hours I feel like I’ll be ready for bed in fairly short order.
The weather is on the warmer side however it is still a rather cold 5 degrees Celsius and not a warm 5 degrees. Must be the gray clouds, rainy skies and wind from the north. But I like the weather all the same, always mindful for what Mother Nature brings our way here on the mild west coast of Canada.
Thank You Spirit.
In my barely awake state I made the effort to work with Tarot and I barely got into shuffling the deck of cards when today’s visiting Tarot Card leapt from the deck to make his presence known, “XIV Temperance: Mix things up a little. Combining separate elements to create something new. Moderation (not too much of each flavour). Flexibility.” I like this card and in thinking about and looking at another deck of cards I understand Temperance a little bit more. The opposing forces working in my life are the desire to be the road in an RV and the responsibility of working.
I have the desire and the courage and ability to hit the road in an RV however I do not have the financial means to do so or so I think. So these forces of desire and responsibility seem to be in opposition to one another but maybe I just need to approach this seeming roadblock from a new angle. I can get the RV as ready as possible and take off and then “fly by the seat of my pants” or I can seek and gain part time or temporary employment as I fix up the RV and then head out on weekend excursions in the RV and slowly build up a “nest egg” of sorts so I can extend those weekends into weeks, months, then years.
I think this second option is something I can live with as during this time I will also be more fully engaged with my practice and study of Wicca and Tarot, two areas that will strengthen my abilities to seek out and live life on the road in the best and fullest manner possible. So Mote it Be.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
The weather is on the warmer side however it is still a rather cold 5 degrees Celsius and not a warm 5 degrees. Must be the gray clouds, rainy skies and wind from the north. But I like the weather all the same, always mindful for what Mother Nature brings our way here on the mild west coast of Canada.
Thank You Spirit.
In my barely awake state I made the effort to work with Tarot and I barely got into shuffling the deck of cards when today’s visiting Tarot Card leapt from the deck to make his presence known, “XIV Temperance: Mix things up a little. Combining separate elements to create something new. Moderation (not too much of each flavour). Flexibility.” I like this card and in thinking about and looking at another deck of cards I understand Temperance a little bit more. The opposing forces working in my life are the desire to be the road in an RV and the responsibility of working.
I have the desire and the courage and ability to hit the road in an RV however I do not have the financial means to do so or so I think. So these forces of desire and responsibility seem to be in opposition to one another but maybe I just need to approach this seeming roadblock from a new angle. I can get the RV as ready as possible and take off and then “fly by the seat of my pants” or I can seek and gain part time or temporary employment as I fix up the RV and then head out on weekend excursions in the RV and slowly build up a “nest egg” of sorts so I can extend those weekends into weeks, months, then years.
I think this second option is something I can live with as during this time I will also be more fully engaged with my practice and study of Wicca and Tarot, two areas that will strengthen my abilities to seek out and live life on the road in the best and fullest manner possible. So Mote it Be.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Monday, January 28, 2013
Ace of Cups
Had another decent night’s sleep. Slept in, well it’s sleeping in for me as it was 7am and not 5:30 or 6:00 so that’s a good thing. Awoke in a good mood as well, quite full of love and serenity, anticipation even. I’m looking forward to my more study of Wicca and Tarot, I guess. As Saturday rolled into Sunday and upon awaking yesterday I had an overwhelming feeling to scour my bookshelves around the house and pulling out all of my books related to Wicca and Tarot and there are many of them. I spent a good part of yesterday paging through my books and put all but three or four back on the shelves and will use these others as part of my more formal study of these crafts, Wicca and Tarot.
Thank You Spirit.
The Goddess and God caressed me with the cool fresh wind this morning as I communed with them and worked with Tarot. The wind filled me with love as it carried away all of the negative energy that I do not need or have any use for. Thank You.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “Ace of Cups: A gift of love. The beginning of a love affair, friendship, or partnership.” As I did a quick meditation and shuffled the cards I was thinking about my desire and decision to begin a more study of Wicca and Tarot and that I will be starting these self-taught formal lessons today. So I give my thanks to the Goddess and God for bestowing this message of love to me this morning reminding me that my study of these two crafts is one of love and friendship that I will share with them creating a bond that is unwavering and can never be broken.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Thank You Spirit.
The Goddess and God caressed me with the cool fresh wind this morning as I communed with them and worked with Tarot. The wind filled me with love as it carried away all of the negative energy that I do not need or have any use for. Thank You.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “Ace of Cups: A gift of love. The beginning of a love affair, friendship, or partnership.” As I did a quick meditation and shuffled the cards I was thinking about my desire and decision to begin a more study of Wicca and Tarot and that I will be starting these self-taught formal lessons today. So I give my thanks to the Goddess and God for bestowing this message of love to me this morning reminding me that my study of these two crafts is one of love and friendship that I will share with them creating a bond that is unwavering and can never be broken.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Sunday, January 27, 2013
0 The Fool
I slept very well last night. The Full Moon was a wonderful sight for as long as I could see her. A light veil of clouds was soon covered with a thick blanket of dark and gray clouds full of rain. I paid homage and reverence to the beautiful Lady and her Silver Rays outdoors for several minutes before returning to the warmth of hearth and home and my altar.
Thank You Spirit.
Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “O The Fool: Accepting and exploring one's sexual identity is a journey of self-discovery. Beginning a new and exciting venture. Going beyond the limits of social convention. A nonconformist." I must guard against being reckless, immature, and non-committal by being responsible and accepting some social commitments and conventions that will benefit and get me by me at least in the short term.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Thank You Spirit.
Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “O The Fool: Accepting and exploring one's sexual identity is a journey of self-discovery. Beginning a new and exciting venture. Going beyond the limits of social convention. A nonconformist." I must guard against being reckless, immature, and non-committal by being responsible and accepting some social commitments and conventions that will benefit and get me by me at least in the short term.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Saturday, January 26, 2013
4 of Wands
I feel like I’ve turned a corner in my life and that I am truly on my own path and authoring my own life. I made a few changes this past week and as slight as I thought these changes were, they’ve had a major impact on my life and spirit. I’ve overcome old, worn out repeating patterns and habits that I’ve carried around with me for years and I’ve made decisions that I’ve been avoiding to make for some time. These were simple changes to make all of a sudden and what a difference it has made.
Yesterday was another great day of living in the present and present moment awareness. Time at the gym, cleaning house, a quick walk outdoors before the afternoon settled in allowed for a great evening with a delicious meal and quality time spent with my partner.
Slept well and decided to get up early, likely could have slept longer but something was calling me out of bed so here I am.
Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “4 of Wands: Setting the Stage. Opening night finally arrives. A venture has been established. Celebrating initial achievements". Like I mentioned earlier I’m celebrating the fact that I writing my story and this the beginning of a great venture for me.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Yesterday was another great day of living in the present and present moment awareness. Time at the gym, cleaning house, a quick walk outdoors before the afternoon settled in allowed for a great evening with a delicious meal and quality time spent with my partner.
Slept well and decided to get up early, likely could have slept longer but something was calling me out of bed so here I am.
Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “4 of Wands: Setting the Stage. Opening night finally arrives. A venture has been established. Celebrating initial achievements". Like I mentioned earlier I’m celebrating the fact that I writing my story and this the beginning of a great venture for me.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Friday, January 25, 2013
Tomorrow's Full Moon
I'm not sure how much ritual I will do tomorrow to honour the Full Moon however I know that I will be doing something. I may do a quick and simple reverence to the Moon indoors after my partner is in bed or I may go out for a walk and enjoy the sight and light the Full Moon casts down upon the Earth. It may be a cloudy rainy day tomorrow so it will e a bit of a wait and see as to what I choose to do.
I know that I'll do something just not sure how much or what it will be.
Blessed Be
I know that I'll do something just not sure how much or what it will be.
Blessed Be
VI The Lovers and Patience and Flexibility
I had a good day yesterday and slept rather well last night. I awoke a little earlier than I thought I would however I’m happy to be awake and enjoying the darkness and silence of this early morning hour.
I meditated for awhile ,not sure how long, just a simple exercise on focused breathing and no intentions but what an amazing feeling this was. My physical body seemed to disappear. I was no longer confined by the constraints of a physical body and had an experience like no other. Cannot and will not try to explain as words are simply not enough. Wow! Meditation is my new best friend.
Thank You Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “VI The Lovers: A relationship is always a mingling of differences. A powerful relationship. Seeing both sides of an issue. Flexibility". I understand the need to make a decision and I think I rather have however my decision will not be executed in the immediate term, at least not all aspects of it.
I will continue to strive being the author of my own life and I will continue to live a Pagan/Wiccan way of life practising as much Witchcraft along the way that I can. I will work hard at finding temporary and part-time “jobs” so that I can ready my RV for travel and then I will hit the road this summer and do as many outings with it that I can so I get a feel for the RVing way of life in preparation for full-time living in an RV. This is all about flexibility and my ability to work my way toward my truest dreams and goals without sacrificing the good things I have in my life right now. I will get there and a part of my getting there is patience and the ability to see the bigger picture.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
I meditated for awhile ,not sure how long, just a simple exercise on focused breathing and no intentions but what an amazing feeling this was. My physical body seemed to disappear. I was no longer confined by the constraints of a physical body and had an experience like no other. Cannot and will not try to explain as words are simply not enough. Wow! Meditation is my new best friend.
Thank You Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “VI The Lovers: A relationship is always a mingling of differences. A powerful relationship. Seeing both sides of an issue. Flexibility". I understand the need to make a decision and I think I rather have however my decision will not be executed in the immediate term, at least not all aspects of it.
I will continue to strive being the author of my own life and I will continue to live a Pagan/Wiccan way of life practising as much Witchcraft along the way that I can. I will work hard at finding temporary and part-time “jobs” so that I can ready my RV for travel and then I will hit the road this summer and do as many outings with it that I can so I get a feel for the RVing way of life in preparation for full-time living in an RV. This is all about flexibility and my ability to work my way toward my truest dreams and goals without sacrificing the good things I have in my life right now. I will get there and a part of my getting there is patience and the ability to see the bigger picture.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Thursday, January 24, 2013
Nomadic, Wiccan RVer
2:14pm. The day is flowing along nicely. The Goddess, God and I are getting along quite well and my thoughts, dreams, goals and ideals are solidifying into my keenest passions and desires.
I took a walking along the Fraser River her in New Westminster along the quay and what is now Pier Park. As I was walking the thought came to me that my ideal situation is to be, that I am, to speak in the present tense, a Nomadic, Wiccan, RVer. I want to be of no fixed address and never have a clear destination in mind. I just want to drive my old RV along the old highways and bi-ways of this continent we live on and just “be”.
I want to and expect to meet like-minded people along the way and find ways to pay my way whether it be to sell handcrafted cards, perform ventriloquism, do Spiritual Readings or to accept donations “just because” or to help me complete a yet to be named hobby I plan to take up in my RV.
Maybe there are some folks out there who need or who are willing to “hire” a witch”?
Anyhoo, this is what is now calling out to me, always has been really as I’ve always longed to be on the road driving, driving to nowhere yet always arriving somewhere important to me.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
I took a walking along the Fraser River her in New Westminster along the quay and what is now Pier Park. As I was walking the thought came to me that my ideal situation is to be, that I am, to speak in the present tense, a Nomadic, Wiccan, RVer. I want to be of no fixed address and never have a clear destination in mind. I just want to drive my old RV along the old highways and bi-ways of this continent we live on and just “be”.
I want to and expect to meet like-minded people along the way and find ways to pay my way whether it be to sell handcrafted cards, perform ventriloquism, do Spiritual Readings or to accept donations “just because” or to help me complete a yet to be named hobby I plan to take up in my RV.
Maybe there are some folks out there who need or who are willing to “hire” a witch”?
Anyhoo, this is what is now calling out to me, always has been really as I’ve always longed to be on the road driving, driving to nowhere yet always arriving somewhere important to me.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
2 of Swords - Get the Message
Had a decent night’s sleep and am ready for this day. Yesterday’s rains left a sweet divine fragrance in the air. Lovely, just lovely. The air so fresh and sweet smelling.
I’ve really immersed myself into the world of Paganism, Wicca, and Witchcraft and I’m loving every minute of it. I’m a sponge soaking up every bit of information I can so I can have a true appreciate for and a great understanding of these intermingled paths. Almost every day I interact with the Goddess and God, lighting candles and incense, giving reverence to the Moon, enjoying and interacting with the plants within my home, enjoying the fresh air during an afternoon walk.
Thank You Spirit.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card is a repeat visitor from Monday, the “2 of Swords: Meditation. Closing your eyes to outer circumstances in order to gain perspective or to avoid a decision. Refusing to act". I do believe that I need to sit down, meditate and make a decision on an important matter in my life. Meditation is necessary so I can pinpoint what it is I must act on as I feel that I’m missing something here. I certainly hope I’m not avoiding something of importance.
Off to meditate and reflect.
Thank You Spirit
Thanks for being here.
Merry Meet and Merry Part, and Merry Meet again
Blessed Be.
I’ve really immersed myself into the world of Paganism, Wicca, and Witchcraft and I’m loving every minute of it. I’m a sponge soaking up every bit of information I can so I can have a true appreciate for and a great understanding of these intermingled paths. Almost every day I interact with the Goddess and God, lighting candles and incense, giving reverence to the Moon, enjoying and interacting with the plants within my home, enjoying the fresh air during an afternoon walk.
Thank You Spirit.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card is a repeat visitor from Monday, the “2 of Swords: Meditation. Closing your eyes to outer circumstances in order to gain perspective or to avoid a decision. Refusing to act". I do believe that I need to sit down, meditate and make a decision on an important matter in my life. Meditation is necessary so I can pinpoint what it is I must act on as I feel that I’m missing something here. I certainly hope I’m not avoiding something of importance.
Off to meditate and reflect.
Thank You Spirit
Thanks for being here.
Merry Meet and Merry Part, and Merry Meet again
Blessed Be.
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
IV The Emperor
I had an enjoyable day yesterday. I spent the day mostly relaxing and reading. However, I did get a couple of loads of laundry done, made breakfast fruit squares for my partner and I assembled a few crafting items together that I purchased long ago but have never used. I will try my hand at selling them on Craigslist.
