On Saturday morning, June 26, 2010 I again woke up early as I usually do every day as sleeping in is something I never seem able to do and so it is around 6:30am and I am making coffee, getting comfortable and ready to work with the Tarot. With my deck of choice these days and this seems to be my deck, the Gay Tarot in my hands I shuffle the cards, cut the deck a few times and turn the top card over to reveal the 10 of Cups - Ideal. Attainment. I love the imagery of the two men looking at the beautiful surroundings they are in as a little boy and girl play behind them. Off on the upper right of the card is a new home with a rainbow overhead telling the story of the ideal situation this new family is in and that the attainment of their dream has finally come.
Last night, Sunday, June 27 we watched the documentary Religulous by Bill Maher and what a thoroughly enjoyable movie. He is a doubter of religion and the Bible and makes a good argument as to why we would all and raise our hands to simply proclaim "I do not know."
Although I also have doubts about religion especially as it is practiced today I cannot go so far as to say that their is no spirit or energy in this world that affects us all as I have felt and experienced this energy in my life and am now only coming to understand and remember what this energy and spirit is.
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Friday, June 25, 2010
Life is rolling right along . . .
as it should be. I am pretty happy these days as I am getting more and more comfortable working with my Tarot cards. In fact, one deck in particular is proving to be an ideal fit with me. The energy between the deck and me is utterly amazing and I have felt it so easy to see the inherent messages in the images of the cards as I do with this particular deck. The only other deck that I somewhat understand is Aleister Crowley's Thoth deck and that is only because I have been working with it on and off for the past ten years so this new deck is pretty darned amazing in my books.
The deck I am referring to is the Gay Tarot which I received as a Christmas/Yule gift from my partner - another wonderful and thoughtful gift that he has given to me over the years.
I have though worked with the "Tarot" deck as well, this is the tiny little deck that I impulsively purchased from Chapters a while back. But the deck does work but overall the Gay Tarot deck is by far the best deck I now own. But each of the four decks I have now are unique and wonderful in their own way so don't get me wrong when I say that the Gay Tarot deck is so wonderful as I do like to work with each deck and it just depends on my mood as to which deck I work with on any particular day.
Back on June 19th working with the "Tarot" deck two cards revealed themselves to me:
4 of Cups
Page of Cups
On June 20th working with the Gay Tarot I randomly selected:
XVII The Star - Spirit is real. Hope. Serenity. Clarity. Having faith in an underlying or overlying Spirit. A dream becomes real.
Monday, June 21 - Happy Litha, the summer solstice is upon us. And from the Gay Tarot I randomly selected:
Youth of Cups
Wednesday, June 23rd again from the Gay Tarot:
XII The Hanged Man
The selection of crystals I picked up the Crystal Ark are full of great positive energy and I have been allowing that energy to flow into and around me to improve my mood and rid me of the negative energy that pervades my life. As I let go of that negative energy I feel my communication with the cosmos opening up and improving more and more each day. Although I do sometimes fall back into the negative habits and patterns for the most part and thankfully so it is a short-lived episode.
My life and dreams are moving forward little step by little step and I am so glad and happy to see my life progressing in the direction it is supposed to as I have been made aware of by my interaction with the cosmos around me.
How wonderful it is!
The deck I am referring to is the Gay Tarot which I received as a Christmas/Yule gift from my partner - another wonderful and thoughtful gift that he has given to me over the years.
I have though worked with the "Tarot" deck as well, this is the tiny little deck that I impulsively purchased from Chapters a while back. But the deck does work but overall the Gay Tarot deck is by far the best deck I now own. But each of the four decks I have now are unique and wonderful in their own way so don't get me wrong when I say that the Gay Tarot deck is so wonderful as I do like to work with each deck and it just depends on my mood as to which deck I work with on any particular day.
Back on June 19th working with the "Tarot" deck two cards revealed themselves to me:
4 of Cups
Page of Cups
On June 20th working with the Gay Tarot I randomly selected:
XVII The Star - Spirit is real. Hope. Serenity. Clarity. Having faith in an underlying or overlying Spirit. A dream becomes real.
