Monday, March 3rd, 2014. I think that last night felt like the longest night I’ve ever experienced. I thought that I first awoke between three and four in the morning however when I opened my eyes again it was only a few minutes past four. Then after sleeping for what felt like many hours and the time the alarm should be going off it was only five. Then I fell back to sleep and awoke mere minutes before the alarm thinking that it was about time. I guess in a sense I was worried that I would not hear or that the alarm was not going to ring and that I’d sleep in. I think I missed something last night thought that Spirit wanted to me to see and or experience. I was definitely awaking for a reason.
But I did during these moments of awakening I work and commune with both Spirit and Tarot. I really need to devote more time to this as well. I’m feeling quite encouraged to make a career out of all things Spirit. I’m not sure about how I’ll work out the finances for this type of work however it feels right to be reaching out in this direction at this time. My day at work kind of confirmed this for me too! I kept a level head and did not lash out when I was being belittled in front of others. I kept my cool and defended myself by discussing the work and effort I’m making in growing the business—all thanks to the strength of Spirit in my life.
Thank You Spirit.
Upon awaking I quickly got on with the day and took a few moments out to again reflect on Spirit and work with Tarot. Today’s visiting Tarot Card is “VIII Justice: Even today, gays can be the victims of “justice”. An unfair judgment. Being too judgmental or righteous. Feeling restricted by others’ expectations.”
This card sure helped me today as I showed patience and level headedness whereas in the past my more immediate reaction would have been to lash out. But even though I was being poked at in a meeting I kept my temper and anger under control. I felt sorry in a sense for the person that was not treating me well in that meeting as I’ve come to, with the help of Spirit, and understanding that this person likely feels weak, inferior and inadequate and the only way they know to overcome these feelings is to be rude, obnoxious and put people down. I do not like this person but nor do I dislike this person. They are who they are and could use a good therapist to overcome their demons but such a decision is theirs to make.
For myself, I refuse to be or to play the victim. I am Spirit. I am Tarot. I am Nature. I am the Goddess and God. For these are in all of us and are the highest ideals of ourselves that must always be the heroes we are chasing after in our lives. Matthew McConaughey said something similar to this during his acceptance speech upon receiving the Best Actor Award at the 86th Academy Awards as he felt that these three things made him the person he is today-- He needs someone to look up to, something to look forward to and someone to chase.
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
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