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Monday, February 29, 2016

The '10 of Cups', My Ideals and Secret Dreams

Monday, February 29, 2016.  Another day on the job has come and gone!  Whew!  Glad it's over.

The good news is that I'm getting more and more focused and filled with the strongest and most loving spiritual energy possible so I can be more immersed into my spiritual life and career.  I'm becoming more harmonized with the universe and this is really paying off for me.

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is the “10 of Cups: The Ideal.  Your secret dreams.  Attainment. Unrealistic, wishful thinking."

We spent the weekend close to home, heading out a couple of times to complete our weekly shopping run and grab a few lightbulbs.  I really enjoyed my time with Tarot both Saturday and Sunday and in fact I enjoyed interactions with Spirit throughout the weekend.  More than I ever have before.  I feel so connected to the universe and to so many people that are on a similar path as me where Spirit and the purity of the universe guide us in all that we do.

This is my "Ideal".  A transformation of the world through like minded thinking where the forces of light, love, and peace slowly weave themselves into the fabric of societies around the world, manifesting a new ideal where diversity is celebrated and something that brings and ties us together rather than dividing us as it does now.  This my "secret dream(s)"!

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Sunday, February 28, 2016

The 'Sage of Wands' and Winning Other Over With Authenticity, Passion, and Humility

Sunday, February 28, 2016.  So much of what we strive for and chase outside of ourselves is latent, unused potential hidden in the depths of our beings.  If only more of us learned how to tap into this knowledge, wisdom, and power...what a wonderful world this would be!  Peace is not something we chase, it has to come from the very depths of our beings and fill every atom of our hearts, minds, bodies, and souls for it to take root, grow and blossom out in the world around us.  Peace has to start somewhere and if it doesn't start with us as individuals and we continuously wait for someone else, we'll always be waiting and wondering where it is.  Let peace rise up from within us and spread out as if on the wings of a snow white dove...

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is the “Sage of Wands: Wanting to change the world.  Changing your environment by winning others over to your viewpoint.  Critical acclaim.  Politics.
Leading by example, truly believing in what you stand for, what your opinions are, and living a principled life will catch people's attention and perk up their ears where they are willing to listen to what you have to say.

And change must start with us as individuals.  If we live and breathe change when it's necessary and are willing to admit that we learn and adapt when we are mistaken or wrong will further strengthen our attraction to others and help them see us as real people and very much like them instead separate of above them.  Which then gets me to the point that we must see ourselves as equals with and to others and not in any way allow thoughts of us being better than others get into our mindset.  We are equals and stand with others!

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Saturday, February 27, 2016

The '3 of Cups' and a Quiet, Loving and Happy Weekend

Saturday, February 27, 2016.  A relaxing Friday after a disastrous end to the work day is exactly what I needed.  Walking through the door of our beautiful home and being welcomed by a loving partner washed away all the stress of the work day.  In fact, I completely forgot about the job.  I was home.  I returned to being who I am really am, Wizard Oron.

So with an evening filled with love, friendship, companionship and full on spiritual relaxation today's Gay Tarot Energy is no surprise, the “3 of Cups: A Good Time.  Happy, comfortable times together.  Quiet enjoyment. Celebration."
This is a relaxing weekend although an excursion or two are in order so I can renew the car insurance, maybe visit the hobby shop, and get rid of an unwanted item or two.  But it will be an entirely homey weekend!

Likely, I'll go out and do just what I have to so I can return home quickly and spend time working on my layout as well as communing with Spirit by meditating on the “3 of Cups", looking at the card as I sit and relax here and there throughout the day.  I'll likely be holding my bag of stones and crystals as I do this allowing their energy to direct and focus my thoughts on ways to move toward a more spiritually satisfying career where I can not only be true to myself but also reveal myself to the world around me without facing ridicule from ignorant co-workers and employers.

Wizard Oron is who I am and the career I choose!

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Friday, February 26, 2016

'XVI Revelation' and the Truth Revealed

Friday, February 26, 2016.  “XVI Revelation: While it is usually best to tell the truth about yourself to those who are close to you, it can be a painful experience.  A necessary destruction of the status quo.  Having to tell someone an unwelcome truth.  A new idea which upsets others.

