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Wednesday, August 14, 2013

XX Beyond Judgement and Doing My Best to Get Off the Fence

Yesterday was another quiet day spent at home with a quick jaunt to the gym being my only outdoor activity.  I spent the day doing chores and finding misplaced items.  I move about the house, set things down and forget where I put them when I go to find them days later.  Of course, it does not help that I have piles of stuff all over the condo because I might need them when instead I should put them away where they belong and I can find them.  I’m getting better at keeping myself organized though and now that I mention this, maybe it is time to for another clean-up.

Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XX Beyond Judgement: Self-acceptance must come before liberation.  Freedom from others’ expectations. Trying to make conditions better for others.  Altruism.  Pride. Self-acceptance.”

I must face the realities of my life, get off the fence by making a decision, forgive myself of guilt and burden, heed my calling and allow Spirit to guide and show me the way.  I far too often paralyze myself with indecision and this is why sometimes days, weeks, months, and even years go by and I have accomplished any of my goals or dreams.  I should not feel guilty about what I want to do in life as it is my life to live and I do not need to meet or fulfill others’ expectations of me.  I need to do what is right for me.

And this does not mean I do not respect or pay attention to what people are thinking.  However, I must understand, appreciate and realize that their ideas are based on their own likes, needs, and wants, and not my own.  RVing and living life o the road is one of these ideas that others’ don’t appreciate or understand is the right decision and best way for me to live my life.  But this is based mostly on what they consider to be the best way to live one’s life, their opinion, not fact and this what I must accept.  It is their opinion as it is my opinion and my life to live.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

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