The 'X The Wheel of Life'

Wednesday, August 31, 2016.  Slept quite well, all things considered and had many odd dreams, such as a miniature gorilla in a wagon, being given a couple of important archeological finds - two stone tablets depicting a famous scene; a faint memory of a dream with people at some event, perhaps a few lingering memories of our Mexican vacation, and maybe one around the job but where I wasn't really working there anymore and walking up a flight of stairs.

Didn't want to awake this morning to go to the job and when driving to the job my stomach was full of knots as if I were doing the wrong thing...anxiety, unfounded anxiety and fear...that gave way when I focused on love, compassion, empathy and understanding.

Spirit is and today's Tarot Energy is “X The Wheel of Life: If life on the rim makes you dizzy, move to the centre. Awareness of the cycles of life. Equanimity. A change in fortunes. Guidance from your future or past self.”

I finished reading "The Wizard Within" last night and what a moving book it is.  I feel more alive, full of love, more optimistic, and encouraged about my future and financial independence...earlier this year I won a small sum of money playing the lottery and I was reminded of this today after checking my tickets, $4.00 won, thank you very much but back then when I saw what I won I felt panicked, anxious, and nervous...rather bizarre!

This thought and my dreams last night make me feel that my fortunes are changing and going in the right direction...I may not realize everything I desire in regards to my passions and goals but I have a feeling that I'll be more than satisfied with where I find myself...in I dare say the very near future...and I am truly humbled by where Spirit has taken me especially in the last six months or so.

Love, overwhelming and unconditional love is my thanks for what I've been given and I will do all I can to give back for all that I have received.

Thank You Spirit.

Namaste.

P.S. Driving home this afternoon, my car, a 2006 Ford Focus finally hit the 100,000km mark and I arrived home with the odometer reading 100,003km.  This milestone came at the intersection of Columbia and Hospital Streets in the Sapperton neighbourhood of New Westminster.