"Be Yourself, Everyone else is already taken." Oscar Wilde

This quote appeared on the sign of the Knox Presbyterian Church at East Columbia and Sherbrooke Streets in the Sapperton neighbourhood of New Westminster a couple of weeks ago and came to mind today when “XVI Revelation" flipped over to show itself as the Gay Tarot Energy of the Day.  A good thong too!  I have beyond realized that we're not only hiding ourselves from the world around us ourselves too and this has to stop.  As painful as it may be we must be ourselves especially to our family, loved ones and close friends.  Faith in Spirit based on experience will get you through this pain.

When we are true to ourselves Spirit resides within and will help guide us in all that we do.  Our lives will be lived by loving and respecting all life on Earth and this includes ourselves.  And although I'm a big believer in "truth" I realize and know firsthand that it can be messy, ugly, disheartening and downright painful.  But it also for me at least feels so good not to hide "me" from the world.  This is who I am and I do my best to live a happy, healthy, positive, realistic, fruitful and caring life but I may at times be a bit rough around the edges, drop the ball, get mad, angry and hateful but I pull myself out of this ugliness as quickly as I can.  And I never go to bed upset, mad, angry, depressed or in a bad mood.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Thursday, February 25, 2016

The '5 of Coins' and Hearing the Silent Screams

Thursday, February 25, 2016.  Another day and a slightly sleepless night of worry that was alleviated when a thought of a former co-worker came to mind.  My thoughts calmed down and my worry withered away and a great sense of calm and well-being came over me.  I didn't fall back to sleep and more or less dozed and on and off.

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is the “5 of Coins: Hard Times.  Material difficulties.  Lack of money.  People in adversity helping each other."

I do want nothing more than to reach out to people in need.  I truly believe that helping others is one of the greatest gifts that we cannot only give to another human being but give to ourselves too!  What great energy can come from someone lending a helping hand to another.  We should all try it.

I'd love to work for free if I could in my own way to reach out and lend a helping hand each and every day.  I'm thinking about reaching out to people who are suffering in silence, the ones too afraid to reach out and ask for help.  The ones that need someone to recognize their anguish, turmoil and pain without judgement and reach out to them and tell them that it's all right to feel the way they do.  No judgement simply a person who heard their silent screams.

They all have needs and stories to tell and many a time, it's the simple act of someone listening to them, lending an ear that can make all the difference in the world for them.  I hear you and I'd like to help, let's see where Spirit and Tarot take us in bringing your story, your hidden story to life.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Wednesday, February 24, 2016

The 'Youth of Coins and Creating Balance Between Mind, Body, and Spirit

Wednesday, February 24, 2016.  Middle of the week.  There's something to look forward to now...the coming weekend.

On my way to the job I had some great thoughts and communication with Spirit that soon disappeared into the ether once the work day began.  I only remembered that I had these great thoughts and conversation on my way home but disappointingly cannot remember any of it!  Utterly disappointing!

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is the “Youth of Coins: Focusing on the physical.  Beginning a regimen.  Matters relating to nutrition and exercise.

A mid-week health minute...actually a whole lot of thought into expanding my physical exercise by introducing more cardio into my workouts as well as eating healthier.  I'm going to also push myself to walk and bike more during decent weather.  And building a good balance between mind, body, and spirit.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Tuesday, February 23, 2016

The '4 of Swords' and Taking a Quick Nap Before the Hard Work Begins

Tuesday, February 23, 2016.  No overtime today so I was more than happy to make the quick jaunt over to the gym and get in a good workout.

Today's visiting Gay Tarot Energy is the “4 of Swords: Napping Between Rehearsals.  Resting and gathering strength for the next phase.  A vacation or “time out”."

So it would seem that some hard work is ahead of us today is a time to rest and gather oneself so we can meet this hard work head on with open eyes and the energy needed to be successful in this endeavour that will bring us face-to-face with our long held goals and dreams.  Of course, this requires hard decisions and actions or we'll never get there.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Monday, February 22, 2016

The '2 of Swords' and Some Serious Meditation

Monday, February 22, 2016.  After bragging about sleeping well since I placed a piece of amethyst under my pillow I had a sleepless night.  No particular reason I can pinpoint to this however I awoke many, many times throughout the night and then based on my best estimate I likely did not sleep for the last hour before the alarm the serenaded us.

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is the “2 of Swords: Meditation.  Closing your eyes to outer circumstances in order to gain perspective or to avoid a decision.  Refusing to act.

Is this a rebuke because I have failed to act on the changes the universe has set out for me?  Or is this a directive for me to go into a full meditation in order to make the best decision and then act accordingly?  Meditation will more than likely clear up this confusion.  In fact, I know it will!

