The weekend has arrived giving me another couple of days to pull myself and my spiritual career together and take another few steps away from the job that no longer fits my needs.
Spirit Is and today's Pagan Tarot Energy is the "Nine of Swords: Our Witch is having one of those mercilessly sleepless nights. Every worry and concern presses down on her. The weight of the world prevents her from relaxing in any way. Nor is she being productive...all the crying in the world won't solve any of her problems. It's likely that you may find yourself having a sleepless night or two. Be aware that this kind of unproductive worry doesn't solve anything. You are fully capable of handling these things that are bothering you. As soon as you do, you'll enjoy restful sleep again."
If stress, worry and maybe a hint of fear are keeping you awake at night the most important thing you should focus on is that "You are fully capable of handling these things that are bothering you."
I know that this is more than true and that weights are truly lifted off of your shoulders and he world looks and becomes a much brighter place and then when you fall asleep, "you'll enjoy restful sleep again."
The best way to handle this is to take control of your life and accept the responsibilities you have. One big way to do this is to find something that grabs your passion, something you strive for rather than wasting energy on running away from something...it works, I tell you, it really works.
During my lunch break a visitor dropped by unannounced but more than welcome and she stayed with me as I drove from Langley to Abbotsford once I finished lunch. I'm not sure what type of spider she is but general speaking seeing a spider is about "weaving fate". Letting me know that I shouldn't "take the roundabout way -- be straight." That I should 'weave something new' and "trust feeling more than seeing." Animal-Speak Pocket Guide, Dragonhawk Publishing, Jackson, TN, 2009
So I trust that I'm on the right track and do indeed have important thoughts, ideas and words to contribute to the general discourse out there. I don't want contribute by standing on a soapbox though. I want to contribute by example and through spiritual and genuine communication whereby the discussion is authentic, real and heartfelt...truly driven by and guided by Spirit.
Thank You for your visit, my dear spider friend.
Thank You Spirit.
Friday, September 2, 2016. Just embrace your anxieties and fears and deal with them face to face. That may be the message my crazy dreams had for me last night. Or maybe not. In one dream I seemed to be travelling on transit somewhere other than here as the city and the people appeared to be quite foreign to me. But at the same time I just appeared to be walking amongst a crowd racing to catch a trolley bus and I somehow got caught up in the running then realised I didn't need to catch the bus so I walked off to the side after I passed its front door. The bus then sped off almost driving off the wooden track it was driving on.
The next thing I know I walking toward a concrete overpass and a brown bear, perhaps even grizzly turned around to face me, almost as if greeting me. I didn't run and as I stood there contemplating what I should do I noticed sly smile come across the bear's face then I awoke. According to "Animal-Speak Pocket Guide" by Ted Andrews the bear represents our inner voice and that "Inner potentials are awakening. Trust your own unique rhythms - not those of others. This will bring the honey you seek."
I had thoughts about the job, my model railroad interspersed with short bursts of dreams that I believe are related to my spiritual endeavours and maybe even about our time in Mexico.
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is the “10 of Cups: The Ideal. Your secret dreams. Attainment. Unrealistic, wishful thinking."
When I reflect on this here “10 of Cups" and hearken back to my dream about the bear I know that "Attainment" of my "secret dreams" is close at hand especially when I listen to, feel, and embrace my "own unique rhythms". And now that I've closed my eyes for a moment another dream I had last night became more clear and maybe this no simple dream but rather a glimpse of my very near future--I had a great session with a client where we were in deep conversation on a spiritual level and raised a great energy between us...and then my mind was a scramble of images of many different people then I pretty much became fully awake.
Energy raising, hundreds of millions, if not a billion plus people raising energy based on nothing more than pure, unadulterated love, love for every single atom of existence from the tiniest to the largest and every living creature in between. Fully awakened human spirits sharing our truest form of being - LOVE...I love it!
Thank You Spirit.
Namaste.
