Thursday, February 11, 2016. Another seemingly long night of sleep with a brief period of tossing and turning after awaking as my partner was having a nightmare. As I turned over to look I noticed three, four, or more women comforting my partner and then they slowly drifted over the bed and disappeared into the darkness. (EDITED - in discussing the nightmare of my partner with him and who I saw comforting him when I looked over at him, he mentioned that he was experiencing the comforting touch of several women in his dream although one scared him a little)
My tossing and turning is reflected in today's Gay Tarot Energy, the “9 of Swords: Unquiet Dreams. Stress. Worries. Mental tapes which play over and over.”
The job, finances, RVs and stressing over not performing the role of my dreams, being a spiritualist and assisting others in rediscovering themselves/ourselves and all that makes each of them, each of us great. Luckily though, I saw insights as I slipped back to sleep and that is to dedicate more time meditation and spiritual relaxation.
The best way to get through the issues that the “9 of Swords" is bringing to our attention is to accept and recognize them and find the golden nuggets that are hiding within these "Unquiet Dreams. Stress. Worries. Mental tapes which play over and over” and create opportunities for ourselves. We must exert control, the control that we have over our lives and change our own lives for the better because no one is going to do it for us.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
Wednesday, February 10, 2016. I've been sleeping with a deck of Tarot Cards and a bag crystals and stones next to the bed and have noticed that the night is long and my subconscious is very active. I feel I'm sleeping however I tend to awake feeling groggy and more tired. I've stopped dreaming about any job related activities so that's a plus and I also feel more connected to the spirit world and astral planes and can even say that I'm experiencing a great sense of timelessness as I sleep or bear witness to the otherworld.
Today's Gay Tarot Energy is “IX The Hermit: To fully understand something, sometimes you must escape it. Gaining perspective. Solitude. Study.”
All day I've been thinking about “IX The Hermit" and meditating upon my return home. I did attempt to meditate for ten or fifteen minutes even though I had about two hours to myself. Other things got in the way shamefully so however, the few minutes I did sit quietly led to new insights and a desire to meditate even more as I remembered more of dreams or nights in bed and the new thoughts and insights I've had during my dreams.
I am a spiritualist after all and should be spending more time, attention, and focus on mind and spirit as this will lead to a very significant spiritual career.
My time for meditation may have been brief however, it allowed me to be gain a lot of perspective on my life and the direction it can go if I just pay a little bit more attention to directing my life as well as by staying focused on spirit.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
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