Tender Loving Care and the 3 of Wands

Had a difficult time sleeping after awaking and then beating myself up over the things I should have done but didn’t do and how things would be so different now.  I lost a couple of hours of sleep doing that, thankfully, my tiredness and sleep overtook my thoughts.  What is done is done and I’m stuck here in the present as it is.  I need to accept the state of things as they are and move on, finding ways to build on my talents and possessions and make things work for me.

I have things I’ve always wanted to have and must ever be thankful for this.  I’m blessed with an RV and two ventriloquist’s puppets.  Sure the RV is old and a bit run down but as the phrase that came to mind this morning states, all she needs is a little bit of “tender loving care”.  I can do that, my horoscope and Tarot Card of the day re-enforce this idea and need for love to come pouring out of me, my heart and soul.  Love, work on my desires, goals, and dreams with love and sureness in my heart and I will succeed beyond measure.

No fooling myself though, it will be tough work and likely filled with many ups and downs but it so worthwhile because I’m doing out of love, love for myself, my partner, my family, my friends, and this wonderful world we live on.  Love.

I knew that today’s visiting Tarot Card was going to have an impact and boy does it ever.  Thank You Spirit!

Today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “3 of Wands: Leaving the nest.  Seeing progress.  Something or someone you have nurtured must now strike out on their own."  I must strike out on my own.  It’s time.  These last several weeks have really come together and made a difference in my life.  Wow!  I never thought about how much impact “love” could have on this world until this morning.  I’ve simply gone through the motions of “love” and not really “loving” as I should. 

Thank You Spirit! 

Thank You, Thank You, I cannot Thank You Enough for what you have done for me today.  Thank You Spirit for being in my life.  Thank You for Your Continued Presence and Guidance and may all that I do be out of Love and Harm None.

So Mote it Be.

Blessed Be.

XIV Temperance

Yesterday was a bit of weird strange day.  I’m not sure what was afoot however I was never quite with all through the day.  I studied for a very short time, cleaned house, had lunch, saw the doctor, came back home and time just kept escaping me and before I knew it we were entertaining a friend and then it was midnight when we were going to bed.  I slept very poorly last night and even though I’ve been up for a little less than two hours I feel like I’ll be ready for bed in fairly short order.

The weather is on the warmer side however it is still a rather cold 5 degrees Celsius and not a warm 5 degrees.  Must be the gray clouds, rainy skies and wind from the north.  But I like the weather all the same, always mindful for what Mother Nature brings our way here on the mild west coast of Canada.

Thank You Spirit.

In my barely awake state I made the effort to work with Tarot and I barely got into shuffling the deck of cards when today’s visiting Tarot Card leapt from the deck to make his presence known, “XIV Temperance: Mix things up a little.  Combining separate elements to create something new.  Moderation (not too much of each flavour).  Flexibility.”  I like this card and in thinking about and looking at another deck of cards I understand Temperance a little bit more.  The opposing forces working in my life are the desire to be the road in an RV and the responsibility of working.

I have the desire and the courage and ability to hit the road in an RV however I do not have the financial means to do so or so I think.  So these forces of desire and responsibility seem to be in opposition to one another but maybe I just need to approach this seeming roadblock from a new angle.  I can get the RV as ready as possible and take off and then “fly by the seat of my pants” or I can seek and gain part time or temporary employment as I fix up the RV and then head out on weekend excursions in the RV and slowly build up a “nest egg” of sorts so I can extend those weekends into weeks, months, then years.

I think this second option is something I can live with as during this time I will also be more fully engaged with my practice and study of Wicca and Tarot, two areas that will strengthen my abilities to seek out and live life on the road in the best and fullest manner possible.  So Mote it Be.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.