I need to take some serious quiet time for myself and devote it to a goodly amount of meditation so I can really clear my mind and see with more clarity the future I must head for.  For starters, I will close my eyes for 5 or ten minutes each evening and give myself over to the universal energy and silence that will take over and provide me with the clarity and direction I must head, the direction I am most likely seeking without consciously recognizing it.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Sunday, February 21, 2016

The 'Two of Bows, Decision' and Universal Energy Changing the Direction of Life

Sunday, February 21, 2016.  Sleeping with a piece of amethyst under my pillow has definitely improved my sleep.  I've been sleeping with amethyst under my pillow for a week and a bit and have noticed a significant improvement in my sleeping pattern, the depth of my sleep, the quality of my sleep, as a well as in the significance and detail of my dreams.  This morning I awoke twenty minutes past seven.  A more natural time for I, Wizard Oron to awake.

Thank You Spirit.

Today's Wildwood Tarot Energy is the "Two of Bows, Decision: The bow represents not just the potential energy latent within any situation, but the need to direct and manage that energy to achieve your goals.  This can mean first movement towards reinvigorating and reforming the relationship with life.  It requires the decisive will to step across a threshold and take control in a positive and proactive manner.  Sometimes this may require a reclaiming and remaking of the mental and emotional tools and energies that are required to move on in life.  By preparing to step up and through the gateway and make a choice to allow forward momentum to flow naturally, the fashioning of a new mental discipline or processes, or the reawakening of a previously effective but abandoned one, may be required.  By summoning and directing the powerful, healing energies available to you, the rough-hewn bow stave can be grasped and the process of shaping and crafting your destiny can begin.  You stand at a crucial crossroads from which you can now move forward with confidence.  Once the decision to take control of these elements and harness and direct your power is made, a new paradigm of possibilities is released.  These energies will need skilful harnessing and responsible management to reach their full and effective potential."

My initial reaction to viewing the "Two of Bows, Decision" is that a hard decision has been made at least on the subconscious and energetic level on the direction my life is going to be taking moving forward from today.  I have a strong sense and perhaps an innate knowledge that the cosmos, the universe is behind and forcing this change, if you will in my life.  It's a direction I want to go in however I just was not sure how to change directions but the change has been made for me.


However, with having said that, it is now more than ever, incumbent on me to harness and more precisely direct this energy so I can nurture what the universe has given me into the spiritual career that is now my for the taking.  This desire first flickered within me back in about 2002/2003 but thankfully has re-emerged and provided me with renewed hope, strength and courage to see it through to the end, as in having landed in a career of spiritual coaching, intuitive tarot, and chakra work.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Saturday, February 20, 2016

'8 The Stag' and Taking Control of My Life

Saturday, February 20, 2016.  Had a decent night of sleep even with awaking here and there and then by the time 5:30 I was wide awake and my eyes wide open of free of any sleepiness or tiredness for that matter.  I would have to say that I was almost raring to go.

Spirit Is and today's Wildwood Tarot Energy is "8 The Stag.  On a personal level, some kind of adjustment or interaction has taken place.  The key word here is 'responsibility'.  We must, as individuals, constantly observe the rules and regulations of society, and these can fluctuate as the views and knowledge of civilization change.  Whether on a political or moral level, we subconsciously know when a realignment of our perception is due.  This is a time to welcome the justice that has arrived with the coming of spring and the fire of creation.  Face the coming season with honesty and integrity and trust to right and appropriate action."
"Honesty and integrity" have been top of mind since I awoke yesterday.  I need to act with "honesty and integrity" in everything that I do and I must strive to be honest and true to myself and all that I wish to do and accomplish in life.  Responsibility for my life rests solely on and with me so if my isn't what I want it to be I only have to look at myself and the decisions I've made to see and understand why my life is the way it is today.

Yes, outside circumstances beyond our control may come into play however we can still weave and wend our way around and even transcend such difficulties if we really and truly put our minds to the test and see what we're made of.

And if anything the least we can do is to start fresh today, this very instant by declaring 'this is my life and now I take control of it and I accept and take responsibility for all that I do from this day forward.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Friday, February 19, 2016

The '10 of Cups' and Principled Living

Friday, February 19, 2016.  Awoke slightly earlier than the alarm however the serenading of the alarm startled me as I didn't think I was sleeping but apparently, I was.  Perhaps, I only dreamt that I awoke when I, in fact was deeply asleep.

