Saturday, April 19th, 2014. An odd night of dreams but I slept well. In one I was driving my old RV into my hometown with my eldest brother who passed away many years ago and in another I was living in a van conversion while still working at my present job. I have a faint recollection of another dream however it’s too hazy for me to put into words how to best describe it—although I think it had to do with nature, a natural formation of some kind. Could be something like the Devil’s Tower in Wyoming as I was thinking about that briefly, yesterday.
Yesterday was decent day where I ran a couple of errands and made some progress on one of my longest desired hobbies that is finally coming together after many decades of wishful thinking but I had to change scales in order to do it. Who would of thought, that’s all it would take? I also did a few home chores and even found time to relax as the day wore on and it was soon evening and time for dinner. We watched a movie, “The Iron Lady”, a good movie and a great performance by Meryl Streep as always.
Thank You Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “Man of Cups: An emotional adventurer. Tendency to want to emotionally rescue others. Drawn to emotional crises.”
A day where emotional sensitivity is the feature of the day. Could involve new flirtations and new love/romance however it can also be a time to be more creative in an existing relationship and re-ignite the love affair that started it all in the first place. Become more sensitive to your own as well as your partner’s emotions and see the unlimited possibilities and potential to rekindle romance and strengthen your relationship. But the warning is not to allow yourself to become too sensitive to the emotions of others where you want to fix their problems for them. Focus more on yourself and your existing relationship first before coming to the rescue of others-be objective and detached don’t let it become your problem.
Today’s visiting Tarot Card brings along with it the “Guide of Coins: Seeing the magic in the mundane. Spiritual fulfillment from nature. Finding joy in the ordinary.”
Nurturing, enjoying the ordinariness of simple living. No need or desire for extreme living or adventures, simply enjoying a mundane lifestyle and appreciating all that I have while living life instead of simply living it. Confused?
It’s about living with purpose, living with control over one’s life rather than merely reacting to it. About writing your own story and appreciating your place in life and actively living it rather than moping about and wanting more. Give to your life, actively live it. Yes, this can be hard to do and I struggle with it every day however when I actively participate in my life I enjoy each of those days more than any other. Thursday was like this as was yesterday. I’m living the life I desire now, am I doing all that I desire to do? Heck, no! But I’m living my life with the knowledge that I’ll get to where I want to be soon enough and am simply enjoying the journey before I get there so I’ll do home chores like laundry, dishes, or scrubbing the sink-it’s therapeutic and time to spend with Spirit.
What may come about today is represented by the “7 of Wands: Fighting the wind. A Quixotic struggle. Winning against the odds. Confrontation.”
I’m my own worst enemy when it comes to seeking out and achieving my goals, dreams, and desires. I’m the biggest opposition I face in terms of living the life I most desire and cherish or that I think I most desire and cherish. I’ve opened myself to other possibilities and am doing my best to be flexible and as open-minded as possible as t what my life can and has yet to become while still trying to be in the driver’s seat. Sometimes absolute surrender can be the best choice to make. Maybe this is what today may bring-absolute surrender to divine wisdom and direction for my life. Or do I fight for what I believe in, fight to maintain my morals, principles, and ethics. To fight for what I want my life to be?
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
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