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Thursday, June 30, 2016

'XV Self-Hatred' and Transcending Difficult Circumstances to Be Truly Myself

Thursday, June 30, 2016.

Namaste.

Another beautiful summer day to enjoy while on the job.  Not my favourite to spend such a day but such is life...for the moment.  I'd much rather be meeting all of you and the many people who are seeking a little bit of kindness, respect, and guidance in their lives.

Had somewhat of a sleepless night last night and my dreams were convoluted and mixed in with many a worried thought...was unaware I still had worry left in me but it reared its ugly head last night.  I think I quashed it but will be prepared if tries to weasel its way in again.

Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is “XV Self-Hatred: The trap to avoid for all minorities.  Unconsciously accepting societal norms.  Low self-esteem."

I think I suffer from "Unconsciously accepting societal norms" as sometimes because of my impatience and inaction, transitioning to a more independent lifestyle seems like a hurdle I cannot overcome so I tend to relinquish such a desire and fall back into thinking I'll simply work.  Working at a job that does not suit or my inner self that's itching to leap out into the world and make his presence known.  This is not a good thing and I've been holding him back for far too long.

So tomorrow morning after awaking I'm heading down to one of the park benches along the Fraser River to experience nature, to experience Spirit, to experience Tarot and be open to spiritually and energetically connecting with another...

Thank You Spirit.

Namaste.

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