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is the “10 of Cups: The Ideal.  Your secret dreams.  Attainment. Unrealistic, wishful thinking."

Principled living will often allow us to reveal our "secret dreams" thus creating harmony with the universe which allows us to live up to our highest ideals and attain our ultimate goals.  Being flexible and bending with the wind are all well and good however a steadfast gaze toward the horizon and seeking the best we have within us and focusing on what is important to us brings creates a positive energy and a forward momentum that will not cease until we feel we have the attainment that has driven us all of our lives toward this very moment of success.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Thursday, February 18, 2016

'9 of Cups' and a Change of Scenery

Thursday, February 18, 2016.  What a honour and privilege it is to sleep at night.  I'm loving my dreams and sometimes I feel like I'm sleeping for days with all of the lengthy dreams I have at night.  I wonder if it has anything to do with the Amethyst Crystal under my pillow?

Spirit Is and today's Gay Tarot Energy is the “9 of Cups: Serendipity.  Satisfaction.  Everything is going well.”

I loved seeing this card this morning however my work day made it seem nothing like "Serendipity.  Satisfaction" or that "Everything is going well.”  As the job day ended my head was spinning, I didn't know whether I was coming or going and hardly knew my own name or who I am.  What a crazy whirlwind of a day!

Now that I am home however and have had time to sit chill and debrief with my partner the day is a definitely a “9 of Cups" day full of "Serendipity" and "Satisfaction" where "Everything is going well.”

A simple change of scenery and being at home in a loving environment strips away and dissolves the stress and anxiety of a dizzying work day!

And gets me back in touch with who I am, Wizard Oron and knowing that this job is only temporary and that soon enough I'll be engaged in doing everything that I love to do and being happy doing it!

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Wednesday, February 17, 2016

The '10 of Swords' and Shifting From A Negative Focus to a Positive One

Wednesday, February 17, 2016.  Sleeping has become quite the pleasure as of late.  The nights are long and my dreams curiously happy, satisfying, and uplifting.

Spirit Is and today's Gay Tarot Energy is “10 of Swords: You Choose the Script.  You can choose to plug yourself into a negative viewpoint, or to unplug yourself from one.  The end of a bad situation.  Hysterical overreaction."

It's always seems easier to focus on the sometimes self-created doom and gloom in our lives rather the richness that is our life.  Life is difficult and challenging at times, no doubt about it however, this is more a result of us relinquishing control of our lives to outside sources and influences.  We are more powerful and how more power in and over our lives than we gives ourselves credit for.  So, SNAP OUT OF IT and get on with living your life, your way!

After getting home from work, I sat in the dark for awhile forcing myself to relax and gather my thoughts without unnecessary visual distractions of what I think I must be doing rather than sitting on the sofa doing nothing.  This calmed me down enough that my thoughts immediately swung to fresh thoughts and ideas about today's Tarot Energy, what to with "spiritual" hat and an idea on how to add colour to my model railroad.  Oh, I made myself a cup of Cold 911 Tea as well...feeling much better.  Thank You!

I was able to steer my thoughts away from unnecessary anger and frustration to healthier thoughts ideas, and attitude and put a smile on my face as a result.  So yes, we can choose where to focus our attention and it's far healthier to focus it light, love, and peace.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Tuesday, February 16, 2016

The 'Youth of Swords' and Satiating Our Curiosity

Tuesday, February 16, 2016.  Another much appreciated long night of sleep.  At certain points of the night I often wonder if I'm oversleeping then I simply fall back to sleep.  Nothing to worry about as if I oversleep, I oversleep.  The alarm is there to awake me however sometimes, I barely notice it and one day I'll likely sleep through it.  Doubtful, but it is a possibility.

Spirit Is and today's visiting Gay Tarot Card and Energy is the “Youth of Swords: Curiosity.  Research.  Computers, e-mail.  Immature communication.  Spying (or "hacking")

Interesting thing about the “Youth of Swords" is that it flipped out of the deck and I slipped it back in and continued shuffling thinking that this couldn't be the Tarot Energy for this day and yet when I cut the three times after my final shuffle, this is the card that came out on top.

The “Youth of Swords" is reminding us that giving into our curiosity can lead to hidden treasures and new opportunities especially if this curiosity leads to productive research and investigation.  And not only that, we might be wise to pay attention to our emails as perhaps an important message is hiding somewhere in our "inbox".  I'm certain that we'll know what we're looking for or needing to see when we lay our eyes upon it.

