Crystal Ball Gazing, Beginner's Guide to Mediumship, and Tarot for Writers

The other day I ordered a few books from Amazon.ca.  I am increasingly finding myself on a path that I was avoiding in some respects because I never thought it to be feasible path for me to take but these past few days more like weeks have seen this path take on more importance and prominence in my day to day activities so I am going to dabble in it to see where it leads.  The books I purchased are: Crystal Ball Gazing, Beginner's Guide to Mediumship, and Tarot for Writers.

Some time last year I visited a store called Millennium at a local mall and I was drawn to a crystal ball and stand on display.  I resisted the urge to buy it on the spot vowing to think about it and return should I feel it was a wise purchase.  A couple of weeks ago, my partner and I were at the mall so I decided to take another look at the crystal ball only to discover that the store was closed and out of business.  I have searched online since then looking for a similar crystal ball and stand but cannot find it anywhere.  Sacred Mists has similar items but nothing that speaks to me.  The crystal ball stand was I think made from a resin.  The crystal ball was cradled by hands and the energy emanating from this ball and stand was very powerful.  But, alas I no longer know where to look for or find this exact crystal ball and stand.  I am at a loss as where to look, what to do, or how I should proceed as I really believe that this particular ball and stand are the best fit for me and I do not want second best so-to-speak.

I've had dreams where I was reading tarot cards and gazing into my crystal ball while traveling around the continent in my trust RV, Ms. Lucille/Esmeralda.  I feel a strong connection to the divine cosmos and myself through working with the Tarot and eventually crystal ball gazing.  I have been fascinated with these areas since I was a child and so I will continue gaining knowledge and wisdom in these areas as they are one of my biggest passions.  Making handcrafted greeting cards is somewhat of a passion as well but not nearly as strong as the occult so making cards will be my job, an enjoyable one at least and tarot, crystal ball gazing, and mediumship will remain my passions.

Tonight is a full moon so I will unpackage all of my Tarot decks and connect with each of the decks for short time throughout the evening.  The 2010 Witches' Calendar calls tonight's full moon, the Wind Moon and according to that website:

"This is a good time to work on magic related to new beginnings. Looking to bring new love into your life, or conceive or adopt a child? This is the time to do those workings. It's the time to stop planning, and start doing. Take all those ideas you've had brewing for the past couple of months, and make them come to fruition. "

So I will stop planning and start doing.  I will finally consummate my relationship with the Tarot.