7 of Wands and Knwoing Myself

Awaking to the warm kisses of the many rays of sunshine making their through the windows.  A beautiful morning after a stormy night.

Dinner was great last night, just something I made up and my partner executed flawlessly.  Thank You.  My dreams were strange indeed.  In one we awoke to a guy smoking in our short little hallway, if you can call it that, a hallway that is.  I took his cigarette away and put out in stream of tap water.  He then proceeded to reveal that one of his legs operated via micro electronics in his hip and knee.  That dream gave way to one where I was searching for a person or group of people but at the same time trying to avoid people I knew from a church I once attended.  I parked, then tried to find the place in a building where a wedding was taking place and where every door had people from the wedding or weddings streaming in and out.  I finally found a group of people, the wrong people and a guy commented on the colourful oven mitts I had on my hands.  Oven mitts?  Then I was taking part in a performance of some kind and I took my place along with what looked like a scooter in a small almost hidden corner that had quite the slant to it.  I had a difficult time keeping the prop, the scooter, in place.  Dreams sure seem to have a life of their own, don’t they?

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “7 of Wands: Fighting the wind.  A quixotic struggle.  Winning against the odds.  Confrontation.

I do feel like I’m pushing through the wind as I try to get to where I want to be in my life.  As I struggle against the odds of me being in charge of my own life instead of stumbling blindly along never knowing where I’m going or where I want to be I feel that I’m making slow but hindered progress none-the-less.  Progress that I will continue to struggle making so that my life is indeed my own.  I want to break free from the chains of life/society and truly find myself and then get to who I really am.  I have a great desire to know and make friends with myself.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.