3 of Swords and Creating One's Own Emotional Storm

Thursday, April 18th, 2014.  I slept surprisingly well last night.  I did awake on occasion and was fully aware that I did however I was not fully conscious and was likely back to sleep in seconds.  The mornings as usual are a bit rushed but I’m managing to deal with the up and out of bed and almost as quickly scarping down breakfast and running out the door.
Walking into work this morning was like what I imagine to be like walking into a firestorm.  It was dark, intense, and heated.  I felt like my life was over as I knew it however the as the day ticked by the day ended very calmly and peacefully, ended on a high note I would have to say.  No apparent customer complaints, no complaints from the drivers and relatively minor complaints from the owners, not really complaints, more like constructive criticism.  I look forward to walking into work on Monday and for now this Easter long weekend is all about relaxing and enjoying my relationship and my hobbies and other interests.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “3 of Swords: The Wreckage.  Feeling heavy-hearted after an emotional storm.  Feeling hurt or betrayed.”

When I saw the “3 of Swords” I knew instantly that it appeared because I was betraying and hurting myself through my sloppy workmanship on the job.  My attention span and ability to look at and cross-check my work were lacking in due care and attention.  This was quickly brought to my attention by the owner of the company yesterday afternoon.  When he left my office after a positive chat with me I proceeded to cross-check all of the work I did up until that point and continued on doing the same today and it works!

So sometimes we do not need another person’s involvement to feel hurt and betrayed and emotionally drained because of some situation or circumstance in our life.  We can do this to ourselves.  As much as I thought I was doing a good job I was proven to be wrong and this is a good thing.  I’ve been given the chance to and encouraged to change and succeed at this job and this is exactly what I intend to do.  It’s not simply a job but a career, a short-term career that will allow me to succeed in all areas of my life.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.