As I was reading all things pagan, wiccan, and witchy I thought to myself that I’m all three of these if I must wear a label and in fact I dislike being labeled in such a way because it is so limiting and constricting of my much larger identity as is for any of us. We are all multifaceted and unique individuals such that specific labels cannot really capture who we are and fact should only be used in a very general sense so we are not bound to the perceptions such labels evoke in others. For instance, in addition to being pagan, wiccan, and a witch, I’m also a craft's person, RVer, amateur ventriloquist, model railroad enthusiast, and (blog) writer.
Thank You Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “IV The Emperor: Sometimes one must be a benevolent despot. Organization. Taking charge. An authority figure. Utilizing discipline to provide a structure for creativity.” As I started to go through my crafting tools and supplies yesterday to sort through them I felt a great sense of relief as I added many items to a pile of things I intend to sell and get rid of. I have much more to go through I’m sure and this heavy anchor I’ve been lugging around for many years has finally disappeared. De-cluttering and organizing sure has a way to lift weight off of one’s shoulders and lighten the mood and improve the energy of a place and/or space.
I owe my efforts to reading the archived posts of a new blog I discovered over the weekend, “Wiccan Writes”. Thank you Robin Larkspur for your encouraging words and calm and gentle spirit.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
As I was reading all things pagan, wiccan, and witchy I thought to myself that I’m all three of these if I must wear a label and in fact I dislike being labeled in such a way because it is so limiting and constricting of my much larger identity as is for any of us. We are all multifaceted and unique individuals such that specific labels cannot really capture who we are and fact should only be used in a very general sense so we are not bound to the perceptions such labels evoke in others. For instance, in addition to being pagan, wiccan, and a witch, I’m also a craft's person, RVer, amateur ventriloquist, model railroad enthusiast, and (blog) writer.
Thank You Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “IV The Emperor: Sometimes one must be a benevolent despot. Organization. Taking charge. An authority figure. Utilizing discipline to provide a structure for creativity.” As I started to go through my crafting tools and supplies yesterday to sort through them I felt a great sense of relief as I added many items to a pile of things I intend to sell and get rid of. I have much more to go through I’m sure and this heavy anchor I’ve been lugging around for many years has finally disappeared. De-cluttering and organizing sure has a way to lift weight off of one’s shoulders and lighten the mood and improve the energy of a place and/or space.
I owe my efforts to reading the archived posts of a new blog I discovered over the weekend, “Wiccan Writes”. Thank you Robin Larkspur for your encouraging words and calm and gentle spirit.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
V The Priest
I got wrapped up with President Obama’s Inauguration yesterday so I did not get very much done yesterday. I did make myself some chocolate chip banana muffins for breakfast though so I at least accomplished something. I did not sleep all that well last night as I awoke a couple of times and the second time around I did not manage to quite fall asleep and just laid there until about quarter to six when I decided to get out of bed and get on with my day.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “V The Priest: The best way to help others is to help them make their own decisions. Wisdom. Advice. A promise. A ceremony or ritual." I think I’ll be studying and trying to make a few more handcrafted cards today along with going to the gym is all I can think of writing here right now. I thought I was on my way to writing something else but I seem to be at a loss for words right now so I’ll leave it be for now and be receptive and open to what comes my way today.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “V The Priest: The best way to help others is to help them make their own decisions. Wisdom. Advice. A promise. A ceremony or ritual." I think I’ll be studying and trying to make a few more handcrafted cards today along with going to the gym is all I can think of writing here right now. I thought I was on my way to writing something else but I seem to be at a loss for words right now so I’ll leave it be for now and be receptive and open to what comes my way today.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Monday, January 21, 2013
2 of Swords
We had an enjoyable day yesterday as we headed downtown on transit in a fog so thick that it seemed to cut us off from the rest of the world. We walked along Vancouver’s False Creek for a spell before heading into the downtown core, more specifically, the Westend so we could have lunch. We ate at what is our frequent place for lunch, the Fountainhead Pub. After lunch we just walked around downtown enjoying the day.
I slept quite well last night despite my dream(s). Thank You Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “2 of Swords: Meditation. Closing your eyes to outer circumstances in order to gain perspective or to avoid a decision. Refusing to act". The Collins gem book write up on this card suggests finding equilibrium or compromise between two opposing forces such as between heart and mind or inner and outer. I’m perplexed by this card. Maybe the message is clear and to be taken quite literally in the sense that I need to close my eyes and meditate as well as to open them to reality, reality that is staring me in the face yet I force myself not to see it. I think what it is, is that I need to find compromise between the life I’m living and the life I want t live. I think I just gained some great understanding of this in the last few seconds. I can have the life I want but to get it I must finish or bring to completion, bring it to a satisfying end before and in order for me to move on with or to write my own future.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
I slept quite well last night despite my dream(s). Thank You Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “2 of Swords: Meditation. Closing your eyes to outer circumstances in order to gain perspective or to avoid a decision. Refusing to act". The Collins gem book write up on this card suggests finding equilibrium or compromise between two opposing forces such as between heart and mind or inner and outer. I’m perplexed by this card. Maybe the message is clear and to be taken quite literally in the sense that I need to close my eyes and meditate as well as to open them to reality, reality that is staring me in the face yet I force myself not to see it. I think what it is, is that I need to find compromise between the life I’m living and the life I want t live. I think I just gained some great understanding of this in the last few seconds. I can have the life I want but to get it I must finish or bring to completion, bring it to a satisfying end before and in order for me to move on with or to write my own future.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Sunday, January 20, 2013
XIII Death
Is it really 2013? So many years have gone by and I’m still dreaming about what I want my life to be. Tsk, tsk, tsk.
We enjoyed a nice brunch with our friends and neighbours yesterday at the Waffle House in uptown New Westminster. Then we all returned to our respective homes. My partner and I spent the rest of the day relaxing indoors. I read and studied more about Wicca and Witchcraft and my partner practiced playing the piano. It was a very nice way to spend the day. Of course, I did venture out onto the deck on occasion to breathe in the fresh air and to “just be”.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XIII Death: Endings are beginnings. A phase of life is over. Allowing time to mourn. A part of yourself has outlived its usefulness.” I must invoke/evoke real change in my life and truly go after what it is I want from life. I need to focus on finding a way to pursue my dreams in a realistic way so I can live my life the way I really and truly want to, in an RV. This is my truest passion and I need to find the best way for me to do this.
I’m Wiccan, a Witch, I make handcrafted Cards and other handmade crafts, I’m an amateur ventriloquist, I work with Tarot, and I write blogs. Something here must allow me to work and live on the road. . .in my RV.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be
We enjoyed a nice brunch with our friends and neighbours yesterday at the Waffle House in uptown New Westminster. Then we all returned to our respective homes. My partner and I spent the rest of the day relaxing indoors. I read and studied more about Wicca and Witchcraft and my partner practiced playing the piano. It was a very nice way to spend the day. Of course, I did venture out onto the deck on occasion to breathe in the fresh air and to “just be”.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XIII Death: Endings are beginnings. A phase of life is over. Allowing time to mourn. A part of yourself has outlived its usefulness.” I must invoke/evoke real change in my life and truly go after what it is I want from life. I need to focus on finding a way to pursue my dreams in a realistic way so I can live my life the way I really and truly want to, in an RV. This is my truest passion and I need to find the best way for me to do this.