And let not our curiosity get the better of us and we start snooping in someone else's email or inbox.  Let's keep our honesty and integrity intact.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Monday, February 15, 2016

The 'Sage of Wands' and Convincing Others By Being True To Yourself

Monday, February 15, 2016.  Many dreams about my model railroad last night as well as about appointments for spiritual coaching and tarot storytelling.  I had a cool night of sleep and quite enjoyed myself as I slept.

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is the “Sage of Wands: Wanting to change the world.  Changing your environment by winning others over to your viewpoint.  Critical acclaim.  Politics.

I see the “Sage of Wands" as telling us to change people's minds by example through living a purposeful life, true to our nature and that best maximizes our inner skills and talents and reflects our true identities.  Honesty, integrity, and principled living are the best ways to show people that we along with our thoughts, words, deeds and actions are authentic and deep rooted through and through.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Sunday, February 14, 2016

The 'Queen of Vessels' and Being Deeply Caring and Kind

Sunday, February 14, 2016.  Our weekly grocery run is out of the way and the weekend is quiet and relaxing just what I like them to be more often than not.

Spirit Is and today's Wildwood Tarot Energy is the "Queen of Vessels, Salmon. Deeply caring and kind, the Queen's spirit draws upon the great honesty, generosity and self-sacrifice which she sees in you.  She brings joy to the darkest places and addresses the most difficult problems with grace and civility.  Virtue. Kindness. Simplicity and devotion. A caring individual. To cherish or pamper. Joyfulness and recovery. Security."
I think the energy of the "Queen of Vessels" is always with me as it is "the great honesty, generosity and self-sacrifice" that she strengthens within me that keeps me going at my current job.  A few of us employed there are overworked and underpaid to a great degree, mostly by our own choosing however, our employer takes great advantage of our generous spirits.  I guess it is high time that I did all these things for myself.

I know that "honesty, generosity and self-sacrifice" are great qualities to have as a spiritualist, tarot intuitive and storyteller, and chakra worker and these are who and what I am.  I'm also "deeply caring and kind" and have a high degree of respect and love for my fellow human beings and with this comes great responsibility and the need to be frank, honest, and gentle when it comes to working with others and bringing out their stories through the gift, light, love and spirit of Tarot.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Saturday, February 13, 2016

The 'Three of Vessels, Joy', Feeling the Love of the Cosmos

Saturday, February 13, 2016.  Awoke in a panic as I thought I forgot to do something related to the job so I called the client as they have a 24/7 operation and found out that all is well however, the damage was done and I had a hard time getting back to sleep.  An additional reason for my sleeplessness is that I was holding a piece of amethyst when I slipped into bed originally and cannot find it now.  I have no idea where it might have gone.

A few moments of meditation this morning watching the flickering candle flame and swirling smoke of the incense allowed me to relax enough so I could release and allow my energy to mix, dance and intermingle with the Wildwood Tarot revealing the "Three of Vessels, Joy: The ability to connect directly to joy allows the healing and empowering energies to flow through you and is a gift from the universe.  Being able to be joyful and celebrate life fully in gratitude for the amazing gifts we share is a uniquely individual blessing but is also recognized by those who feel its warmth radiating from us.  To be able to embrace love, life's achievements and the fulfillment that comes with selfless dedication to a shared cause or belief is to be the conduit from which the unseen breath of the divine flows.  One of the most common reasons why people lose the ability to feel authentic joy in their lives is the fear associated with loss or grief at the passing of the emotion.  Sometimes we need to give ourselves permission to be completely fulfilled and to experience joy again and be strong and stoical enough to understand that all of life's trials and tribulations, as well as the blessings and gifts, are cyclical by nature."

This morning I awoke in a joyful mood albeit a bit of a sleepy one.  As I got lost in the flickering candle flame I was smiling and feeling the infinite joy and love of the universe flowing through me...a truly electrifying experience that continues even now.  As I delve more into meditation and discovering all of the joys and mysteries within I'm developing better skills at weaving together the story that is revealed when my energy mixes, dances, and intermingles with Tarot.  I'm becoming a better storyteller and in the process discovering, learning, and telling my own story through the universal gift of Spirit in my life, in our lives and how it mixes and blends with the energy of all those around me, both near and far.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Friday, February 12, 2016

The '6 of Swords' and Soothing Stormy Emotions

Friday, February 12, 2016.  A sleepless night had me tossing and turning for three or four hours.  Thankfully, I had a busy day so any sleepiness I could have felt with a quiet day has not reared its ugly head...until now, that is!  But that's fine by me and since it's not a job day tomorrow, I'm looking forward to a really good night's sleep.

