The 4 of Swords and Moving Beyond Doubt and Fear

Friday, March 14th, 2014.  Yesterday, I meditated to some degree as I burned a candle and some incense.  I worked out at the gym, had lunch, searched for jobs and ran an errand.  My day was full as I’m on a mission to learn as much as I can about Tarot and find a way to become financially self-reliant through my love of Spirit, of esotericism, mysticism, the occult, Wicca, and all things spiritual.  Which reminds me, I actually set-up a card reading nook on the dining room table and took photos of it as well as my altars in the bedroom, the den, and the living room.  This led to all matters of thought and images of me doing Tarot Card Reading, Consultations and Interpretations for others, of life on the road in my RV and where my crafting business finds itself as I work with Spirit.

My crafting business is very much a part of me as is Spirit and all that it encompasses so my papers, stamps, yarns, ventriloquism, and everything in-between is staying put.  Oh, my Odds n Ends Scraps and Crafts business cards arrived late yesterday afternoon (By the way, my website is currently a work in progress).  They look pretty darned good.  I want to add t my card-making enterprise by getting into more Wiccan or new age themes with them so then Spirit and cards will go hand in hand.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is the “4 of Swords: Napping Between Rehearsals.  Resting and gathering strength for the next phase.  A vacation or “time out”.”

I cannot let fears or doubts hold me back especially those that haunt me from the past.  What’s done is done and I need to move on.  A light-bulb just turned on.  No more fears and a little aside here -- I have to make a call later to book an appointment to have my RV looked at, more specifically the mechanical components, $200 gets me a 150 point diagnosis and inspection.

One little phrase and it brings about an enlightened thought that caries me through a certain doubt/fear.  Thank You Spirit.

Also, what I’m sensing from the “4 of Swords” is that I cannot be paralyzing myself with doubt all of the time and instead need to adopt a whole mind, body, and spiritual belief in myself and all that I can and will do.  No second guessing, no wishful thinking, no doubt, no fear, no more negativity – I believe with every ounce of, with every atom of my being.
Confront your doubts and fears, stare them down and then cast them aside or transcend them and move on.  Empower yourself with a new core of believing, of believing in yourself, your ideas, and all that you can do and most importantly don’t give up if you fall down trying, pick yourself and continue to move forward.  The best way to keep moving forward is to build yourself a solid support network of family and friends, groups, and other networks you have crated in the pursuit of your dreams, of gaining independence in your life, of finally becoming the author of and writing your own life story.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.