Creating A Life Through a Bit of Research and Some Hard Work

Saturday, May 28, 2016.  The "trying" work week that was is over.  I felt like I was in never ending nightmare, a life sentence in a prison that is only a job that shouldn't stress me out so much but does.  Friday was a much smoother day and ended quietly allowing for a stress free drive home and more relaxing evening.

This past week opened my eyes to how much we the employees of this company we have chosen to work for are often overworked, underpaid, and truly under-appreciated.  I need to make changes in my life and end my relationship with this company and doing so may require a huge sacrifice on my part but a sacrifice that is necessary in order for me to be "true" to myself and more actively create and live the life I want instead of merely reacting to as I have been unconsciously doing for the past year or so.  This was alluded to yesterday when, "I The Magician: To live fully, one must create a life, not merely react to it.  Creativity.   Ability.  Making something happen” made his appearance.

Today's Gay Tarot Energy is the “Youth of Swords: Curiosity.  Research.  Computers, e-mail.  Immature communication.  Spying (or "hacking").”

Today is about getting back into researching in detail how I might be able to get involved in the many fairs, festivals, and events that are held throughout the thousands of communities in North America and make a living on the road by doing so.  I had printed out quite a bit of information about these events a few years ago but have somehow misplaced this paperwork.  I remember seeing it sometime in the past month but cannot find it this morning...argh!  I hope to find it in the van.  We'll be zipping over to it today as I left a few things I'd like to have here at the stick and brick home.

As part of my research, I need to build a business model and identity for myself.  I need to be able to present to the organizers of these events just how I think "Wizard Oron" will fit into and how it is suitable for their events.  Am I simply a part of the entertainment or can I somehow play a more significant role in how people enjoy the fair, festival, or gathering, whatever it may be?

Lot's to think about and much to act on...I need to get going and make this happen.  Enough wishing, my wishing time is over...it's time to put in some hard work and create the life I want as I still have much life to live!

Thank You Spirit.

Namaste.