Monday, June 21 - Happy Litha, the summer solstice is upon us. And from the Gay Tarot I randomly selected:
Youth of Cups
Wednesday, June 23rd again from the Gay Tarot:
XII The Hanged Man
The selection of crystals I picked up the Crystal Ark are full of great positive energy and I have been allowing that energy to flow into and around me to improve my mood and rid me of the negative energy that pervades my life. As I let go of that negative energy I feel my communication with the cosmos opening up and improving more and more each day. Although I do sometimes fall back into the negative habits and patterns for the most part and thankfully so it is a short-lived episode.
My life and dreams are moving forward little step by little step and I am so glad and happy to see my life progressing in the direction it is supposed to as I have been made aware of by my interaction with the cosmos around me.
How wonderful it is!
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
A Long While But All Is Good
Sorry to be absent for so long but my attention and focus have been on my RV for the last week and more and this is a good thing as I am working toward fulfilling my dreams and goals and as a part of this process I am growing spiritually and becoming more enlightened as well.
Fixing the RV will allow me to give more attention to all areas of my life once it is done and I all moved in and traveling down the highway. By having such focus on the RV I have also cleared my mind a little and as a result I am more aware of and understanding of how I will survive on the road without a typical or stable job so-to-speak. Making handcrafted cards makes a lot of sense and will be my main focus in attempting to earn a living on the road but as I make cards I will also be growing and becoming stronger spiritually and psychically speaking so my ability to survive on the road will also be enhanced by this spiritual and psychic growth. As I make cards I will also practice my ventriloquial abilities and improve the voices of both Edith and Eugene so that they too can come out and perform and earn a few dollars to support our travels.
Last night I was dreaming of as far as I ca tell with my thoughts first thing this morning about my partner and I traveling by RV to visit his brother in Ontario. In fact, I have had several thoughts if not daydreams if not dreams about my partner and I traveling quite a bit in the RV together so who knows what the future will bring. My goal of traveling and living in an RV are out there and I will be doing so soon enough but having my partner travel with me is something I have not given much thought too but it would seem that the cosmos has additional plans for me in this regard.
On Friday, June 4th I randomly selected the 9 and 10 of Swords out of the Gay Tarot.
Sunday, June 6th - 2 of Swords (Peace) from the Crowley deck.
Monday, June 7th - XIV Temperance from the Gay Tarot.
Thursday/Friday, June 10th/11th - Ace of Cups
Sunday, June 13th - Guide of Coins form the Gay Tarot
So although my focus has been on my RV I am also given some attention to and communicating with Tarot as well as the Cosmos so I am learning and growing each and every day.
Thanks for visiting. . .
Fixing the RV will allow me to give more attention to all areas of my life once it is done and I all moved in and traveling down the highway. By having such focus on the RV I have also cleared my mind a little and as a result I am more aware of and understanding of how I will survive on the road without a typical or stable job so-to-speak. Making handcrafted cards makes a lot of sense and will be my main focus in attempting to earn a living on the road but as I make cards I will also be growing and becoming stronger spiritually and psychically speaking so my ability to survive on the road will also be enhanced by this spiritual and psychic growth. As I make cards I will also practice my ventriloquial abilities and improve the voices of both Edith and Eugene so that they too can come out and perform and earn a few dollars to support our travels.
Last night I was dreaming of as far as I ca tell with my thoughts first thing this morning about my partner and I traveling by RV to visit his brother in Ontario. In fact, I have had several thoughts if not daydreams if not dreams about my partner and I traveling quite a bit in the RV together so who knows what the future will bring. My goal of traveling and living in an RV are out there and I will be doing so soon enough but having my partner travel with me is something I have not given much thought too but it would seem that the cosmos has additional plans for me in this regard.
On Friday, June 4th I randomly selected the 9 and 10 of Swords out of the Gay Tarot.
