Wednesday, April 30, 2014. My sleep was decent but interrupted with worry and anxiety both personal and work related. Personal things as regrets over missing opportunities and not doing enough to work toward my goals and dreams when I had sufficient time to do so. Work wise simple worry about forgetting to order enough supplies for today’s deliveries. I’ve got to move beyond my regrets over what I’ve missed or not done in the past and instead look to the future and all that I can and will do if I simply put my mind to it. At work I think I’m finding my groove and things are humming along as my experience at the company increases with each passing day.
Thank You Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XX Beyond Judgement: Self-acceptance must come before liberation. Freedom from others’ expectations. Trying to make conditions better for others. Altruism. Pride. Self-acceptance.”
I need to face facts and make decisions accordingly. A big part of this is to live for myself more than I live for others and this is where the big part of my problem lies. I also need to move beyond the past and keep my eyes and focus on the present and into the future as this is where my life is going—into the future. Allowing myself to be bothered by and haunted by past mistakes and regrets is holding me back and I’m spinning my wheels and going nowhere fast.
I am where I am and I need to accept this knowing full well I have more than one opportunity to get to where I want to. All I need to do is take one step at a time and continue to dream about my future, through my goals and dreams as I work one day at a time to get there.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
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