Direction In Life

I had a very comfortable, restful, and peaceful sleep, don’t remember much about dreaming but what a great rest I had through the night.  I awoke with reverence to the Goddess and God filling my heart and soul and giving thanks with all of my being.  In my mind I had repeating over and over again, “Waxing, Waxing, Growing, Growing, Diana’s power is flowing, flowing” as written by Scott Cunningham in his book Wicca A Guide for the Solitary Practitioner.

I sat with Tarot before going out onto the deck to breathe in the sweet fragrance of the mist soaked air.  I love the mist because it is not heavy like rain but rather like a gentle caress of moisture as it touches you as it seemingly floats through the air. Today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XIV Temperance: Mix things up a little.  Combining separate elements to create something new.  Moderation (not too much of each flavour).  Flexibility.”

I referenced the Collins gem book on Tarot by Rowenna Stuart and was struck by this “The Querant may be uncertain about her direction in life and consequently may be prone to impatience, indecision, and hasty judgements at this time.”  This is exactly what I felt as soon as I read that statement.  As much I think I know the direction I want to go in life I waffle about it and think myself, well maybe, maybe not, should I, should I not?  If I’m confused imagine the Goddess and God and the Universe around me.  What a waste of energies my indecision is causing.

I need to get down to business and really decide one way or another, what it is I want to do with my life.  This is the perfect time to do it too as I’m in between jobs and have the freedom to make a decision and act on it before I get tied down to another job that will again hold me back from truly and once and for all pursuing my dreams and real goals in life.

Oh, thank you Goddess and God for bringing me into the Light.

Blessed Be.

Two of Pentacles/Coins or Page of Pentacles/Coins

Last night as I lay down to bed the clock struck 11:00PM and I was immediately struck with an image of this time representing the card for the coming day - today.  At first I took this two be the Two of Pentacles but the Page of Pentacles has also come to mind so I am in a bit of a quandary as to which card should be my card of the day.  Perhaps, both cards are representative of my day and as I reflect on this and allow what I read about each card permeate my mind the two cards are in fact my card of the day.

Neither card bothers or disturbs me in any way so I accept them both as having importance this day.

The first reading I made of the Two of Coins (Collins gem, Rowenna Stuart, 2005) talks about fluctuating fortunes and prudence where it points to possible problems and setbacks it also points out that these can be overcome by the strength of my character and adaptability.  So I must guard against loss of focus and self-confidence.

Again referring to Collins gem, the Page of Coins points to scholarship, good news, and creativity.  This is quite apt for the focus of my day as it points to creative of psychic arts as this card points out.  I may also be the recipient of good news and or financial improvements.

So all in all I am quite happy with these two cards representing my day today.

When I look at the Running Press' Tarot, The Complete Kit, I read that I need to let go of something old in preparation for new opportunities and I must keep my eyes and ears peeled for opportunities.  I must also act with integrity if I am to find success.

As I was reading "Beginner's Guide to Mediumship" written by Larry Dreller and published by Wesier Books, 1997 I came across the term Spiritualist and was reminded of a business card I had made for myself that described me as a Spiritualist so I did some research on this.  My research has led to an amazing discovery that Metro Vancouver is home to a couple of different Spiritualist churches.  In fact, the International Spiritualist Alliance is only a few blocks from where I live.

In reading information about these churches I am inclined to pay the church near my home a visit either this weekend or the following Wednesday as I do very much like the atmosphere that this institution appears to have.  I believe that matters are progressing just as they should be and I feel pretty darned good about it all.

I slept through the night almost until the alarm so I got out of bed and took the alarm out of the bedroom so my partner who also was stirring could sleep a little bit more.  Although, I thought I slept well because I did not wake up through the night I have since discovered that I was very active with the Spirit World last night.  I do not have any "real" proof that this occurred but I have a hazy feeling that I was not alone if you will and perhaps even experiencing an OBE (out of body experience).  Am I bit crazy?  Perhaps, but this is my story and I'm sticking to it.

Thanks fro being here and until next time I bid you peace. . .