Back in 1999 my eyes were opened to the world of Wicca and Tarot and just going on two years ago I learned of all things metaphysical.
1999 was the start of a new job and a new spirituality for me as I learned about and practiced Wicca in my own way. I searched the net and visited the library often and purchased books to educate myself on all aspects of Wicca as well as to grow and strengthen my Spiritual being.
As my knowledge and practice of Wicca grew and unfolded I found a liking for the Tarot and researched that subject for some time before deciding to buy my first deck of Tarot cards, the Thoth Tarot Deck by Aleister Crowley. In the years that followed I picked up books that provided me with a deep knowledge of the deck and the many different aspects of interpreting it.
I did not crack the deck open until 2002/03 and only paid attention to it for a short time as I met and moved in with a new Filipino immigrant who somehow convinced me to join a local church that took me away from my love of Wicca and Tarot for almost three years.
Luckily in late 2004, I met someone whom I feel in love with and my relationship with him took me away from the church, more like rescued me from the church thus allowing me to return to the world of Wicca and Tarot but this was not until I left the church completely in 2006.
I yearned for the experiences I had before church but my efforts were proving to be futile and the struggle to regain my true spirituality almost had me giving up on ever feeling like I did back in 2002/03 but 2010 arrived and something clicked and my world has returned to me.
Back in 2002/03 I was so connected to the cosmos that I could feel, sense and see a world beyond our own and I felt so alive. My energy and spirit filled me with much joy and happiness and provided me with a whole new outlook on life like I never had before. Those days were unbelievably euphoric for me and no I did not do drugs nor do I do them now.
2010 is a not only a new decade but a new way of life for me.
How wonderful it is to be alive!
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