An Intentional Act

Saturday, December 13th, 2014.  I intentionally skipped writing and blogging yesterday as I was mentally, physically, spiritually, and energetically exhausted from my week at the “job”  I needed to simply come home and do nothing so this is what I did and did it ever feel good to just sit and let the exhaustion melt away.

I’m experiencing firsthand the revolving issues at the company I work at.  A cycle repeats itself there every so often and it’s happening now.  An unsatisfied employee resigned from his position as I mentioned before and the task of taking up his role has fallen onto my shoulders.  Not so bad if I applied for and wanted to take on such a role.  However, I supposed to be focused on customer service and operational issues, not on becoming and being a tech.  I’ve learned from a variety of sources that this same cycle has happened to the previous people in my position.  They’ve all left the company angry and unsatisfied.  Will the same happen to me?

I’m trying to make the best of it and take it one day at a time.  I’ll learn what I can as I do have some technical aptitude to draw upon and will do my best to fill the role as temporary or fulltime as it may be.  The employers are actively searching for a new tech to fill the shoes of the old one.  He is a huge loss for the company a she understood the all of the equipment inside and out and could accurately diagnose a problem from the briefest of descriptions about the issue.

Thank You Spirit.

So I rested for almost two hours and then got on to making dinner and getting on with the rest of the evening where I sat and played around with my model railroad and read some related magazines.  It was a great and satisfying evening.  Just what I needed.

And now this morning after a restful sleep I’ll be off to the gym after finishing this pleasurable activity of Tarot and writing.

Thank You Spirit.

Yesterday’s visiting Tarot Card is “VI The Lovers: A relationship is always a mingling of differences.  A powerful relationship.  Seeing both sides of an issue.  Flexibility” with clarification from the “2 of Swords: Meditation.  Closing your eyes to outer circumstances in order to gain perspective or to avoid a decision.  Refusing to act.”

I have strong and healthy relationship that has really blossomed over the past year through my better understanding of it, me, as well as my willingness to be open-minded and to make compromises.

Today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “Ace of Wands: A creative inspiration. The beginning of a project or venture” with support from the “Guide of Coins: Seeing the magic in the mundane.  Spiritual fulfillment from nature.  Finding joy in the ordinary.”

My focus must be on my desired career and allowing it to grow and blossom as I have a great appreciation for and a desire to live a very ordinary and mundane life where I can really seek out and find satisfaction in being closer to nature.  Summer 2015...hhhmm.  This will allow me to be more of a guide to others in changing their own lives through their own strengths and actions.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.