The Youth of Wands and Being Willing to Make an Unsure Reach For the Stars

A sleepless night for the most part.  Had a bit of a nightmare where I was unable to see.  The last thing I remember from the dream was that I was looking out the window and thought a fierce storm was raging outside...a snowstorm, no maybe a sandstorm but then I thought I was having a hard time seeing because my sleep mask kept sliding down over my eyes.  I kept lifting it off my head but my vision kept being impaired.  That's when I discovered that I was losing my sight and yelled at my partner sitting in the den.  Next thing I knew I was screaming and kicking in bed.  After this I hardly slept a wink.

Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is the “Youth of Wands: Focusing attention on something.  Reaching for a goal from a possibly unsteady foundation.”

"Reaching for a goal from a possibly unsteady foundation” is not necessarily a bad thing just risky is all.  And I'm willing to take the chance.  I really want to break away or break free from having an outside job.  I want the chance to prove to myself that I can earn my own keep and manage my finances much better than I have in the past with the past being last year and buying, Serenity, my wonderful van on credit of all things.  I had little to no debt but this past year I've added to my debt and will do almost anything to get rid of it right here and now.  But enough of that...

...as I was saying it's not always a bad thing to reach for something from an unsure footing, sometimes you simply have to, as I'm sure many of us have experienced at times there is no other choice and no other way.  And many of us have been rewarded for our unsteady and maybe unsure reach.  I took risks in the past and I'd say a good seventy-five percent of the time things worked out well.

So today, I reached out and asked, begged and pleaded even with the Universe, the Great Spirit to be given another chance, to be given the opportunity to stake my claim as Spiritual Guidance Counsellor and Tarot Intuitive and see what I can make of it.  I've got business cards, car door magnets, Tarot Cards, a mobile office, the willingness to meet in public, the courage to try, to do my best, and even stumble and fall once in awhile as I go out and find myself some clients.  Clients willing to take a chance on me, someone who believes without a doubt in a spirit, an energy greater than ourselves, that connects us all, that permeates every atom of our being and our ability to gain wisdom and power from it to do good things here in the physical world.

If I fall down I'm going to get right back up and try again!

Thank You Spirit.