I’m Wiccan, a Witch, I make handcrafted Cards and other handmade crafts, I’m an amateur ventriloquist, I work with Tarot, and I write blogs. Something here must allow me to work and live on the road. . .in my RV.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be
Saturday, January 19, 2013
8 of Coins and Much Hard Work Is Needed
I slept well and seemed ready to get out of bed somewhere between 5 and 6 however forced myself to stay in bed. I did sleep but feel more lethargic than awake now that I am out of bed. I had a strange dream about cleaning up a room, my room perhaps and organizing or re-organizing my closet space. The room I was in was quite large and there was not a lot filling the room just a few boxes here and there and some other stuff I cannot really identify. As I awoke I almost felt a sense of relief. Time will tell what meaning in life this dream may have.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “8 of Coins: The Factory. Skill and mastery. Tedious, repetitive labor. Slow and methodical progress.”
Now that I see this card again I understand why it is making another appearance as well as why it appeared in the first place. I need to become a master of my talents and that requires tedious repetitive labour. I need to study and practice and work hard with every ounce of being if I am to live out my dream, to fulfill my most passionate desires of living and traveling in an RV. RVing is my biggest and most precious passion and desire. I can no longer lie about this. That is the lifestyle I want live and lead and I need to work my butt off in order to do it. No more slacking off!
Ideas are more than welcome from anyone that may have suggestions.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “8 of Coins: The Factory. Skill and mastery. Tedious, repetitive labor. Slow and methodical progress.”
Now that I see this card again I understand why it is making another appearance as well as why it appeared in the first place. I need to become a master of my talents and that requires tedious repetitive labour. I need to study and practice and work hard with every ounce of being if I am to live out my dream, to fulfill my most passionate desires of living and traveling in an RV. RVing is my biggest and most precious passion and desire. I can no longer lie about this. That is the lifestyle I want live and lead and I need to work my butt off in order to do it. No more slacking off!
Ideas are more than welcome from anyone that may have suggestions.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Friday, January 18, 2013
8 of Coins
I slept well but no sleeping in this morning, awoke with what sounded like a neighbour's door slamming shut and all of my sleep was gone. I lied in bed for a little, my mind, not doing much of anything but sleep never came so I decided to get out of bed and on with my day. Although, at one point during the night I was doubting my dream of RVing across these great lands of Canada and the US but I feel better about it this morning as I know this dream is right but my progress to live it is going to be slower than I expect or want it to be, that’s all.
Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “8 of Coins: The Factory. Skill and mastery. Tedious, repetitive labor. Slow and methodical progress.” This card so reflects my work on my handcrafted cards as well as my work on my RV but I’d have it no other way as I doing what I love to do and my finances will eventually be boosted from this slow and tedious progress.
I’m happy and Spirit is alive and well in the world.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “8 of Coins: The Factory. Skill and mastery. Tedious, repetitive labor. Slow and methodical progress.” This card so reflects my work on my handcrafted cards as well as my work on my RV but I’d have it no other way as I doing what I love to do and my finances will eventually be boosted from this slow and tedious progress.
I’m happy and Spirit is alive and well in the world.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Thursday, January 17, 2013
7 of Swords
I’m sleeping very well these days. In fact I feel as if I’m sleeping too well. My dreams are lucid or I’m half awake and thinking, I’m not sure which but it’s like a movie is running through my mind the entire night. I forced myself to wake-up this morning otherwise I might still be sleeping, not that there’s anything wrong with that. In fact, I should just let go and sleep for as long sleep washes over me. I’ll give it a try tonight/tomorrow.
Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “7 of Swords: The Messenger. Carrying your plans through obstacles. Speed is important. Someone brings news or a message. Carelessness.” I need to be bold and decisive and move ahead full throttle with my plans. I need to go for it. Better to try and fail than not to try at all, is that not how the saying goes? I want a certain life and I should work toward living it. Besides, it is my life so I should be the sole author of it shouldn’t I. Yes, my life is my own to live and live it I must.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “7 of Swords: The Messenger. Carrying your plans through obstacles. Speed is important. Someone brings news or a message. Carelessness.” I need to be bold and decisive and move ahead full throttle with my plans. I need to go for it. Better to try and fail than not to try at all, is that not how the saying goes? I want a certain life and I should work toward living it. Besides, it is my life so I should be the sole author of it shouldn’t I. Yes, my life is my own to live and live it I must.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Wednesday, January 16, 2013
5 of Wands, Odd Dreams, Hard Work and Intuition
May I be in living my RV by this time next year as in January 2014? Where in my RV is not as important to me as merely living in my RV but hopefully it is somewhere warm.
I slept well however had a couple of odd dreams, dreams I cannot fully remember but the feeling of them remains, feelings that these dreams were rather odd and perhaps even a bit uncomfortable. Weird. . .
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “5 of Wands: The Hockey Game. The project meets resistance. Testing one’s ideas against others. An enjoyable struggle. Competition in the marketplace.” I guess I’m going to have to work super hard in order to get what I want such as life in or living my life in my RV and further making a living from my crafting business and other small business ventures. I think I can do it albeit be a difficult struggle to do so.
I just know that this is a dream of mine that needs chasing. My intuition is to just load all of my possessions into my RV and to take off down the road as is, with little money in the bank and an RV in a state of disrepair. But I’m resisting this sense of just doing it in order that I can put the RV back together a bit. I’d like the inside of the RV to be in a bit more of a liveable condition. I only need to remove the excess wood and other supplies not needed and button a few things up here and there and she is good to go. But then a little mechanical work will not be a bad thing either. But this should be done otherwise I could find myself broken down just a few miles down the road. . .
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
I slept well however had a couple of odd dreams, dreams I cannot fully remember but the feeling of them remains, feelings that these dreams were rather odd and perhaps even a bit uncomfortable. Weird. . .
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “5 of Wands: The Hockey Game. The project meets resistance. Testing one’s ideas against others. An enjoyable struggle. Competition in the marketplace.” I guess I’m going to have to work super hard in order to get what I want such as life in or living my life in my RV and further making a living from my crafting business and other small business ventures. I think I can do it albeit be a difficult struggle to do so.
I just know that this is a dream of mine that needs chasing. My intuition is to just load all of my possessions into my RV and to take off down the road as is, with little money in the bank and an RV in a state of disrepair. But I’m resisting this sense of just doing it in order that I can put the RV back together a bit. I’d like the inside of the RV to be in a bit more of a liveable condition. I only need to remove the excess wood and other supplies not needed and button a few things up here and there and she is good to go. But then a little mechanical work will not be a bad thing either. But this should be done otherwise I could find myself broken down just a few miles down the road. . .