Sunday, June 6th - 2 of Swords (Peace) from the Crowley deck.
Monday, June 7th - XIV Temperance from the Gay Tarot.
Thursday/Friday, June 10th/11th - Ace of Cups
Sunday, June 13th - Guide of Coins form the Gay Tarot
So although my focus has been on my RV I am also given some attention to and communicating with Tarot as well as the Cosmos so I am learning and growing each and every day.
Thanks for visiting. . .
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
How Can You Look At It?
The weekend was great as we had lunch with friends and enjoyed a symphony concert on Saturday. Sunday was a bit of a lazy day but the day was great spiritually and energy-wise as was Saturday.
Saturday's cards were:
Crowley: Queen of Cups
Tarot: King of Pentacles
Gay: IV The Emperor
Words that stood out were: benevolent despot, fecundity, and adept.
Sunday's cards were:
Rider: Ace of Pentacles
Gay: 6 of Cups
Tarot: VII The Chariot
Crowley: Ten of Wands (Oppression); Eight of Wands follow up card to questions raised by the 10 of Wands.
Words that stood out were: felicity, augur
Monday, May 31, 2010 literally started off with a bang. Around 8:25am as I was getting close to where I go for my day job I was involved in an accident. As I was approaching an intersection the light changed from red to green as I approached it in the right-hand lane. I was maybe 20 metres from the intersection when a driver changed lanes to avoid being stuck behind another driver turning left. Had this driver checked before coming into my lane the accident could have been avoided. He was driving a an and the front passenger door of his van connected with the driver's side front fender of my car. My day became filled with a fog and I left work around noon and headed to a collision repair shop to get an estimated and book an appointment to have the car repaired.
The other driver claimed that I hit him but I challenged him by suggesting that it was he who had changed lanes and hit me. A witness came forward thankfully as she saw the entire accident unfold and knew it was going to happen. I filed my claim and gave my version of events the other driver will do the same and the insurance company will decide who to late fault on between our stories as well as what the witness saw as an impartial third party.
The car goes into the shop on Monday for about four days.
On Monday while at home I tried my best to relax and mingle with Tarot. I was surprised as I drew two cards that I was not expecting to see:
Crowley:
10 of Cups (Satiety)
and because I was surprised and not expecting this card I selected another one and:
Ace of Swords
Yesterday, Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Saturday's cards were:
Crowley: Queen of Cups
Tarot: King of Pentacles
Gay: IV The Emperor
Words that stood out were: benevolent despot, fecundity, and adept.
Sunday's cards were:
Rider: Ace of Pentacles
Gay: 6 of Cups
Tarot: VII The Chariot
Crowley: Ten of Wands (Oppression); Eight of Wands follow up card to questions raised by the 10 of Wands.
Words that stood out were: felicity, augur
Monday, May 31, 2010 literally started off with a bang. Around 8:25am as I was getting close to where I go for my day job I was involved in an accident. As I was approaching an intersection the light changed from red to green as I approached it in the right-hand lane. I was maybe 20 metres from the intersection when a driver changed lanes to avoid being stuck behind another driver turning left. Had this driver checked before coming into my lane the accident could have been avoided. He was driving a an and the front passenger door of his van connected with the driver's side front fender of my car. My day became filled with a fog and I left work around noon and headed to a collision repair shop to get an estimated and book an appointment to have the car repaired.
The other driver claimed that I hit him but I challenged him by suggesting that it was he who had changed lanes and hit me. A witness came forward thankfully as she saw the entire accident unfold and knew it was going to happen. I filed my claim and gave my version of events the other driver will do the same and the insurance company will decide who to late fault on between our stories as well as what the witness saw as an impartial third party.
The car goes into the shop on Monday for about four days.
On Monday while at home I tried my best to relax and mingle with Tarot. I was surprised as I drew two cards that I was not expecting to see:
Crowley:
10 of Cups (Satiety)
and because I was surprised and not expecting this card I selected another one and:
Ace of Swords
Yesterday, Tuesday, June 1, 2010
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