Pages

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

The 9 of Swords and Paying Attention to the Minor Choices I Make

Our friends came by last night to drop off our keys after looking after our place for the past week.  We chatted for a couple of hours before they departed and we gave them a couple of gifts from Mexico.  Then we relaxed for an hour or so as we watched the news before going to bed around 11pm.

My night’s sleep was decent enough, got up a couple of times and had quite a few dreams that I even remember.  Then as it neared 7am I decided to get up as I had to drop the car off at the repair shop to have it fixed after our little fender bender during our road trip to the Oregon Coast.  My appointment was actually for yesterday.  I apologized profusely but the customer care agent put me at ease by telling that my forgetfulness worked out better for them as they had a busy day yesterday.  The car should only be in there for a couple of days.  I also have the use of a courtesy car on behalf of my insurance company.

I returned home for breakfast and another day of chores in between looking for a new job.  A part of me is a nervous wreck as my employment insurance has ended yet there is a part of me that is telling me to relax and stop worrying so much.  Then of course, I have this underlying feeling that I need to focus my attention on my dreams and goals of life and travel in an RV.  Don’t give up on them is constantly being whispered into my ears.  Thank You Spirit.

Spirit Is and today’s visiting Tarot Card is once again, the “9 of Swords: Unquiet Dreams.  Stress.  Worries.  Mental tapes which play over and over.”

I’m not sure what to make of this repeat visit however I sense that I need to look at the minor choices and decisions I’m making and pay more attention to them.  Being more conscious of what I’m choosing to do and why I choosing to do it.  I need to be present in every action I make and take throughout the day.  Present moment awareness is today’s theme and should be an every moment occurrence each and every day.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.

No comments:

Post a Comment