I hope everyone had a safe and blessed Samhain. I had such a busy day that by the time I could rest it was almost bedtime so I performed a quick and simple Samhain Ritual that went relatively smoothly considering how droopy with sleep my eyes were. And you, it felt great. I thoroughly enjoyed the experience and look forward to my next ritual, likely for the next Full Moon.
Why and how could I be so busy?
I cleaned house, washed, dried, and folded laundry, quickly did some last minute shopping so I could bake a few batches of peanut butter cookies, I drove to Serenity (camper can) to drop off the bedding we use in the van and I also dyed a white cotton/linen (doctors medical) jacket brown. It's not as I dark brown as I wanted but for now it's fine and I'll see if I can dye it darker another time. This jacket is going to be my 'Ritual Robe'. And finally I also had to make time for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. The day certainly disappears fast when one is busy, that's for sure.
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is "11 The Woodward: Through adversity or the process of rebalancing in life, we find courage within ourselves that flows from an unknown source. Sometimes that courage has to do with facing unavoidable truth or dealing with a person or problem that no amount of physical confrontation or emotional bravery will resolve. The Woodward's strength, drawn from nature's inherent power to renew and overcome, is needed if we are to foresee what is to come and wait upon the turning of the seasons. Sometimes, when faced with a challenging situation, we must find our own inner backstop, the point from which we will not retreat or from which we can move forward with quiet confidence. The Wildwood ethos has to teach humanity about calm, resolute strength."
I awoke with a desire to move to a more rural area yet still be within a reasonable driving distance from Vancouver. The city of Chilliwack came to mind as did working in the RV or an RV related industry. I'm not sure where this idea stems from however I did awake in the middle of the night to grab my Wildwood Tarot and bag of stones and crystals and crawl back into bed with them I slept very well and awoke close to 6:30am, Standard Time. I slept in as I was in bed around 10:30pm Daylight Savings Time.
I can have all I desire if I just find the emotional strength and maturity with which to move forward and truly pursue my dreams and goals. I'm being held back by the fear of taking a risk, a risk on myself and the future I desire. I'm close but I still have not found my "own inner backstop" from which I will not retreat. I'm doing much to get there but I still have yet to take that one final leap of faith that will take me to where I wish to go.
I see and know what I must do!
Do you?
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
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