Friday, June 20th, 2014. I awoke much earlier than I wanted to however it focused my semi-conscious mind on finally and forever overcoming my past and the guilt associated with it. I had a revelation of sorts where I awoke after falling back to sleep for maybe 10 or fifteen minutes before the alarm and feeling free and unencumbered by what weight was holding me down and back from making the necessary progress needed to bring about real change in my life.
Thank You Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XX Beyond Judgement: Self-acceptance must come before liberation. Freedom from others’ expectations. Trying to make conditions better for others. Altruism. Pride. Self-acceptance.”
Although, I was somewhat tired in the early morning part of my work day I overcame that tired feeling and kept well focused on the work at hand even though I had some doubts about how well I was doing my job. During lunch is when I finally realized that I was living and doing things for myself for a change. I’m finally acting on what makes me happy and wanting to wake-up each morning. Building a model railroad is one of those things. Being a truly spiritual person and not hiding it is another. And finally, focusing on and developing a new career based on my spiritual nature is another.
By freeing myself of others’ expectations I live a better quality of life for myself that will then directly and indirectly have an influence on and a benefit to others. BY looking in the mirror and accepting and loving myself for who I am is a key to breaking free of others’ expectations of us and how we can best live our lives.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
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