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Friday, September 16, 2016

'XV Self-Hatred' and Facing It Head On

Friday, September 16, 2016.  Another night of haphazard sleep.  Too many thoughts I didn't want to think about that kept recurring every time I awoke and that I could not dismiss no matter how hard I tried.  Argh!

Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is “XV Self-Hatred: The trap to avoid for all minorities.  Unconsciously accepting societal norms.  Low self-esteem."

"Unconsciously accepting societal norms" is tapping me on the shoulder right now.  I need to accept that I'm passionate about Tarot, Spirit, Wicca, and Nature and have nothing to explain or apologize for.  I also believe in the strength and power of the human spirit especially when we remember our spiritual side and that we are interconnected with Nature and can accomplish much when we accept these simple facts.

And I also suffer from "Low self-esteem" as many of us likely do but we just learn to hide it and hide it so well that we also hide it from ourselves.  It's always there under the surface but we throw other names at it or simply ignore it altogether.  No more of this for me.  During my drive to the job today I chided myself for falling back into those societal norms and for not giving myself enough credit for living my life.  I then noticed a shift in awareness and consciousness and started to feel better about myself realizing that I am a good and decent person with much to give and even more to be thankful for and about.

I open myself to all possibilities and to all that is good in life.  I welcome and breathe in loving and positive energy letting it permeate every atom of my being and to emanate from me for all to see.

Thank You Spirit.

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