XV Self-Hatred and Turning It Off When Influenced By Others

We had another evening out with a couple of friends who treated us to dinner, an early birthday celebration for the two of us.  Can't remember the name of the restaurant we went o but it was a noodle place on West Broadway near Cambie Street.  We then had dessert at the Cactus Club across the street.  Very nice of our friend to do that.  We have a couple of nice friends and are very thankful to know them.

Spirit Is and today's Gay Tarot Energy is “XV Self-Hatred: The trap to avoid for all minorities.  Unconsciously accepting societal norms.  Low self-esteem."

I no longer hate myself for what I think, how I behave, or what I do.  I'm doing everything that works for me, that does not affect anyone in a negative way, that is not illegal and most all I'm doing more things that make me happy.  I'm doing my best to be civil with the job I no longer desire to have while at the same time doing what I can to make it easier for me to quit and walk away from that job.  It does not make me happy and one cannot always simply work because of the money aspect of it.  Yup, I can really and truly say that I'm happy to be me.

Don't let others influence how you feel about yourself.  Own your feelings and own your own self-esteem.  Never let others affect you with their negative words.  Yes, words can hurt but don't give the power to do so.  Always present your spirit to others first and use your spirit and the power of Spirit to deflect any negative words or harsh criticism that comes your way.  Take the power that is back from the rest of society and stand strong and learn to love and accept yourself.

Thank You Spirit.