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
IX The Hermit - Solitude
I slept very well last night so well in fact that I slept right through the night. Wonder if I missed anything? I had an amazing sleep and will not even try to remember my peaceful and serene dreams as I feel light and full of energy and I’m happy to be living in the this very present moment with my fingers punching out these words on the keyboard. Thank You Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “IX The Hermit: To fully understand something, sometimes you must escape it. Gaining perspective. Solitude. Study.” I believe fully that I had much time alone during my sleep as I feel refreshed and very relaxed. Today is and I am grateful to have it.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “IX The Hermit: To fully understand something, sometimes you must escape it. Gaining perspective. Solitude. Study.” I believe fully that I had much time alone during my sleep as I feel refreshed and very relaxed. Today is and I am grateful to have it.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Monday, January 14, 2013
Hard Lessons Learned
Slept okay however I quickly awoke around 4:34am as thoughts about my RV, my future, and my finances haunted me.
I feel better now because Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XIII Death: Endings are beginnings. A phase of life is over. Allowing time to mourn. A part of yourself has outlived its usefulness.”
Hard financial lessons were learned this past week as I drained my once flush account in order to pay down credit card debt. A hard lesson to learn because two years ago my account was over twice my debt and today hundreds of dollars is all I have. Two years ago a thought crossed my mind to pay my debt from my account as I could have done so and still be left with thousands in the bank. I opted to keep and spend that money instead. So here I am two years later with little money left and the same amount of debt. A very hard lesson learned yet again.
No more.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
I feel better now because Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XIII Death: Endings are beginnings. A phase of life is over. Allowing time to mourn. A part of yourself has outlived its usefulness.”
Hard financial lessons were learned this past week as I drained my once flush account in order to pay down credit card debt. A hard lesson to learn because two years ago my account was over twice my debt and today hundreds of dollars is all I have. Two years ago a thought crossed my mind to pay my debt from my account as I could have done so and still be left with thousands in the bank. I opted to keep and spend that money instead. So here I am two years later with little money left and the same amount of debt. A very hard lesson learned yet again.
No more.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Sunday, January 13, 2013
0 The Fool
We actually enjoyed our evening celebrating our friend’s birthday with her and her other friends a lot more than we thought we would. We did not leave the party until midnight. I slept in and could have slept much longer I’m sure but needed to awake and work with Tarot and be with Spirit.
Spirit Is and today's visiting Tarot card is "0 The Fool: Accepting and exploring one's sexual identity is a journey of self-discovery. Beginning a new and exciting venture. Going beyond the limits of social convention. A nonconformist." I always seem to be beginning new and exciting ventures and so in there lies my problem. I never follow through, I start things and that is as far as they go. However, I seem to be starting or restarting something that has been hiding in the shadows for some time and is now coming out and energizing me in ways I never thought possible. My thoughts are fresh and stronger than ever before and I am on my own path, the path I have created for myself and not following a path that I’m supposed to follow in order to fit neatly into what society expects of me.
I’ve got to be Free and I’ve got to be ME!
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Spirit Is and today's visiting Tarot card is "0 The Fool: Accepting and exploring one's sexual identity is a journey of self-discovery. Beginning a new and exciting venture. Going beyond the limits of social convention. A nonconformist." I always seem to be beginning new and exciting ventures and so in there lies my problem. I never follow through, I start things and that is as far as they go. However, I seem to be starting or restarting something that has been hiding in the shadows for some time and is now coming out and energizing me in ways I never thought possible. My thoughts are fresh and stronger than ever before and I am on my own path, the path I have created for myself and not following a path that I’m supposed to follow in order to fit neatly into what society expects of me.
I’ve got to be Free and I’ve got to be ME!
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Saturday, January 12, 2013
3 of Wands
We had a nice dinner with friends last night. We had an easy drive to their place which was very easy to find. Decided to leave 45 minutes early in case traffic was heavy as it usually is on the Queensborough Bridge but it was easy sailing and we were super early so we made a quick stop at staples so my partner could pick up a couple of binders.
Funny thing happened when we were walking out of the store though. As I was walking out of the store for a quick few seconds I seemed to somewhere else as I noticed and looked at an older small Class C RV parked at Home Depot. The air was warm and there seemed to be a lot of trees around but his only lasted a second or two.
We got home a little after 11pm last night and were in bed sometime after 11:30pm. I slept but not very soundly. I was cold and feeling a little sickly and still not 100 percent this morning. I had an instant coffee that is barely sitting in my stomach that is churning away and not in a good way.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “3 of Wands: Leaving the nest. Seeing progress. Something or someone you have nurtured must now strike out on their own." Perhaps, this has something to do with me find a market or avenue to sell my handcrafted cards or finding employment somewhere that feels comfortable to handle for awhile so I can take care of my finances so I can better pursue my real dreams and goals of life in a RV and all that this entails.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Funny thing happened when we were walking out of the store though. As I was walking out of the store for a quick few seconds I seemed to somewhere else as I noticed and looked at an older small Class C RV parked at Home Depot. The air was warm and there seemed to be a lot of trees around but his only lasted a second or two.
We got home a little after 11pm last night and were in bed sometime after 11:30pm. I slept but not very soundly. I was cold and feeling a little sickly and still not 100 percent this morning. I had an instant coffee that is barely sitting in my stomach that is churning away and not in a good way.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “3 of Wands: Leaving the nest. Seeing progress. Something or someone you have nurtured must now strike out on their own." Perhaps, this has something to do with me find a market or avenue to sell my handcrafted cards or finding employment somewhere that feels comfortable to handle for awhile so I can take care of my finances so I can better pursue my real dreams and goals of life in a RV and all that this entails.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Friday, January 11, 2013
VII The Chariot
Had to go through more of a healing cycle yesterday. Had a bit of a meltdown as I walked along the river in Pier Park here in New Westminster. Had to get a few things off my chest and what better way and a better place to do it than out by a river and out in the fresh air? I feel all the better for it even though it got a bit ugly. I am feeling truly cleansed and ready to move forward as a renewed person filled with new energy and a new sense of vitality and a sense of knowing what I need to do in order to live out my dreams and achieve my goals.
Thank You Spirit.
Had a restful night’s sleep and enjoyed a bit of the crisp, fresh air out on the deck as I worked with Tarot. Today’s visiting Tarot Card is “VII The Chariot: Among the highs and lows of life, make sure you enjoy the highs. At the top of one's game. Seizing an opportunity. Having everything under control (barely)". Got to keep myself connected with Spirit and the positive energy that abounds so this means daily meditation and reflection and fully immersing myself into my Spirituality and practice of Wicca/Witchcraft.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Thank You Spirit.
Had a restful night’s sleep and enjoyed a bit of the crisp, fresh air out on the deck as I worked with Tarot. Today’s visiting Tarot Card is “VII The Chariot: Among the highs and lows of life, make sure you enjoy the highs. At the top of one's game. Seizing an opportunity. Having everything under control (barely)". Got to keep myself connected with Spirit and the positive energy that abounds so this means daily meditation and reflection and fully immersing myself into my Spirituality and practice of Wicca/Witchcraft.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Thursday, January 10, 2013
7 of Cups
Another day behind us and we’re ten days into the New Year. Yesterday was a day of facing my demons and neutralizing and releasing all of the negativity and garbage I have collected in my life for the longest time. Asking for help from Kali I released all of my internal darkness and allowed it to be carried away with the burning incense and power of the waning moon. Thank You Kali.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “7 of Cups: The Bookstore. Choosing between different approaches. Contemplating choices when you should be acting.” And I certainly need to be acting if I expect to achieve my goals and live out my dreams. I need to build myself a solid foundation so I have a firm footing from where I can solidly pursue my dreams and goals this year and really bring them to fruition. I feel so much lighter and open this morning and much more receptive to the positive energy and light the universe has to offer. I feel restored. Thank You Spirit,
New ideas and approaches are coming to life that I never thought of before and like very much. I am in between jobs at the moment and do not want to leap into just any old job for the sake of being employed so these new ideas and approaches to my employment situation are a welcome relief.
