The 'Queen of Swords' and Making More of an Effort to Truly Be Ourselves

Saturday, May 7, 2016.  A relaxing Friday evening after an exhausting week of work is exactly what I needed.  Read a little bit about model railroad electronics after recording a short bit on yesterday's Tarot then watched some TV.

Then after sleeping in this morning I awoke with a decision to make, walk down to Pier Park and work with Tarot there or work with Tarot here at home and then go to the gym.  I chose the latter and I'm glad I did.  I feel great, nothing like a good morning workout to welcome in a day that so magnificently welcomes us out of our slumber.

Spirit's time is now and today's Whimsical (Tarot) Tarot Energy is the "Queen of Swords: Let others suffer the consequences of their actions.  Be your own person and you won’t get burned.  When reversed: Heavy demands make you feel doubt.  Loyalty is admirable, but don’t dwell too much on the past.  You have a mind of your own—assert it!.  You don’t need anyone else’s approval."

"Be your own person", "you have a mind of your own--assert it" and "you don't need anyone else's approval" are our mantras not only for today but every single day of our lives!  I'm guilty of not doing enough for myself, not asserting my mind, and worrying too much about what others may think.  I've finally realized that I fear being embarrassed about identifying myself as Wizard Oron to others and what most makes me tick--Spirit, Tarot, the esoteric, nature, the netherworld, things that for now are more subjective than fact but this is all what I love so much!

I have this underlying feeling that I could survive and get by if I dropped everything now and hit the road but I fear this risk of doing this and failing.  But I need to try, I really need to try and do this and whether I succeed or fail is cannot be my focus.  I really feel the need to finally give into my wanderlust and let the chips fall where they may...hhhmmm...will I finally be able to do this?

Thank You Spirit.

Namaste.