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Thursday, October 16, 2014

XV Self Hatred and Finding the Strength and Courage to Go It Alone

Thursday, October 16, 2014.  I slept rather well however awoke a couple of times for a bathroom break.  Having tea so close to bedtime sometimes has that affect on me.  But then I did fall to back to sleep quite quickly and only awoke minutes before the alarm feeling quite well rested and awake.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is “XV Self-Hatred: The trap to avoid for all minorities.  Unconsciously accepting societal norms.  Low self-esteem.”

I’m realizing that I need to let go of this need to fit in with the work-a-day life that I wish to leave behind me in favour of working for myself and earning whatever income I can from the realization my dreams and do it now and not wait for the right time to come.  I need to make it happen or it will never happen.

I understand that what makes me happy is unlikely to be widely accepted by those around me but I must not let this stop me from going my own way as this is what I need to do so I can grow and blossom as the real person I am.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

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