Spirit Is and today's Gay Tarot Energy is the “6 of Swords: Peaceful Recovery.  Serenity and the passage of time help to heal wounds.  Stormy emotions are given time to subside, allowing a plan for a solution.

The only "stormy emotions" I'm dealing with are my own, as I allow myself to get all riled up with worry and anxiety over things I just do not need worry about or stress over yet, I do it again and again, those darned mental tapes that the "9 of Swords" alluded to yesterday that haunted me not only last night but the night before as well.

Luckily for me though, the “6 of Swords" has brought more peaceful energy into my day and I'm feeling happy, joyous, exuberant, and very much in love.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Thursday, February 11, 2016

'IX The Hermit' and the '9 of Swords' and Back to Blogging After A Day's Absence

Thursday, February 11, 2016.  Another seemingly long night of sleep with a brief period of tossing and turning after awaking as my partner was having a nightmare.  As I turned over to look I noticed three, four, or more women comforting my partner and then they slowly drifted over the bed and disappeared into the darkness. (EDITED - in discussing the nightmare of my partner with him and who I saw comforting him when I looked over at him, he mentioned that he was experiencing the comforting touch of several women in his dream although one scared him a little)

My tossing and turning is reflected in today's Gay Tarot Energy, the “9 of Swords: Unquiet Dreams.  Stress.  Worries.  Mental tapes which play over and over.

The job, finances, RVs and stressing over not performing the role of my dreams, being a spiritualist and assisting others in rediscovering themselves/ourselves and all that makes each of them, each of us great.  Luckily though, I saw insights as I slipped back to sleep and that is to dedicate more time meditation and spiritual relaxation.

The best way to get through the issues that the “9 of Swords" is bringing to our attention is to accept and recognize them and find the golden nuggets that are hiding within these "Unquiet Dreams.  Stress.  Worries.  Mental tapes which play over and over” and create opportunities for ourselves.  We must exert control, the control that we have over our lives and change our own lives for the better because no one is going to do it for us.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Wednesday, February 10, 2016.  I've been sleeping with a deck of Tarot Cards and a bag crystals and stones next to the bed and have noticed that the night is long and my subconscious is very active.  I feel I'm sleeping however I tend to awake feeling groggy and more tired.  I've stopped dreaming about any job related activities so that's a plus and I also feel more connected to the spirit world and astral planes and can even say that I'm experiencing a great sense of timelessness as I sleep or bear witness to the otherworld.

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is “IX The Hermit: To fully understand something, sometimes you must escape it.  Gaining perspective.  Solitude.  Study.

All day I've been thinking about “IX The Hermit" and meditating upon my return home.  I did attempt to meditate for ten or fifteen minutes even though I had about two hours to myself.  Other things got in the way shamefully so however, the few minutes I did sit quietly led to new insights and a desire to meditate even more as I remembered more of dreams or nights in bed and the new thoughts and insights I've had during my dreams.

I am a spiritualist after all and should be spending more time, attention, and focus on mind and spirit as this will lead to a very significant spiritual career.

My time for meditation may have been brief however, it allowed me to be gain a lot of perspective on my life and the direction it can go if I just pay a little bit more attention to directing my life as well as by staying focused on spirit.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Tuesday, February 9, 2016

The '3 of Cups' and Enjoyment and Celebration Through Being Thankful

Tuesday, February 9, 2016.  We had a long weekend here in BC and this is the longest, long weekend I've ever experienced.  I mean I felt like I had a week's vacation yet it was only a weekend three days long.

Although, I had to awake and get back to the job I was feeling happy about the prospect of returning home and spending time with my partner, the wonderful dinner prepared and making a some good progress on my model railroad.  The job is a job I'm thankful to have however on more than one occasion today I knew that a spiritual career is my future.  As I walked along West Georgia Street from one account to another Spirit filled and guided my thoughts to an appreciation for having a job but more importantly that it's really time for me to move and dive head first into a spiritual career--blogs, twitter, youtube, one on one sessions with clients or even speaking engagements, I need to get into a more rewarding and purposeful career.

Meditation is key to this career transition of mine.  True meditation, a true inward focus that delves into the depths of my being and into the real world of Spirit is where I will find my purpose-filled path to this new spiritual career of mine.  And this leads me to...

