Friday, September 12th, 2014. I slept well once I got to sleep. This cold I’m battling really acts up during the evening hours and then my sinuses tend to drain making it hard for me to breathe. So I cough a bit, struggle to clear my throat and then settle down as sleep finally overtakes. And as usual I awoke slightly before the alarm. Likely this will also happen tomorrow, awaking before 6am even thought its Saturday and I should be sleeping in.
No worries though as it gives me more alone and quiet time to simply “be”, be with Spirit and Tarot, briefly meditating before revealing the days Tarot Card. I’ll light a candle tomorrow morning but will forego the incense so as not to compromise my sinuses anymore as this cold already has.
Thank You Spirit.
Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XX Beyond Judgement: Self-acceptance must come before liberation. Freedom from others’ expectations. Trying to make conditions better for others. Altruism. Pride. Self-acceptance.”
I think I’ve finally realized that I’m a bit of a misfit of society as I’m seemingly at odds with how I’m supposed to live my life according to the rules of modern society and struggling to do so for the last 20 odd years of working. I need to give in the desire of my soul and move in the direction of living life on the road and whatever it may bring into my life.
I’m going to simply drive along as many roads as I can and help as many of the people I encounter along the way that I can. This can no longer be an “if” or “when” manner of thinking I need to do this in order to keep my spirit alive and thriving. This has to “be” regardless of the risk and uncertainty that it brings to my life.
I accept myself. I love myself. I’m going to be the real me.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
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