Direction In Life

I had a very comfortable, restful, and peaceful sleep, don’t remember much about dreaming but what a great rest I had through the night.  I awoke with reverence to the Goddess and God filling my heart and soul and giving thanks with all of my being.  In my mind I had repeating over and over again, “Waxing, Waxing, Growing, Growing, Diana’s power is flowing, flowing” as written by Scott Cunningham in his book Wicca A Guide for the Solitary Practitioner.

I sat with Tarot before going out onto the deck to breathe in the sweet fragrance of the mist soaked air.  I love the mist because it is not heavy like rain but rather like a gentle caress of moisture as it touches you as it seemingly floats through the air. Today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XIV Temperance: Mix things up a little.  Combining separate elements to create something new.  Moderation (not too much of each flavour).  Flexibility.”

I referenced the Collins gem book on Tarot by Rowenna Stuart and was struck by this “The Querant may be uncertain about her direction in life and consequently may be prone to impatience, indecision, and hasty judgements at this time.”  This is exactly what I felt as soon as I read that statement.  As much I think I know the direction I want to go in life I waffle about it and think myself, well maybe, maybe not, should I, should I not?  If I’m confused imagine the Goddess and God and the Universe around me.  What a waste of energies my indecision is causing.

I need to get down to business and really decide one way or another, what it is I want to do with my life.  This is the perfect time to do it too as I’m in between jobs and have the freedom to make a decision and act on it before I get tied down to another job that will again hold me back from truly and once and for all pursuing my dreams and real goals in life.

Oh, thank you Goddess and God for bringing me into the Light.

Blessed Be.