Yesterday was a lazy day at home. Piddled around doing a whole lot of nothing save for maybe a little bit planning.
I washed up a few model components of a building I need to put together for my model railroad as they've been collecting dust for the past few months. Unfortunately some if not most of the Humbrol paints I bought have dried up a lot so I'm not sure how much of any of the dozen or colours I will be able to use. I picked them up over the past several years and only started to use them in the last few months so I shouldn't be surprised that they are kind of past the best before dates.
I read a little and also shuffled my Tarot Decks here and there as I watched an episode of "The Walking Dead". I tuning into this show more in a purely spiritual sense than mere entertainment and the it's changed the way I see and understand the show. I did this after the season opener which I found to be highly disturbing and brutal.
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is the "6 of Coins: Dependence. Resentment because of financial dependence on another. Charity. An unequal relationship."
Although the description of today's "6 of Coins" is about dependence the energy I feel from this particular "6 of Coins" is anything but that. I feel more of a prosperous energy in the air where harmony, success and good fortune abound. The image is one where the young man is withdrawing money that he rightfully earned and is rightfully able to withdraw as he pleases. In a sense I guess "Dependence" is maybe a matter of interpretation such as dependence on the banks to hold our money for us and having it there for us when we have need of it. Or being dependent on ourselves to earn our own keep through self-employment such as what I moving toward.
Thank You Spirit.
I don't really remember much of, that is to say, if I had any dreams last night. I have a vague sense that I was in the midst of or had just finished speaking to a crowd, all the while I was sleeping. I felt like I had a real presence somewhere but not in a way where any attention was placed or focused on me. Realistically speaking, I feel like I closed my eyes around 11pm and then was simply awake around 5:30am.
Spirit Is and today's Wildwood Tarot Energy is "21 The World Tree: The universe and all its blessings are available to everyone who seeks knowledge and wisdom with a sincere heart. On every level, the cosmos has a generous bounty and gives freely of its rich nourishment and fulfillment. No matter how long the journey of life may be, however many twists and turns the maze may offer us, in the end, if we persevere, we will reach the point of fulfillment. This may relate to material gain and wealth or to spiritual happiness and emotional security, but after the long process of learning, responsibility and rebirth, it is now time to bathe in the light of renewal, attainment and personal triumph. Breathe in the rich air, drink of the sweet water and rejoice in the warming fire of the universal life force."
Meditating with candle flames and the rich scent of burning incense, shuffling the Wildwood Tarot as the "21 The World Tree" leaps out of the deck not once but twice to become the Tarot Energy of the Day. I "Breathe in the rich air, drink of the sweet water and rejoice in the warming fire of the universal life force" as I humbly "bathe in the light of renewal, attainment and personal triumph."
I know.
I understand.
Thank You Spirit.
What a dream I was having until the alarm sounded...arrggghhh.
In this dream I was anticipating and or being expected to put on a performance of some kind. But first I had to get down to the beach to find my partner but had to have permission first. So I slid down some sort of slide to a grassy area before hitting the sand. Before knowing whether or not my search was successful I suddenly found myself talking about my performance and asking "Where are my lights?" The sun was blazing outside, and it's light was blinding. Then I found myself walking with my partner somewhere then we were retracing our steps to a front desk of sorts, a hotel maybe not sure but not the place we needed to be. We were going to take some stairs then the alarm awoke me.
Spirit Is and today's energy is the “Ace of Cups: A gift of love. The beginning of a love affair, friendship, or partnership.”
"A gift of love" is what I feel I've been given this day. Between the dream and the energy of the “Ace of Cups" I feel much more light and love in my life. The day has a different feel about it. And the dream I had this morning felt like a glimpse into the very near future...as it felt imminent and on the verge of happening...let's see what tonight brings and where my dreams take me as I sleep the night away.
Thank You Spirit.
Sleep was going very well until about 4am and then it was tossing and turning until the alarm serenaded us...one of us from a good sleep and me from an annoying couple of hours of wanting to sleep more...I was not wanting to get out of bed this morning. And I wanted to have more dreams like I was having earlier in the night where I was sitting in one of the big leather chairs at Old Crow Coffee doing a reading for a young blond guy who had some questions about his life and seeing the 4 of Wands, 4 of Cups, the 4 of Coins and the 4 of Swords appear gave him some heightened concern...but the reading went well and he left feeling relieved and looking forward to the days ahead.
Spirit Is and today's visiting Tarot Energy is "I The Magician: To live fully, one must create a life, not merely react to it. Creativity. Ability. Making something happen.”
When I contemplate the appearance of "The Magician" today, the first thought that came to mind is that he's a reminder that I am now actively "Making something happen” with my life. With the creation my "manifestation box" and through becoming more in tune with Nature I'm doing more today than I have in a long time to transition from an external job to self-employment and engaging myself full-time in the world of Spiritual Guidance and Tarot Card Reading.
