V The Priest and the 5 of Wands

Life is moving along quite well these days and Spirit is with me always.  A couple of days ago I knew this was the case without a doubt when I was lifting a printer for the job and heard a cracking noise in my back and an intense shot of pain overcame me.  I fell into the seat of my car and did not move a muscle thinking I was done for.  But Spirit protected me and I was able to move and walk and talk and instead of doing the heavy lifting that was require to bring the printer up a flight of stairs I asked for and received the help of two able-bodied men who did that for me.  Today I'm functioning much better as I've being applying a cold pack to my back as well as taking ibuprofen to lessen any swelling that might have occurred.

I worked with Tarot and communed with Spirit for the past couple of days and have been more than grateful for my physical well-being as I'm sleeping well and able to get out of bed each morning.

Yesterdays Tarot card was "V The Priest and today's Tarot card is the "5 of Wands".  I'm learning to look to myself and close out the noise of everyday life and those around me so I can solicit my own advice and come to decisions on my own without undue and unwanted influences outside of my realm of being.  The job is humming along a little busier than I thought it would be and working on my RV has been a challenging balance of trying to work on it and taking care of the needs of the job.  But I'm enjoying the challenge and travel.

One thing I have noticed is that when I'm working on my RV I notice nothing wrong with my back and when it comes time to leave and return to the job or go home I'm left thinking "Why do I have to leave, I love being in my RV."  Leaving the RV feels so wrong these days.  I've never really felt that and it is a very strong feeling at that.  I want to just sit and relax in my RV.

Anyways I guess I should get going as I seem to be rambling and getting off topic but then who knows maybe I need to be writing these things.  Life is weird that way sometimes.  Thanks for listening and if anybody has anything to say I'd love to hear from you.

Thank You Spirit.

Blessed Be.