Monday, July 4, 2016. Happy Independence Day to all our American neighbours!
Hope everyone is having a great time south of the border.
Had a bit of a sleepless night. I think I was a bit too hot to rest comfortably and some of those nagging worries of the past came back to haunt my dreams...ugh!
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is “XVI Revelation: While it is usually best to tell the truth about yourself to those who are close to you, it can be a painful experience. A necessary destruction of the status quo. Having to tell someone an unwelcome truth. A new idea which upsets others.”
Come this September I'll be receiving a raise by about $1.00 per hour and I've been offered the use of a company vehicle. The raise is welcome and I'll likely accept using the company vehicle as then I do not have to worry so much about the high cost of fuel and all of the maintenance is taken care of by the company. This for me is acceptable for the short term as I do not plan to be with the company much longer as I have to get on the road and get on the road soon. I feel that my life depends on it!
"Having to tell someone an unwelcome truth" and "A new idea which upsets others" stand out for me today. But I also feel that "A necessary destruction of the status quo" may be in order to. But can I pinpoint precisely what I'm getting at is the question. And the only answer I can come up with is, I think not.
I'm perplexed!
Should I quit my job? Renege on all of my debts and start from scratch? Should I abandon this, my spiritual life and simply work at a job that I just do feel like doing anymore. Should I give up my dream of living life on the road?
Yes, I should quit my job. No, I should not renege on all of my debts. No, I should definitely not abandon my spiritual life, it is what keeps me going and the job I have does fit what I feel my needs are and what I can give back to it. And no, I should not give up on my dream of living life on the road.
I am me and I need to let all the world know that I want to escape this, my stationary lifestyle and instead live a life likely filled with more risks and trials and tribulations but living such a life, a life on the road excites me and fills me with a great love, joy, and happiness.
Thank You Spirit.
Namaste.
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