...today's Gay Tarot Energy, the “3 of Cups: A Good Time.  Happy, comfortable times together.  Quiet enjoyment. Celebration."

The “3 of Cups" seems like a great reflection of and is a wonderful continuation of the fantastic weekend we had.  Good food, good conversation and quiet enjoyment at home as the evening wraps it arms around us, allowing us to feel it's warm and soothing embrace as we reflect on and give thanks for this wonderful day.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Monday, February 8, 2016

'XII The Hanged Man' and Living in the Power of This Very Moment

Monday, February 8, 2016.  Happy Family Day to Everyone here in BC.  Hope we all have plans to spend some time with our families.

What wonderful weekend this has been.  Very quiet.  Had a quick visit with a friend yesterday morning before lunch and our weekly shopping trip.  Then it was taking time to relax and enjoy our lives.

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is “XII The Hanged Man: Living in the moment.  Being fully absorbed in the present.  Nonattachment to goals.  Seeing things from a new angle."

XII The Hanged Man" for me today, in fact this entire weekend has been about "living in the moment" and  "being fully absorbed in the present" and I come to this conclusion from all that I accomplished this weekend.  My model railroad is further along than I could have imagined it to be and my spirit is soaring and I feel liberated and completely at one with myself as well as with the universe at large.  Everlasting and universal light, love, and peace fill my world.

"Seeing things from a new angle" for me is all about the photos I snapped with my phone of my model railroad.  My Nikon takes great photos however I've never taken any with it that captured the scenes I go with my phone last night.  I'll need to explore my camera a bit more to see what I can do.  With my phone I've caught scenes that I can relate to as if I was standing on my layout and looking at the same scene with my own eyes.  I captured "street level" photographs of my layout.

Cool!

"Seeing things from a new angle" has also allowed me to better accept myself for who I am...accept and be honest about it with myself and others...

Immerse yourself into today and see where the day takes you.  Focus on this very second, this very moment and allow it to fill your mind with its presence and power.  Be absorbed with what is right here and right now...look no further and let this day be all about today and nothing else.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Sunday, February 7, 2016

The 'Ace of Cups' and Discovering Love For Yourself

Sunday, February 7, 2016.  A quiet day at home and a mountain grew...grew on my model railroad.  Right now it's just a roughed in version and does not look like much more than what it is, stacked layers of pink foam insulation.  But give it time...and it will be transformed...transformed into a beautiful mountain landscape with a water fall and a campground making homes there.

Spirit Is and today's Gay Tarot Energy is “Ace of Cups: A gift of love.  The beginning of a love affair, friendship, or partnership.
For me today, the “Ace of Cups" represents self-love, loving and accepting oneself so one can be liberated and free of the encumbrances placed upon them as they grow up in society and a culture that may limit their human potential, mask their true identity and blunt their true purpose in life.

So go ahead and have a love affair with yourself, become your own best friend, and be the best partner that you can be to yourself and the spread this same gift to others...be asining example of liberated love.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Saturday, February 6, 2016

'XVII The Star' and Experiencing Spirit In Another Dimension

Saturday, February 6, 2016.  Spent most of last evening piddling around with my model railroad but it sure helped in lifting me out a stint of depression that hit me like a sack of potatoes on my drive home.  Thank goodness for the comforts of home, hobbies, passions and spiritual interests to get one's spirits back on high.

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is “XVII The Star: Spirit is Real.  Hope. Serenity.  Clarity.  Having faith in an underlying or overlying spirit.  A dream becomes real.

Last night was night of dreams that had only seconds of thought about the job.  The other dreams were all about the gift of Spirit in our lives.  The strongest memory I have of my dreams is of being in service to others in one form or another.  I remember being in an open, airy office with floor to ceiling windows and how bright and uplifting was this space.  It felt wonderful to be there.  And in one scene I do believe my aunt was there, my mom's sister, and I was eagerly telling her that someone called in wanting her to pick out a kitten for them as they thought my aunt has the gift of picking the perfect animal companion for people.

What a happy night of dreams.

Now I remember another dream where I was standing at a table in an awesomely bright room perhaps, even outdoors, working with Tarot.  The cards were quickly passing through my hands and onto the table...an unbelievable story was being revealed and told by Tarot...and with each card revealed the crowd and I shifted dimensions, our bodies disappearing and reappearing as the Tarot story continued to be told.

Spirit is, indeed, real!

