The Guide of Swords

My energy has definitely shifted into a much better frequency as I'm more relaxed at night and am sleeping much better.  And instead of awaking thinking about the external job and the external work day ahead I'm awaking as Wizard Oron and find myself thinking about who I might be doing a Tarot Reading for today.  What a wonderful feeling to have.

After finishing breakfast and my second cup of coffee I noticed the Full Moon was stilling hanging in the dark morning sky.  So I quickly jumped into action and did an impromptu Full Moon Ritual and Full Moon Blessing of the five Tarot Decks I have not used yet.  I always like to introduce my decks to the Full Moon and today was the day to do it!  What a joyous experience...an unplanned yet meaningful ritual full of energy, spirit and the light of the Full Moon...how grand it was.

Spirit Is and today's Tarot Energy is the "Guide of Swords: A wider perspective.  Altruistic thoughts.  Messages from the higher self."

Am I afraid of success, of being successful?  The answer to that might be "yes".  How strange is that?  Success is nothing to be afraid of and I realize now that it's a hidden fear that was finally revealed to me last night and more fully explained by the appearance of today's "Guide of Swords".  And now that I'm sitting here thinking about my sleep and today's Tarot, my dreams alluded to this fear and why I have it.  I more shy than I think I am.  I'm afraid of failing and I do not want to make mistakes.

However, if I look at the "wider perspective" I see that putting myself out there for all to see I will be another voice helping others overcome their own fears and finding the success that is theirs to achieve in life.  My "higher self" is also telling me to learn and grow stronger from the job I have now so that I overcome the energy I experience at this job.  Going to the gym, and especially going to the gym after two weeks of not going, eating a healthy and well-balanced diet and keeping a loving home will replenish the loss of energy I experience each day.

And today I in fact had no real loss of energy as I maintained a strong spiritual balance throughout the day and Spirit supported me during the times I needed a bit of spiritual boost.

One more thing that was further emphasized by today's "Guide of Swords" that first hit me while reading another article out of Sage Woman magazine is that I need to trust and rely more on my intuition.  Over the past few weeks I've seen how accurate my intuition is even though I've failed to heed it two or three times.  Intuition is a gift I need to pay more attention to.

Thank You Spirit.