One such idea is to put it out there to anyone reading, that I need a job. Any ideas, please let me know. My passions are Wicca, Witchcraft, Spirituality, Crafts, specifically making Handcrafted Cards, Beaded Bracelets, and Masquerade Ball Masks, RVs/RVing, Writing, and Ventriloquism.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “7 of Cups: The Bookstore. Choosing between different approaches. Contemplating choices when you should be acting.” And I certainly need to be acting if I expect to achieve my goals and live out my dreams. I need to build myself a solid foundation so I have a firm footing from where I can solidly pursue my dreams and goals this year and really bring them to fruition. I feel so much lighter and open this morning and much more receptive to the positive energy and light the universe has to offer. I feel restored. Thank You Spirit,
New ideas and approaches are coming to life that I never thought of before and like very much. I am in between jobs at the moment and do not want to leap into just any old job for the sake of being employed so these new ideas and approaches to my employment situation are a welcome relief.
One such idea is to put it out there to anyone reading, that I need a job. Any ideas, please let me know. My passions are Wicca, Witchcraft, Spirituality, Crafts, specifically making Handcrafted Cards, Beaded Bracelets, and Masquerade Ball Masks, RVs/RVing, Writing, and Ventriloquism.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
Youth of Wands
Well sleep was good. I awoke briefly a couple of times, got up to go pee but otherwise slept rather soundly. I do not recall my dreams but I should make a conscious effort to try to as they could assist me in achieving my goals and living out my dreams.
Since it is the waning moon I’m in the process of releasing negativity and negative energy from my life in order to evoke real change in my life. As I reflect on the past I see many patterns in my life that repeat over and over and this is also reflected in the Tarot Cards I draw each day and the feelings and thoughts each of the cards pull into my conscious mind. Change is needed and change is coming. I’ve been absorbing as much as I can from Tarot and all of the witchy books and magazines I have at my disposal even going back to my old source book that I compiled a little more than a decade ago after being introduced to Wicca and Witchcraft by a new co-worker. Thank You Mary Jo.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the "Youth of Wands: Focusing attention on something. Reaching for a goal from a possibly unsteady foundation."
Now I am focusing on a goal and the foundation I’m on is an unsteady one however it is a goal I do believe I need to pursue s this is one reason I’ve taken to reflection and the decision to make some serious changes in my life. When I meditate or just be visions come into my mind where I’m doing things I want to do but where I’m doing them is not where I am today, if this makes any sense. In these mental pictures I seem to be very close to or very easily able to be close to or in the midst of nature.
I see outdoor altars and casting magical circles out under the darkness of sky. At times as I mentally appear to be looking out a window the scenery is always changing from day to day or week to week, I never appear to be in any one place for very long however nature is always within arm’s reach so-to-speak. I appear to be traveling and these mental pictures may just be reflections of my dream of traveling throughout North America or plain, old wishful thinking but they sure do fill me with great energy and really make me feel alive.
Perhaps, I need to expand my social circles and connect with people all around Canada, the US, and Mexico so I can live out this dream of mine and travel along the many highways and byways of these great lands and live life to the fullest.
Now how do I pay for all of this travel? Ah, handcrafted greeting cards, other crafts. . .I do have talents I can take on the road with me. . .hhhmmm. . .
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Since it is the waning moon I’m in the process of releasing negativity and negative energy from my life in order to evoke real change in my life. As I reflect on the past I see many patterns in my life that repeat over and over and this is also reflected in the Tarot Cards I draw each day and the feelings and thoughts each of the cards pull into my conscious mind. Change is needed and change is coming. I’ve been absorbing as much as I can from Tarot and all of the witchy books and magazines I have at my disposal even going back to my old source book that I compiled a little more than a decade ago after being introduced to Wicca and Witchcraft by a new co-worker. Thank You Mary Jo.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the "Youth of Wands: Focusing attention on something. Reaching for a goal from a possibly unsteady foundation."
Now I am focusing on a goal and the foundation I’m on is an unsteady one however it is a goal I do believe I need to pursue s this is one reason I’ve taken to reflection and the decision to make some serious changes in my life. When I meditate or just be visions come into my mind where I’m doing things I want to do but where I’m doing them is not where I am today, if this makes any sense. In these mental pictures I seem to be very close to or very easily able to be close to or in the midst of nature.
I see outdoor altars and casting magical circles out under the darkness of sky. At times as I mentally appear to be looking out a window the scenery is always changing from day to day or week to week, I never appear to be in any one place for very long however nature is always within arm’s reach so-to-speak. I appear to be traveling and these mental pictures may just be reflections of my dream of traveling throughout North America or plain, old wishful thinking but they sure do fill me with great energy and really make me feel alive.
Perhaps, I need to expand my social circles and connect with people all around Canada, the US, and Mexico so I can live out this dream of mine and travel along the many highways and byways of these great lands and live life to the fullest.
Now how do I pay for all of this travel? Ah, handcrafted greeting cards, other crafts. . .I do have talents I can take on the road with me. . .hhhmmm. . .
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
XVI Revelation
I slept through the night as I must have cleansed myself enough emotionally, spiritually and physically yesterday to allow myself a good night’s sleep. Yesterday was a day of thought and reflection for me and I discovered, re-discovered and realized that I’ve not been a really nice guy for the past ten or so years and that I’ve been simply floating through my life not wanting to make any effort to realize any of my dreams or goals but rather have them handed to me on a silver platter.
I made a consciousness change in my life last night and the difference that made was immediate. Our place was filled with unconditional love and a vibrant energy that I remember feeling before but have not felt in a very long time. Thank You Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XVI Revelation: While it is usually best to tell the truth about yourself to those who are close to you, it can be a painful experience. A necessary deconstruction of the status quo. Having to tell someone an unwelcome truth. A new idea which upsets others".
I came clean with myself yesterday and it was a painful experience to admit my own faults to myself and realize that I needed real change in my life. The last few days I’ve experienced much eye opening and healing and feel much better and stronger from it. I feel more connected to and with and more aligned to the cosmic forces that fill our lives on a daily basis. “XVI Revelation” may have more in store for me today than I know but I’m ready for it because the best is still yet to come and I need to let go of all that is holding me back from creating and living the life I want.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
I made a consciousness change in my life last night and the difference that made was immediate. Our place was filled with unconditional love and a vibrant energy that I remember feeling before but have not felt in a very long time. Thank You Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XVI Revelation: While it is usually best to tell the truth about yourself to those who are close to you, it can be a painful experience. A necessary deconstruction of the status quo. Having to tell someone an unwelcome truth. A new idea which upsets others".
