Saturday, January 4th, 2014. Even though my work week was only two days long it felt like an excruciatingly long week. The job I must say, these past two days just does not seem to be good fit. Maybe it’s the dreaded cold calling and being stuck in my office for eight hours a day in an attempt to meet the calling target of forty calls per day. I try to make smart calls but the sales manager simply wants me to hit the elusive forty calls in day to get the one or two bites that he thinks I should be getting. I`ll tough it out as I`m only making calls and I`ll do my best to get to that magic number of forty calls even though it is likely to bring empty results.
Thank You Spirit.
Spirit Is and today`s visiting Tarot Card is the ”8 of Cups: Farewell. Moving on. Leaving behind a person, a situation, or a part of yourself. ”
It`s time for me to leave things behind, make a few drastic and needed changes in my life and way of thinking needs to grow up. I need to grow up perhaps. I need to be the author of my own life as I am trying to be but maybe I need to take more drastic measures and bigger risks to really live life my way. I really do need to and likely should take a giant leap of faith and go for it. Go for what? I`m not sure but I think this is what is nagging at me each and every day unfulfilled dreams and desires. And it’s not even really a feeling of being fulfilled as it is the inkling, nagging feeling that I should be doing something else of following a different path and I’ve had this feeling for two years now. I started to feel this at the beginning of 2012.
I guess I really do need a time of real solitude and meditation where I don’t think, don’t anticipate, don’t think of time, where I clear my mind of the cobwebs that clutter my thoughts and tangle my mind so much so that I’m just going through the motions of life, of living without being alive and living life as I am meant to be. Time to grow up and face the music!
Thank You Spirit.
Blessed Be.
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