Monday, June 16th, 2014. As is the case with most pre-work sleeps I slept well but not as good as I do when a work day is not haunting me through the time where sleep is most important. But I’m not too sleepy nor am I stressed out after a day at work. The mornings still tend to be too rushed for my liking but I’m not planning to awake any earlier than 6:00am.
I did my quick communing with Spirit and Tarot throughout the night and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “9 of Swords: Unquiet Dreams. Stress. Worries. Mental tapes which play over and over.”
I must admit that after our weekend get-a-way, it was a difficult day at work. I struggled to keep myself from being overwhelmed by all of the busyness of the morning. As I was trying to get orders entered and invoiced for tomorrow’s deliveries calls kept coming in and a few mistakes were made. That was causing my stress level and anxiety to increase to an almost explosive level. Thankfully, lunch arrived and I was able to reflect on the “9 of Swords” and come to the realization that I’m holding myself back by not accepting the future I most desire for myself. I need to let go of my worries and fears and believe in myself as well as realize that what I’m doing now is only temporary and that I’m human and I’ll make mistakes once in awhile.
I’m satisfied with where I am and do realize that I am doing what I need to be doing in order to pay back my dues as well as put myself on a more solid financial footing. So overall, I’m right where I need to be and must focus on growing and evolving, strengthening my skills in the a few important areas and continuing forward movement toward my future that is there waiting for me.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
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