I came clean with myself yesterday and it was a painful experience to admit my own faults to myself and realize that I needed real change in my life. The last few days I’ve experienced much eye opening and healing and feel much better and stronger from it. I feel more connected to and with and more aligned to the cosmic forces that fill our lives on a daily basis. “XVI Revelation” may have more in store for me today than I know but I’m ready for it because the best is still yet to come and I need to let go of all that is holding me back from creating and living the life I want.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Monday, January 7, 2013
Dreams?
My dream is to move into my RV and live my life from the confines of this house on wheels as I travel across North America. This is my dream in a nutshell and how I do it is what it is, I guess. However getting into the RV is the most difficult challenge I’m facing at the moment. For one, I’ve let the RV sit now going on seven years. Second, I’m in an established relationship. Third, I’m living a comfortable life. Fourth, my finances suck. All of these can be overcome or worked through I’m sure but maybe I’m not ready or just too damn fearful to make the decisions that need to be made.
I slept well last night and at one point awoke to see visions of animals floating above the bed. One unidentifiable one came very close to me and it seemed kind of large, round, almost sprawled out as its legs seemed not able to carry its weight. Then a German Shepherd became clearly visible to me before I drifted off to sleep.
Thank You Spirit and Spirit Is.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card is the "9 of Swords: Unquiet Dreams. Stress. Worries. Mental tapes which play over and over." This is certainly true of me as I do ponder things a little too much and lock certain thoughts into my mind that almost haunt me on a daily basis as they are always there hiding in the shadows. But I understand this a little more today and need to develop a clear plan that outlines my goals and dreams and how I can go about achieving and living them.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
I slept well last night and at one point awoke to see visions of animals floating above the bed. One unidentifiable one came very close to me and it seemed kind of large, round, almost sprawled out as its legs seemed not able to carry its weight. Then a German Shepherd became clearly visible to me before I drifted off to sleep.
Thank You Spirit and Spirit Is.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card is the "9 of Swords: Unquiet Dreams. Stress. Worries. Mental tapes which play over and over." This is certainly true of me as I do ponder things a little too much and lock certain thoughts into my mind that almost haunt me on a daily basis as they are always there hiding in the shadows. But I understand this a little more today and need to develop a clear plan that outlines my goals and dreams and how I can go about achieving and living them.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Sunday, January 6, 2013
Touched by Isis
Awoke a little later today than since we returned from Boston. I did get up to go pee in the middle of the night but unlike previous times did not fall back to sleep quickly. This is a good thing though as it helps me to get back in sync with our own time zone.
Last night I read an article on pages 12-15 in issue 83 of Sage Woman magazine and discovered Isis, "Queen of Heaven and Mistress of Magic". As I finished reading the article my fingers were tingling and I had an intuitive sense of a deep connection with the Divine. The article, "Finding Isis Sheltered by Her Wings" was written by Jen McConnel who revisited her travel to Egypt to find and connect with Isis, a connection that appeared to not be in the cards for her until they visited Upper Egypt and the temple of Philae.
Thank you Isis for touching me!
Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “VI The Lovers: A relationship is always a mingling of differences. A powerful relationship. Seeing both sides of an issue. Flexibility". I obviously need to step back and observe things in life as an outsider in order to have a better understanding of my life and where I am in life as well as decisions or the decisions I need to make in my life in order for me to move forward in a more positive and loving way.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Last night I read an article on pages 12-15 in issue 83 of Sage Woman magazine and discovered Isis, "Queen of Heaven and Mistress of Magic". As I finished reading the article my fingers were tingling and I had an intuitive sense of a deep connection with the Divine. The article, "Finding Isis Sheltered by Her Wings" was written by Jen McConnel who revisited her travel to Egypt to find and connect with Isis, a connection that appeared to not be in the cards for her until they visited Upper Egypt and the temple of Philae.
Thank you Isis for touching me!
Spirit is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “VI The Lovers: A relationship is always a mingling of differences. A powerful relationship. Seeing both sides of an issue. Flexibility". I obviously need to step back and observe things in life as an outsider in order to have a better understanding of my life and where I am in life as well as decisions or the decisions I need to make in my life in order for me to move forward in a more positive and loving way.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Saturday, January 5, 2013
Belief and Action
I slept decently enough I suppose although I didn’t really want to get out of bed sleep at 5:40am was fleeting so what the heck, let’s get out of bed. I tried to focus on Spirit and develop positive thoughts about my day however I only made a mediocre attempt, but none-the-less an attempt. Spirit always Is and Spirit is always with me regardless of my thoughts or lack thereof.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card fell onto the floor as I was in the process of shuffling my deck, the “Man of Coins: Responsible and hard-working. Reliable. Dependable.” I looked a little more deeply into this card in another book as I was not feeling any of what is written above and feel more close to what this other Tarot book has to offer in regards to the “Man of Coins”, such a slowing finances, timidity, lack of motivation, and stagnation.
I need positive thoughts and actions in my life. I also need to believe in and pursue my dreams with fervor.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card fell onto the floor as I was in the process of shuffling my deck, the “Man of Coins: Responsible and hard-working. Reliable. Dependable.” I looked a little more deeply into this card in another book as I was not feeling any of what is written above and feel more close to what this other Tarot book has to offer in regards to the “Man of Coins”, such a slowing finances, timidity, lack of motivation, and stagnation.
I need positive thoughts and actions in my life. I also need to believe in and pursue my dreams with fervor.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Friday, January 4, 2013
Perspectives
I slept well last night even with getting up to go pee. Going pee then seems like just a dream to me now as I barely remember awaking and doing that because I fell asleep so quickly afterward and slept soundly until I awoke and got up around 5am.
I communed a little with Spirit before awaking too much or opening my eyes as I read about in my new magical almanac from Llewellyn. I feel that it has helped me maintain my Spiritual connection, helped me to start my day off on the right foot and has already transformed my life, transformed my life for the better. I make and sell crafts from my RV, I practice Spirit, I write, I travel in, sleep in, and work from my RV. My RV has in it what people want to see. I am open and receptive to wealth and money from both expected and unexpected resources. My bank account is always balanced and filled with money.
I am.
Spirit Is.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “2 of Cups: The Dialogue. A balanced relationship. Being able to see things from the other’s perspective.” I understand completely as my partner outlined his concerns as I am in between jobs now and must share with him my efforts of finding new employment. I am working for myself however I am still more in the process of making crafts such as my handcrafted cards than I am selling anything.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
I communed a little with Spirit before awaking too much or opening my eyes as I read about in my new magical almanac from Llewellyn. I feel that it has helped me maintain my Spiritual connection, helped me to start my day off on the right foot and has already transformed my life, transformed my life for the better. I make and sell crafts from my RV, I practice Spirit, I write, I travel in, sleep in, and work from my RV. My RV has in it what people want to see. I am open and receptive to wealth and money from both expected and unexpected resources. My bank account is always balanced and filled with money.
I am.