Back in November I do believe, I picked up an Italian Stone Pine "Yule Tree" from our local Safeway store and last night I finally introduced myself to her. However, it was not until the middle of night that I learned her name, Rowena so I went out and let her know that it was night to meet her and finally know her name. She's grown about an inch since I brought her home and is likely in need of a bigger pot. I'm going to keep her around as long as I can before finding a new home for where she can really stretch out her branches and become a loving tree for generations to come.
This is a great for all of us to reflect on our lives to see if we like our lives as they are or perhaps a desire for change has been brewing for a spell. What better time than now is to "create a life, not merely react to it". Out with the old life and in with the new one along with a new year! Sounds like a great plan to me.
Thank You Spirit.
Our weekend trip to Victoria has come and gone and we're back home. I've gained new knowledge, wisdom, and power knowing without a shadow of a doubt that I'm on the right path as Spirit Guide and Tarot Card Reader.
Whether it was the weekend get-a-way, visiting Sooke Potholes Regional Park and witnessing the awesome beauty and power of the Sooke River and being reminded of our connection with nature or being visited by Crow who landed on the top of the car in what I think is a dream or the spiritual and magical power contained in the pages of Sage Woman magazine or the book Spells of Blood and Kin or the power and energy of Tarot as a card is revealed each day or by the power of thoughts and dreams, I am changed this day, having reached for something greater than myself.
Friday, December 23, Shaman, 5 of Stones.
Saturday, December 24, Gay, Ace of Swords.
Sunday, December 25, Pagan, XIII Death.
Monday, December 26, Pagan, 0 The Fool.
We were pulling up to the ferry terminal in Swartz Bay yesterday at about ten minutes before the 4pm sailing, too late for that sailing I thought to myself and way too early for our reserved 5pm sailing however the booth attendant gave us the option to make our way to the 4pm sailing so we took her up on her offer. Arriving home an hour earlier was a welcomed blessing and our local Boston Pizza was our choice for dinner.
We had time to continue our relaxation and enjoy the quiet time we had. Sleep was great and having no alarm to wake up to makes this day even better. Spirit Is and today's Pagan Tarot Energy is the "Eight of Swords: Our Witch is faced with a difficult situation indeed. Blindfolded and tied up, she is surrounded by a circle of swords. Her coven mates surround the outside of the situation - they are there for support but not for direct help. She is imprisoned and must find her own way out. The exit is unblocked and right in front of her, but she has no way of knowing that. You may be feeling alone and powerless. While this is a situation you must face alone, your loved ones are with you in spirit and will help whenever and however they can. Most importantly, your way out is not difficult. Continue walking confidently on your path and it will take you straight to freedom."
With the "Eight of Swords" confirming that we "Continue walking confidently on your path and it will take you straight to freedom" is a continuation of the Fool's advice yesterday for us to "reach for something greater than ourselves". This a firm reminder that the path we are on is the correct one for each of us and that we must never let our confidence be shaken by another for this is who we are meant to be and is the fulfilment of our purpose in life.
Thank You Spirit.
The alarm interrupted odd but curious dreams I was having. I was in no way ready to leave my dreams but awake I was and getting up is what I had to do...and now I cannot remember one of the dreams...drat!
Spirit Is and today's Shaman Tarot Energy is the "King of Stones, Spirit of the Pure Waters: A jovial man with an innate talent for business and opportunities. Unorthodox ideas, negotiations."
"Unorthodox ideas" seem to win the day for me as I reflect on this "King of Stones". Curious...hhhmmm...I had an unorthodox idea last evening...I'll take this as a confirmation of that idea. And unorthodox ideas can give new meaning and life to negotiations...so allow yourself to feel a little empowered if you're thinking outside the box at the moment for such thinking might very well lead you to better and brighter things. Is it time to go for it?
Thank You Spirit.
I had an understandably sleepless night. For a spell I perturbed that thoughts and worries about the job took over my night but then it came to me as to why these thoughts were occurring--unfinished job related duties. If I want to move on to my spiritual career I need to tie up a few loose ends at this job. I sense that I'm leaving the company and job early in the new year.
Spirit Is and today's Shaman Tarot Energy is Ace of Drums, Drum of the Dance: Life is vibration and movement. Material affluence, health, the joy of existence, sensuality.
Listen to the drum, let yourself hear it naturally, feel the rhythm with your whole being, let yourself go, carried away with every beat. You're finally moving in sync with the vibration and movement of life. You're in harmony with the world and the natural order of things and your life is benefiting from it. You finally appreciate, understand and embrace the joy of existence.
Thank You Spirit.
