The "8 of Coins" and the "7 of Coins" Skills and Relaxation

Friday, May 1st, 2015.  Beltane.  May Day.  Celebrate merrily and allow your spirits to soar.

Last night was another quiet evening where I struggled to stay awake through CBC's The National but I didn't make it much past 10:30pm.  And although, I did fall asleep rather quickly I did have a bout of sleeplessness around 3:00am and found myself on the sleepy side when the alarm sound at 6:00am.  Too early this morning!

Spirit Is and today's visiting Tarot is the “8 of Coins: The Factory.  Skill and mastery.  Tedious, repetitive labour.  Slow and methodical progress" with the “7 of Coins: Chores.  Resting after a job well done.  Contemplating life's cycles and changes.  Planning your next move.  Clearing out what's unnecessary in your life to make way for something new” rounding out the energy of the day.

Do you feel like your flowing naturally with the universe?  If so don't get lazy.  You still need to hone your skills and do your part to keep things rolling along in your life. Define and use your own self-expression to expand your horizons.  There is still much more out there for you to discover.  As you refine your skills you'll get a sense of what you need to abandon and what you need to focus on in order to continue growing and expanding those unique gifts you have to offer.  Discipline yourself so you can continue making progress for the time will soon come where you can step back , take a look at what you have achieved, and breathe a sigh relief as you realize how far you've made it.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.Friday, May 1st, 2015.  Beltane.  May Day.  Celebrate merrily and allow your spirits to soar.

Last night was another quiet evening where I struggled to stay awake through CBC's The National but I didn't make it much past 10:30pm.  And although, I did fall asleep rather quickly I did have a bout of sleeplessness around 3:00am and found myself on the sleepy side when the alarm sound at 6:00am.  Too early this morning!

Spirit Is and today's visiting Tarot is the “8 of Coins: The Factory.  Skill and mastery.  Tedious, repetitive labour.  Slow and methodical progress" with the “7 of Coins: Chores.  Resting after a job well done.  Contemplating life's cycles and changes.  Planning your next move.  Clearing out what's unnecessary in your life to make way for something new” rounding out the energy of the day.

Do you feel like your flowing naturally with the universe?  If so don't get lazy.  You still need to hone your skills and do your part to keep things rolling along in your life. Define and use your own self-expression to expand your horizons.  There is still much more out there for you to discover.  As you refine your skills you'll get a sense of what you need to abandon and what you need to focus on in order to continue growing and expanding those unique gifts you have to offer.  Discipline yourself so you can continue making progress for the time will soon come where you can step back , take a look at what you have achieved, and breathe a sigh relief as you realize how far you've made it.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

Self-Hatred and Being Yourself

Blessed Beltane.  The Goddess and God have come together to give birth to all of nature.  Let life spring forth and begin anew.  Thank Gracious Goddess and Gracious God.

Another steady day of work yesterday that had a bit of a strange feeling to it.  I kind of felt like I was late for something or that I needed to be somewhere else.  When I got home and had time to relax and simply “be” an image of me enjoying life in my RV came to mind along with the thought that this is where I’m supposed to be.  My passion and dream of RVing is behind schedule I see as this was like me seeing an alternate reality where had I made different decisions in the past this, living life in an RV would be mine this present day.  However, in knowing that I am neither filled with anxiety nor regret as I know RVing is my new way of life and it’s just a tad bit behind schedule that is all.  Thank You Spirit.

Another quiet evening at home last night and how did we, did I spend it?  Reading, writing, and be-ing and then off to bed.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XV Self-Hatred: The trap to avoid for all minorities.  Unconsciously accepting societal norms.  Low self-esteem".  This is a reminder that I’m close to falling into that trap of being corralled like the rest of society and following the masses and this is something I wish not to do and want to avoid at all costs.  I truly want to be myself and walk to the beat of my own drum.  I want to live the life I most desire and do it without worry of those who will judge and criticize for following the path of my choosing.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.