Spirit Is.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “2 of Cups: The Dialogue. A balanced relationship. Being able to see things from the other’s perspective.” I understand completely as my partner outlined his concerns as I am in between jobs now and must share with him my efforts of finding new employment. I am working for myself however I am still more in the process of making crafts such as my handcrafted cards than I am selling anything.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Thursday, January 3, 2013
The Magician
Back in elementary school when I was in Grade 1 maybe Grade 2 I never imagined the year 2013. Back then I only imagined what 1984 was going to be like as that was the year I would likely graduate from high school. And yet here we are twenty-nine years after my high school graduation in the year 2013. Going into the years of the 2000’s never crossed my mind until pretty much 1999.
I slept well as Spirit was strong and with me throughout the night. And as I was going about my morning routine, if there is even a routine I do I got to thinking about having a house gnome and a way in which I could invite him into our home. The idea that came to mind is to have a gnome statue in the house but not the usual size I see but rather a miniature one if such a thing exists. We always have good food in the house so I’m sure he’d like it here. So now I have a project to work on and add to the list of the many projects I need to do.
The beautiful Moon is visible in the dark morning sky as is Jupiter, really comforting to see these celestial objects in the sky, even see a few twinkling stars. Thank you Spirit.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card is “I The Magician: To live fully, one must create a life, not merely react to it. Creativity. Ability. Making something happen.” Another reminder to me that I have the ability and know-how to create the life I want, I just need to do it, that’s all. I need to take action and create my life in the fashion I want to see my life. I must work on that all day today and each day after.
Thank you Spirit.
Blessed Be.
I slept well as Spirit was strong and with me throughout the night. And as I was going about my morning routine, if there is even a routine I do I got to thinking about having a house gnome and a way in which I could invite him into our home. The idea that came to mind is to have a gnome statue in the house but not the usual size I see but rather a miniature one if such a thing exists. We always have good food in the house so I’m sure he’d like it here. So now I have a project to work on and add to the list of the many projects I need to do.
The beautiful Moon is visible in the dark morning sky as is Jupiter, really comforting to see these celestial objects in the sky, even see a few twinkling stars. Thank you Spirit.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card is “I The Magician: To live fully, one must create a life, not merely react to it. Creativity. Ability. Making something happen.” Another reminder to me that I have the ability and know-how to create the life I want, I just need to do it, that’s all. I need to take action and create my life in the fashion I want to see my life. I must work on that all day today and each day after.
Thank you Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
Happy New Year
Happy New Year! May 2013 be the Year of Fulfilling All of Our Dreams!
I only got around to writing for the first two days of our trip to Boston and it stopped there. Boston was as are many places around the world, in the throes of winter. It was cold and then it even snowed for us. We toured the USS Constitution again, we took a boat tour of Boston Harbour, Boston University and surround neighbourhood, and we took time out of a couple of days to take in the Museum of Fine Arts. And I made it to “Cheers”. We had lunch in the original bar that the series was based on and a quick tour of the “set” bar where they filmed the long running TV series. I had my photo taken while sitting on the stool that was once occupied by Dr. Frasier Crane, Kelsey Grammer who later resurrected this character in his own series Fraser.
We celebrated New Year’s with my partner’s family and a couple of friends from Boston who ended up doing most of the New Year’s Eve food preparations.
The suite we stayed in is in an older house that we found to be a bit too much on the cold side as we also find about our friend’s place and where partner’s niece is also staying. The old room radiators just cannot heat a house to our comfort level, I guess.
Our flight left Boston yesterday at 8:19, our flight to Chicago, that is. We spent 2-3 hours at O’Hare before our 4.5 hour flight from there back to Vancouver. The day and flights were too long after a short night of almost non-existent sleep.
Our dear, sweet friend thankfully picked us up at the airport. So we gave him our gifts as well as took him out for dinner. We stayed awake as long as we could but crawled into bed around 9:30pm. I opened my eyes around 4:44am and crawled out of bed at about 5am.
Tarot Cards from the last days of December (27th) until yesterday are: "6 of Wands"; "Guide of Cups"; “XIV Temperance”; “Guide of Coins”; “VI The Lovers"; and the “Ace of Wands".
With yesterday being New Year’s day and the Tarot Card being the Ace of Wands, I tried my best to keep my focus on my crafts RVing, Wicca, Tarot, Spirit, Writing, Ventriloquism, and Travel as I’ve read that in some belief systems that whatever occupies your time, thoughts, and activities on this day will be what fills the year ahead.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XII The Hanged Man: Living in the moment. Being fully absorbed in the present. Nonattachment to goals. Seeing things from a new angle."
Living in the moment and non-attachment to my goals are what will help me to achieve them this year. 2012 was a good year in laying out a decent foundation for me to build upon. I worked on the RV and made significant progress in making her my own and I ended the year working on and selling my cards, a sure sign that using my talents and making crafts is a good way to earn a living and live life on the road. Spring is the perfect time to set off on just such an adventure and Spring 2013 is the perfect time to do it.
Thank You Spirit!
Blessed Be.
I only got around to writing for the first two days of our trip to Boston and it stopped there. Boston was as are many places around the world, in the throes of winter. It was cold and then it even snowed for us. We toured the USS Constitution again, we took a boat tour of Boston Harbour, Boston University and surround neighbourhood, and we took time out of a couple of days to take in the Museum of Fine Arts. And I made it to “Cheers”. We had lunch in the original bar that the series was based on and a quick tour of the “set” bar where they filmed the long running TV series. I had my photo taken while sitting on the stool that was once occupied by Dr. Frasier Crane, Kelsey Grammer who later resurrected this character in his own series Fraser.
We celebrated New Year’s with my partner’s family and a couple of friends from Boston who ended up doing most of the New Year’s Eve food preparations.
The suite we stayed in is in an older house that we found to be a bit too much on the cold side as we also find about our friend’s place and where partner’s niece is also staying. The old room radiators just cannot heat a house to our comfort level, I guess.
Our flight left Boston yesterday at 8:19, our flight to Chicago, that is. We spent 2-3 hours at O’Hare before our 4.5 hour flight from there back to Vancouver. The day and flights were too long after a short night of almost non-existent sleep.
Our dear, sweet friend thankfully picked us up at the airport. So we gave him our gifts as well as took him out for dinner. We stayed awake as long as we could but crawled into bed around 9:30pm. I opened my eyes around 4:44am and crawled out of bed at about 5am.
Tarot Cards from the last days of December (27th) until yesterday are: "6 of Wands"; "Guide of Cups"; “XIV Temperance”; “Guide of Coins”; “VI The Lovers"; and the “Ace of Wands".
With yesterday being New Year’s day and the Tarot Card being the Ace of Wands, I tried my best to keep my focus on my crafts RVing, Wicca, Tarot, Spirit, Writing, Ventriloquism, and Travel as I’ve read that in some belief systems that whatever occupies your time, thoughts, and activities on this day will be what fills the year ahead.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XII The Hanged Man: Living in the moment. Being fully absorbed in the present. Nonattachment to goals. Seeing things from a new angle."
Living in the moment and non-attachment to my goals are what will help me to achieve them this year. 2012 was a good year in laying out a decent foundation for me to build upon. I worked on the RV and made significant progress in making her my own and I ended the year working on and selling my cards, a sure sign that using my talents and making crafts is a good way to earn a living and live life on the road. Spring is the perfect time to set off on just such an adventure and Spring 2013 is the perfect time to do it.
Thank You Spirit!
Blessed Be.
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