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Friday, February 5, 2016, The 'Man of Swords'

Friday, February 5, 2016.  Aaaahhhh...the weekend is finally here and what happens a spate of depression creeps in as I'm driving home in the rain and dealing with slow moving traffic, blocked roads and traffic at a standstill only metres away from home.  Ugh!

But my mood is lightening up and the depression is being carried away by the cosmos.  And then a little work on my model railroad and I'm in a good mood.  Yay!

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is "Man of Swords: A rational, scientific approach.  A thorough investigation.

A bit of study on something that stumps you can pay huge unimaginable dividends.  Time spent on research can have immediate payback and propel you farther ahead than if you simply struggled along trying your best to make inroads with one step forward and two steps back.

Research, study, focus...develop and plan and then move forward by following it.  Revise as necessary but maintain this roadmap forward and you'll have a much smoother journey and arrive at your destination full of energy and the knowledge that your study led you here and Spirit is right there beside you.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Thursday, February 4, 2016

'XX Beyond Judgment' and Liberating Yourself Through Love and Self-Acceptance

Thursday, February 4, 2016.  A day closer to the long weekend and hopefully, some work on my model railroad as I picked up some foam insulation so I can complete my mountain at least in shape and size.  Not a permanent installation until I get the track secured and ballasted.

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is “XX Beyond Judgement: Self-acceptance must come before liberation.  Freedom from others’ expectations. Trying to make conditions better for others.  Altruism.  Pride. Self-acceptance.

Look in the mirror and love, if not, at least like yourself for who you are and accept what you see reflected in the mirror.  This is who you are today.  If you see room for improvement be liberated by what you see and the control you have over how you can make changes to that reflection and mold into something different, something more appealing to you, if you feel it absolutely necessary.

A good way to start those changes is to reach out and help others and the conditions they may find themselves in.  Sometimes inner change from putting the needs of others ahead of your own can change that reflection you see in the mirror in ways that seem impossible to do.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Wednesday, February 3, 2016

'II The Intuitive' and Taking a Look Inside

Wednesday, February 3rd, 2016.  The Moon in "SAGITTARIUS: Encourages flights of imagination and confidence. This is an adventurous, philosophical, and athletic Moon sign. Favours expansion and growth."  Wednesday "(MERCURY): The  conscious  mind,  study, travel, divination, and wisdom."  Llewellyn's 2016 Magical Almanac

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is “II The Intuitive: To be true to oneself, one must know oneself.  Looking within for answers.  Meditation. Intuition.  Exploring that which is normally hidden.

Time to embark on a path of self-discovery as you need to get to know yourself and to have clearer understanding of who you are.  This will bring about clarity of mind, a more agile way of thinking and understanding and enable you to make well informed and educated decisions.

Nothing to fear by diving and dwelling within yourself for a spell.  Yes, you are likely to be shocked, fearful and apprehensive at one you might see first but have faith and dig and dive deeper within and this is where you'll find what makes up the core of your being and where all good ideas, decisions and actions come from.  Go ahead, take a look...

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Tuesday, February 2, 2016

The '5 of Cups' Shifting From Regret to Optimism

Tuesday, February 2, 2016.  Groundhog Day, moreover, Imbolc.  Hope it's a good day for all!

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is “5 of Cups: The Aftermath.  Regret over past actions.

So you did some regretful things.  Did they harm anyone else other than yourself?  If not, look for a way to turn that regret around and into something more positive and uplifting.  Try to find a silver lining.  Make amends with others and yourself and turn over a new leaf, change directions and take a step out of the shadows and into the light.  Focusing too much and more attention than necessary on regret simply creates worry and fear and less than ideal conditions to make good decisions and steer away from the regret and will only likely lead to ever more regret.  Shake yourself loose , turn around and see that you have something positive on which to focus.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Monday, February 1, 2016

The '2 of Swords' and Looking Inward in Order to Act and Move Forward

Monday, February 1, 2016.  A bit of a sleepless night early on and then the alarm sounded in the middle of what was a positive and uplifting dream...can't remember any of it but I was enjoying the dreams I was having from the bits and pieces I can remember from each of them.

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is “2 of Swords: Meditation.  Closing your eyes to outer circumstances in order to gain perspective or to avoid a decision.  Refusing to act.

Be considerate of why your eyes are closed.  Is it truly to meditate and gain perspective or to avoid difficult decisions and avoid taking necessary action(s)?

Gaining perspective by looking within is a good way to direct your focus and energy so meditate and find your way forward and then open your eyes and make your move!

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.