Friday, September 23, 2016. Awoke to a wet rainy morning. Have been sleeping rather well however I'm awaking around 5:30am most every morning. Never excited about awaking early on days I have to go to the job. The job is not all that bad but I'm ready to make a change and take a crack at doing my own thing, finances being my only hang up.
Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is the "Initiate of Pentacles: The suit of Pentacles and its corresponding element, Earth, is feminine and is the mother of comfort, security and a solid foundation of grounding, so a woman with long, simple dark hair represents the Initiate. She wears a green robe with a brown stole and two necklaces. She holds a bowl of crystal points and an altar pentacle. The Initiate is preparing to hand the pentacle to her priestess for ritual use. A large basket of fruit and a loaf of bread are nearby. This Initiate has been particularly industrious and productive. She takes great pleasure in the act of creating but can be in danger of focusing too much on the creation itself."
Be focused but not so focused that you miss out on new and better ways of doing things, or of expanding and improving your skills and talents, or so you can see better and brighter opportunities. You have what it takes and you believe in yourself enough already to persevere and get ahead on your own but never be afraid to cast your eyes wide open and scan the horizon for you may be surprised by what you find.
Thank You Spirit.
Saturday, April 23, 2016. I hope we all had a successful Earth Day and a safe and productive celebration of the Full Moon.
I didn't get to see the Full Moon. For one, it was cloudy and rainy and then I was totally exhausted and was barely functioning after I got home and my adrenaline rush from a hectic work day waned. I was numb. However, I was spiritually strong and fully engaged with Spirit as I recorded my thoughts yesterday.
Spirit's time is now and today's Pagan Tarot Energy is the "Initiate of Pentacles: The suit of Pentacles and its corresponding element, Earth, is feminine and is the mother of comfort, security and a solid foundation of grounding, so a woman with long, simple dark hair represents the Initiate. She wears a green robe with a brown stole and two necklaces. She holds a bowl of crystal points and an altar pentacle. The Initiate is preparing to hand the pentacle to her priestess for ritual use. A large basket of fruit and a loaf of bread are nearby. This Initiate has been particularly industrious and productive. She takes great pleasure in the act of creating but can be in danger of focusing too much on the creation itself."
What stands out for me today is that I am "focusing too much on the creation itself." And then it hit me, I don't need to struggle or strive or aim to be Wizard Oron, I am Wizard Oron. I often think I am but doubt always follows. Doubt based on fear of being different, of not fitting perfectly into the mold that society wants me to fit into. Well, no more.
Though I will not officially change my name to Wizard Oron, for all intents and purposes, I am and my name is Wizard Oron. I am a travelling Wizard and a spiritual nomad. The road is my home. As long as the wheels of Serenity are rolling along and the blacktop is passing by underfoot I'm at one with myself and more importantly with the cosmos. However, with having said that I am still Wizard Oron even though I'm in a stationary home for now and Serenity is parked in storage.
I am, have always been and always will be Wizard Oron, a vessel and messenger of and fully guide by the loving grace and presence of Spirit, doing my best to inspire others and get them to know that they are more than they believe they can be and they thus in return do the same for me.
Thank You Spirit.
Namaste.
Saturday, March 26, 2016. Awoke to dreams of me and how dedicated and focused I can be to a given task. Years ago when my Dad was trading in his 1978 Ford LTD II, I cleaned that car top to bottom, inside and out. I worked hours doing this without a break and sweat pouring out of like a waterfall because I was working so hard. Another time I was doing some electrical wiring in my parent's home and I didn't take a break until the job was done around dinner time and boy was I ever starving. Two simple reminders of how focused and dedicated I can be.
Today's Pagan Tarot Energy is the "Initiate of Pentacles: The suit of Pentacles and its corresponding element, Earth, is feminine and is the mother of comfort, security and a solid foundation of grounding, so a woman with long, simple dark hair represents the Initiate. She wears a green robe with a brown stole and two necklaces. She holds a bowl of crystal points and an altar pentacle. The Initiate is preparing to hand the pentacle to her priestess for ritual use. A large basket of fruit and a loaf of bread are nearby. This Initiate has been particularly industrious and productive. She takes great pleasure in the act of creating but can be in danger of focusing too much on the creation itself."
The last line is what grabs my attention the most as I am often guilty of focusing too much "on the creation itself" that I miss the lesson itself and the sheer joy and pleasure that comes in and with the process of creation. Sure this joy and pleasure and can be mixed with a dash or more of frustration and roadblocks but this creates opportunities for growth, nurturance and valuable lessons that then allow us to better appreciate and celebrate the final creation. Then we find out that this final creation isn't the end but merely the beginning of something larger and greater than ourselves and whatever we imagined it would be.
So yes, it's okay to focus on the goal at hand but don't forget about and celebrate and enjoy the journey that gets you there for sometimes you discover that the journey is the goal or leads you to something far better than what your were aiming for.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
