Monday, April 18, 2016. A sleepless night on Sundays is starting to become a regular occurrence and one that I'm not liking one little bit. I'll see what happens next week as I will be on vacation. Will my sleep improve? Hhhmmm...good question!
My mind was racing a lot as many thoughts, ideas, and decisions came to mind some of which I followed through on to a degree today and will follow up on in more detail tomorrow. Some things are difficult to do when one works during the week and trying to fit everything in on a lunch break is pretty near impossible.
Last night was a night of crossword puzzles and relaxing. I watched an old movie for a good part of the evening, Earthquake, the 1974 release. I also flipped through a bunch of papers and read tidbits of my writing where one paragraph stood out in particular...something I wrote back in 2008. I wrote this bit about two years after I left the evangelical church I was attending for three years or so.
This is what I wrote:
"January 17, 2008 – I have always felt that the Bible is/was a stripped down version of a much greater and larger story. Although going to church felt good at times I couldn't overcome this sense of emptiness in what I was hearing/what I was being taught. Church told me how to think instead of teaching me how to think for myself. The Bible and especially, the teachings of Jesus I feel are watered down statements of a much greater voice, a much greater teacher."
The cosmos, the universe, nature are energy/spirit of which we are a part. It's unfortunate that so many seemingly do not see it this way or understand the intrinsic and very dependent relationship we have with this world and universe at large. We're not separate and we definitely are not better than or greater than the cosmos or energy/spirit that makes it up.
And that's all I have to say for now...
Spirit's time is now and today's Gay Tarot Energy is the “8 of Wands: Movement. Everything is falling into place. People or circumstances are aligning to facilitate the achievement of your goals. Matters are rapidly reaching a conclusion. A group combines their energies while maintaining individuality.”
I know without a doubt that the “8 of Wands" is here today to inspire me to believe that I can BE more than, that I am more than I believe I can be, that I already am. Here to let me know that I need not worry. That all will be alright...that I am after all, Wizard Oron, I always have been. And that wizards are wizards and have the power and ability to do a lot, often times more than they expect they can do so don't fret Wizard Oron.
Things are going to be okay!
Thank You Spirit.
Namaste.
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