The 'Four of Vessels' and Living Life Fully to Build Energy and Momentum

Friday, September 30, 2016.  Let's see.  Where to begin?  Sleep was feeling as long as it has been for the last week or so and much longer than the six or seven hours that I'm in bed for.  Really seem odd to me but that's how I feel when I awake.  This morning though I awoke feeling sleepy still, maybe even tired and I'm blaming this on the dreams I had...my partner in the two dreams I had just before awaking...and I knew that I was dreaming and the dreams changed once I focused on them...things are not always as they seem.

Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is the "Four of Vessels: The universe responds favourably to a decisive, forward momentum while boredom leaves a person in a state of inaction.  There are many reasons for feeling disenchanted or trapped in life.  The causes of the malaise and the feeling of being weathered by routine or beaten down by conflict are common, but in the end it is from ourselves that the first sparks of momentum must emanate.  Emotionally frozen or discouraged people become 'black holes' of despair, into which all light and positive energy fall, and fail to return.  However, the keys required to allow energy to flow and enlighten the individual again are almost always present, even though they may remain unseen.  But if you ask a question of the universe, the universe will answer.  It has no choice.  Nature abhors a vacuum and it will throw so many opportunities into your path that your head will spin.  All you have to do is recognize and acknowledge the proffered doorways, and step through them.  Challenge should not be feared; opportunity should be grasped and utilized to its natural limit."

My days at the job are too much routine and same old, same old for me.  My weekends are exciting and full of exciting activity because I spend more active time with Spirit, Tarot, my model railroad and last but not least my partner.  I'm more engaged in life, in living life and allowing life to live me.  But Monday through Friday, boredom is what challenges me even though some days are hectic and busy from start to finish.

And I guess I can build up some momentum on the weekends and do my best to carry it through the week so that the my energy and the energy that surrounds me is both positive and forward moving.  Right now my momentum quite slow but at least is creeping forward.  I need to find a way to burst this dam, so-to-speak, that I'm behind so I can get caught up in a mighty wave of power and energy that pushes me away from the job, my debt and my stationary life and into the free-spirited life I am seeking.

Thank You Spirit.